My coach
Episode 139's

"Oh my God, my head hurts so much. Maybe because I'm late for eating,"

Risda dropped her body on the floor, before heading to the bathroom to wash the cloth she used to clean her own vomit. When he returned to his room, he suddenly fell on the floor because of the dizziness he felt.

Risda felt that her whole world was spinning around inside her head, even to stand up straight again she was unable to do that. Risda had to creep up to be able to climb on her mattress, and rest comfortably there.

This was his first time doing everything himself, including taking care of himself from the pain he was feeling. Several times he tried to get up, but he continued to fail because of the dizziness he felt at this time.

By being forced to just close the door of his room, and leaned his body against the wall where he was sitting at this time. Risda straightened her legs and tried to close her eyes at this time, as her position still leaned against the wall made her uncomfortable if she continued on like that.

"Why not just die? Fatigued like this keeps going. Mother, this is very painful,"

Risda's body was shivering at this time, the air around it felt very cold but his body felt very hot. Because of the heat of his body, making both eyes Risda want to be closed but can not sleep well.

In the room alone, his body was hot as well as his head was dizzy and like being stabbed. It made Risda feel uncomfortable, it felt like ending her life at this moment.

Risda thought that she would die a while longer, as her body temperature continued to increase with time. The coldness of the floor as well as the wall, made Risda shiver cold but his body still feels hot.

"I'll be dead soon."

A smile rose on Risda's face, she was very confident that she would die because of her worsening condition. Because of the heat of his body, to make his lips become broken, he roughly ripped his broken lips to bleed.

It was very uncomfortable for her lips to break, so Risda peeled off her broken lips until they were bleeding blood. Risda paid no attention to her flowing blood, as her two eyes were still tightly sharpened at this moment.

"When else would I feel this kind of pain? Soon I won't feel it again. Mother, can Risda go? It hurts so much, there's no hope of me surviving. Sorry..."

Risda looked around her room with a dim gaze, she was only able to stare at a void with a body that was constantly enveloped by pain. The blood at the end of his lips made him look very creepy, even the condition of his limp helpless body added to the slashing impression on the heart.

It felt like there was already no hope of continuing to live at this moment, even his body was unable to be invited to fight back. Weak, that was what he felt at this moment, even hallucinations attacked him about a death.

Risda laughed softly, remembering the pain she felt as well as remembering the death that was about to come to her. Who would have thought he was asleep, because the coldness of the floor at once the room made Risda's body temperature drop slowly.

*****

Risda woke up from her sleep, she found both eyes difficult to open because of her tears that had dried up. He got up from his sleep, his body felt a little lighter than before.

Risda can get up and walk to her bed, after which she directly compares her body on the mattress. He didn't know what time it was, and he didn't know how long he had been asleep on the floor.

The wound on the tip of his lips was dry, and found that the blood produced from the wound had dried and changed color. His face still looked pale, even his lips looked white from pain.

"Hungry. Bude, cook it this time," Guman Risda.

Risda also tried to get back up from her sleep, she tried to move her feet to the kitchen that was in the house. He also walked while holding the wall that will lead him to the kitchen, slowly land himself continues to walk.

Until he arrived near the dining table there, because the distance of the kitchen with his room was not too far away. The room occupied by Risda is indeed in the back, and close to the kitchen after the bathroom that is there.

The house was quite large, even each room had a bathroom except for the room occupied by Risda. So that Risda had to walk out of the room to be able to go to the bathroom, the room occupied by Risda is so small that there is no bathroom in it.

Risda opened the hood, and found no food at all. Risda only sighed, because Lasmi was not cooking anything at all at the moment. Seeing that the table was empty, Risda had to rush back to her room because she was unable to stand for long in this condition.

Risda then returned to lie down, herself tried to close her eyes. He had to endure his hunger if it was like this, even his shadow of death was clearly visible in his mind.

This time his father also did not come in his TPQ place, because there is still busy with his current job. Risda had hoped that her father would come to her there, but her wish was not fulfilled at all and it was now showing at 10 p.m.

When Risda closed her eyes, she felt a breeze that pierced her skin through her bones. He also dreamed something very creepy, he felt his spirit was sucked by something.

He is unable to move, bahkna sound just a soft voice. To just breathe himself is very difficult, because it feels like someone is holding back the air that wants to go out and in through his nostrils.

His own body is held something so strong that it can not move even a little, in his dream he saw a creepy creature, his body is large and also furry jet black color. The creature seemed to be staring at him with a staking gaze, and also bright red eyeballs.

