My coach
Episode 137's

Risda felt she did not want to go home at this time, she was very lazy at home because her day was always lonely because she had no friends. Even at home he felt bored because he was always in his room because he did not want to look at his sister's face.

Every day he always sleeps in his room, the slightest rame is always scolded even though the rame is the voice of his cellphone. However, his brother always turned on the television with a loud volume, maybe this is how it was if only a ride in his own home seemed to ride in someone else's home.

"Da, why are you crying?" Afrenzo asked when he saw Risda's tears appearing in his eyes and was about to drip on his cheeks.

"Guein..." Risda hanging.

"Lo's got a problem?"

"Gue just misses the affection of the old man, Renzo. I also wanted to be like the others, who were always warmly welcomed when I came home. While me? I-i..." Risda had not yet finished his words, his sentence was blocked by being kicked without him being able to get out.

The girl immediately wept as much as she did before the Afrenzo, the Afrenzo himself did not interrupt the words at all, and waited for Risda to reveal all the uneg that was in his mind. Looking at Risda who was crying so much, it could be seen that the girl was hiding a considerable heartache in her heart.

"Don't be welcomed warmly, I go home always get a scolding. Whether I go home sooner or later is the same, even eating I don't care, Renzo. The morning when leaving school alone there is no rice at home, and the rice is up,"

Everyday activities Risda just go to school without eating and eating at school break time. After that, after school he will go to practice martial arts, after that he went straight into the room until the next day without eating.

But what is known by others, he can only spend his money on snacks carelessly, and he is a wasteful child. In fact, he collected his allowance just to buy rice so he could eat, but he never told anyone anything.

Risda does not care about the nagging given by her mother about her pocket money that is always running out, sometimes she will be compared to others because others can save while she can not. Risda did not want to tell anyone about her life, because she thought that she was a strong person so that she did not need a story to anyone.

In fact, only in front of Afrenzo himself is able to look weak as it is today. The woman who always laughs loudly is fragile in front of a cold man like Afrenzo. He will behave as if everything is fine when in front of everyone, even he is able to laugh loudly.

It is true said people, the woman who laughs the loudest is the woman who always keeps so deep wounds alone.

"Everything will be beautiful in time, Da. No scholar is without a considerable test, though even a great scholar will be tested by God with a very severe test, even prophets are tested. Forbearance, life in the world is indeed sick, but God promises to those who are patient will get the most beautiful heaven from Him. I know it hurts you,"

Afrenzo rubbed gently on the top of Risda's head to make the girl feel calmer than before. Instead of being calm, Risda grew sobbing when feeling a swipe from Afrenzo because he missed the affection of his parents.

"Renzo," said Risda softly as she looked into the eyes of Lorenzo. "When I die, will they all be happy?"

"Not happy, they actually regret losing you, Da. Because they've been squandering you all this time,"

"Gue wants to die, Renzo. I'm tired if life goes on like this,"

"Shuuttt's... It's not good to say that, Da. What if the angel of Israfil heard it? Worth noting as a bad charity?"

"But I'm tired, Renzo. I'm tired of continuing like this,"

"Restrainer, Da. Don't give up,"

Risda lowered her head deeply, several times her tears fell on her trousers. Afrenzo let the girl cry as she wished, so that her feelings would be calmer after crying.

The sky was starting to look dark at this time, because soon adzan magrib will be reverberating crewed. However, Risda still does not want to go home for now, he is very lonely if at home because he does not have a chatter friend.

"This is adzan magrib, we go home?" Afrenzo invites Risda to come home because soon the atmosphere will darken there.

"Gue males home, Renzo. You go home, I still want to be here" said Risda, throwing his face off from the face of Afrenzo.

"What if you go to my house first? Maybe you can calm down later,"

Afrenzo advised the girl to go home with him until she wanted to go home. However, Risda refused by shaking his ship quickly.

"Da, don't be stubborn. After this adzan magrib, do you not feel sorry for Nyokap lo?"

"Gue wants to die,"

"When there's a story problem, don't act recklessly."

"Maybe it's because I'm a kid, so they think I'm trivial. Since childhood I have felt alone, and since childhood I have been forced to be independent."

"Take the positive side. Don't take it too hard,"

Afrenzo continued to advise Risda in his own way, and Risda wanted to go home. The advice given by Afrenzo was easily accepted by him, so he wanted to go back home.

Risda and Afrenzo rushed to their homes, and the two separated when a T-junction broke out. Previously, Afrenzo wanted to take him home, but Risda refused because he knew that the man still had a schedule to train elsewhere.

*****

A few days later, Sunday came. As usual Risda will be conducting private training with Afrenzo, both of whom are now inside the martial hall.

Risda and Afrenzo are sitting opposite each other after finishing martial arts training. That tiredness was completely ignored by Risda, and even she still seemed to smile brightly.

"Renzo, am I a burden?" Risda's question arrived and immediately made Afrenzo look at him.

"Lo's not a burden, Da. I never thought it was a burden" replied Afrenzo.

"Gue wants to tell the same story, you calm my life, but I can't. I can't stay with my problems alone for long, you want me?"

"Just tell me, I'm horrified."

"But I doubt it,"

"Don't hesitate" said Afrenzo, holding Risda's hand to strengthen the girl.

"I was in 6th grade at the time..." Risda begins the story.

*Flash back on*

His teacher loudly spoke, "He's my most obedient disciple now, already willing to do the job, a very obedient child."

Risda turned 90° than before, after the incident made her teacher to be kind to him even guiding him and telling him which was wrong and right to him. Even the children in his class did not dare to bully him again because he continued to be defended by the teacher, but Risda still likes to be alone until this moment.

No one can know what the original character is like, because all they know is Risda is a quiet child and does not like to hang out with others. But who would have thought, peace does not last long.

Ifah is a widow who has 2 sons, after she married a man who has 4 children, the maid owned by the man came home to Ifah. Just call the maid's name is Ruroh, Ruroh is a woman who has 1 female anai, and can also be said she is still a neighbor of Dewi.

Ruroh his house is near the house of the parents of Dewi, so that after the Goddess married they are no longer neighbors. Ruroh always slandered Risda, and even Risda had to get scolding from the Goddess because of it.

Risda, whose son is quiet, does not defend himself when blamed. He doesn't even care about his life because he feels like he has lost his identity, even he doesn't care about the many problems that exist in his life.

A child who is still decades old must accept the magnitude of the problem, making it seem as if he will stare blankly ahead regardless of anything that will happen to his life. If any food is lost in the house, Ruroh will accuse Risda of taking it and eating it.

Risda at that time was joining his mother's work, so the innocent girl was easily used as a scapegoat in what was done by Ruroh. His mother always gave him a snack, so he did not need to take property rights of others just because of his pengennya sense.

"Risda can't do that, I believe Risda. If he wanted to, he wouldn't have to take it in silence,"

The Goddess continued to defend Risda, while Risda simply kept silent without caring about what happened. Until finally, Dewi decided to quit the job because she did not want if her son continued to be blamed in that place.

Ifah does not really bother about it, because he can still buy other foods rather than having to worry about food. Although Ifah continues to calm the Goddess so as not to get out of her job, but Dewi already has a unanimous decision to be inviolable.

Risda no longer knows what his fate will be like, let alone himself who is still bound by school in that place. Dewi knew someone who had just moved next to Ifah's house, so he left Risda there, especially the owner of the house had a sister who was close to him.

His name is Lasmi, a housewife who has a younger brother a widower. Her sister had a close relationship with Dewi these few months, so Dewi was sure to leave Risda to her until Risda graduated school.

"From now on Risda can stay with Bude" Lasmi told Risda.

Risda herself felt bad if she had to part with her mother, especially if she had to live with a new person she knew. Risda is eager to refuse, but her mother continues to advise her so that she can remain in school until graduation.

"Sir, this is 1 million for Risda's needs for 1 month as well as the cost of eating here" Dewi said to Lasmi.

Seeing that there was 1 million in front of his eyes, Lasmi was happy so that he could accept Risda living in that place, and be kind to Risda. Risda was left in the house and she slept in the back room.

Risda also let go of her mother with a heavy heart, this is her first day living with a stranger. With a cry, he accompanied the departure of his mother, goods needed by Risda was moved in the house.

That is where his suffering will begin. After the departure of the Goddess, suddenly the attitude of Lasmi changed completely. Risda was treated like a maid, she had to clean the house and do anything by herself.

At the age of just 12 years, he has done everything himself including washing clothes, clothes, sweeping the house, and even himself washing his own dishes in the big house. In fact, his habit of rarely having breakfast has been done since he lived with Lasmi, because Lasmi never morn and he will wake up when the time shows at half 8 am.

"Don't you ever talk to your mom, or you want your mom to lose her job? He just worked somewhere else, don't bother being a child" Lasmi said whenever Risda cried.

Risda was rightly treated like a maid, even considered a burden to her at this time. He rarely eats new rice, and usually he will eat leftover rice yesterday which was deliberately heated by Lasmi.

"Bude, Risda asked for money for computer tutoring fees at school," Risda told Lasmi.

"Bude doesn't have any money, your mother hasn't sent any money at all" he said in a rude tone.

"Bude, he said, I left the money in Bude at that time" Risda said, recalling.

"IT'S STILL SAID TO BE NGEYEL!" Lasmi snapped to Risda to make Risda speechless.

He wanted to complain to his mother, but Lasmi always threatened him. Because children who are still in their teens, will be afraid if threatened like that by people who are more mature than him.

Risda resigned and went back into his room, he closed the door of his room from inside. Risda also cried as much as in her room because of the clash, it hurt so much when receiving a knock from someone especially at the age of Risda who was still a child.

Since childhood he has been getting mental pressure, even his dream to be happy cannot be felt. Lucky for him who still has the spare money given by his father every day when he went to study, his father will give as much as 10 thousand every day.

His father could only meet him when Risda was going to teach at a TPQ Shofia An-Nur. Risda also kept the meeting of the money so that no one knew that he had spare money, because the money given by his mother never reached him.

Risda rarely tried the money, so the money was collected for the cost of private tutoring that he followed. Because the tutoring is very mandatory for all, so inevitably they have to follow it when setting foot in class 6 SD.

Risda cried as much as she could in the cramped room, because her deeply wounded heart made her unable to condition her tears. So that the result of his crying, immediately made himself fall asleep with his heart.

When he woke up, he was hungry too. Risda rushes to the kitchen to find something she can eat, but does not find it. Then he turned to the ice to find something to eat, and he saw 1 fat banana clove.

Without thinking long himself then took the banana 1 fruit, but arrived Lasmi immediately grabbed the fruit in Risda's hand. Risda was immediately surprised because of that, because suddenly the banana in his hand was taken by Lasmi in a rough way.

"WHAT THE HELL!" Shake Lasmi hard to Risda.

"Bude, I'm asking for just one. I'm so hungry" said Risda pleading.

"Nothing! Never eat my food carelessly, oh so the accusation is true huh? The base of the nutmeg,"

"I never burglarized" said Risda lirih.

"What is the evidence then? Is this fruit yours? It's good to play carelessly, don't be like this house, yes, I can just do whatever I want. No one can help you here, remember that!"

Lasmi then cremated the banana in her hand, she immediately threw it at Risda's feet. Risda also felt affection when the fruit was thrown away just like that, even though she felt very hungry at this time.

"Eat it!" Sentak Lasmi to Risda.

After saying that, Lasmi went straight from before Risda. A drop of Risda's tears fell when staring nanar towards the banana, better he ate earlier so it is not wasted but now the fruit is wasted with redundancy.

"It's a pity that if discarded, the inside is also not dirty," Guman Risda said as he picked up the banana.

Risda took him to his room, and he ate it slowly to reduce his hunger. He does not care about the dirty or clean fruit, as long as the hunger can be reduced.