Risda tried to open her eyes wide and moved to avoid the creepy creature. However, Risda was completely unable to do so because her body was unable to move at all.

Risda tried to scream because she felt a strong suction in her body, her heart pounding so fast because of her fear. For the first time he saw the most sinister creature, so that made him very frightened at this time.

For 10 minutes he struggled to get away with it, and finally he was able to open his eyes wide afterwards. His breathing has returned to normal but not with his heartbeat which is getting faster.

"What was that? Why is the dream so bad? O God, I'm afraid,"

Risda also looked in between the windows in his room, he also saw the yard of the house is very dark. Because of her fear, Risda then closed the window using curtains and blankets.

The window was made of glass, so the window was able to penetrate out of the room. Risda did not dare to sleep again for fear that the dream would repeat itself, he still opened his eyes so that he could be awake all night.

*****

Risda's body still feels very hot and painful all over his body, he also returned not to school for now because he was not fully healthy. Without him realizing that he had 3 days he did not go to school, even during that he could not do anything because he was only able to stay silent on his bed.

Risda could not get up from her sleep even for a little while, even Erin had to feed her with her weakly lying down. To open his eyes alone he was very difficult to do that, his two eyes seemed to be very closed without wanting to be opened.

There is no intention to take Risda to the hospital, even his mother was not told about Risda's whereabouts. Risda herself who is not strong to hold her cellphone was not able to tell her mother, her condition is really very concerning for now.

Risda felt that she was very sleepy, so it was very difficult for her to reopen her eyes. His body temperature is still hot, even he feels only able to feel the heat of his body.

"O Allah, what sins have I committed? Until you arrive in this condition you do not immediately take my life. It's very painful,"

These three days he did not enter the rice, because if the rice entered then he would vomit. Because he often vomits until his throat is injured, and even he draws blood from his mouth when he vomits.

"Mom, should we just take him to the hospital, ma'am?" Ask Erin.

"no need. He was just spoiled, sick so much," said Lasmi.

"But ma'am, what if he dies? Her body temperature just doesn't go down,"

Risda who heard the conversation of the two men also shed her tears, not the death that she feared, but herself who did not want to be a burden for anyone. The words were very painful for him, even he shed his tears without his own will.

"Have to die, there is still a troublesome event for others. Risda is not a burden O Allah, if today Risda wants to be taken then Risda iklas," said Risda lirih even completely unheard by the two.

The more days he was tortured there, even though he was sick like that but Lasmi continued to nag him. Risda's cute face does not make the woman feel sorry for him, and will instead be more calm with him.

Risda closed her eyes tightly again, hoping that something in the house was paying attention to her. But hope is in vain, because no one cares about it now.

Geck.. Geck.. Geck..

Suddenly there was the sound of someone knocking on the door of the big house, it immediately made Lasmi immediately rushed towards the door to open the door. There was a man whose clothes were very neat, as well as a backpack on his shoulders.

"Who are you looking for, Mom?" Ask Lasmi to the man.

"Where's risda? Why not take 2 lessons today?" Ask the man.

Because these two days he came to TPQ where Risda was silent, he did not find the existence of Risda at all. Finally he found the address of the place where Risda lived,

The man was none other than Sandi, the biological father of Risda. Risda did not know about his father's arrival. Risda was still asleep in her sleep, because it was useless for her to open her eyes because she would only find that the whole world was shaking.

"Risda, your father is coming" Lasmi told Risda.

Risda who was still limp was slowly starting to try to open his eyes again, he also saw the figure of his father who was standing while leaning on the door.

"Risds sick what?" Asked Sandi while rushing to come to the helplessly lying Risda.

"Risda is not papa really," replied Risda softly and tried hard to be able to speak.

Lately he rarely speaks because he is sick and weak, so his voice is a little lost. Risda tried to get up from her sleep because she did not want to make her father worry about her, but her efforts failed because she did not have the energy there once.

"Risda, don't force it. It will hurt even more" said Lasmi in a slightly soft tone.

"Well, Risda wants to go to the bathroom," said Risda softly regardless of the words from Lasmi.

"Let Daddy interracial," Said Sandi.

Sandi then helped Risda to sit down, because Risda who was not strong to sit alone was immediately getting help from her father. Risda's forehead shriveled because he felt a very dizzy, it turns out that even though it hurts if most of the sleep then his head feels very heavy as well as pain.

Risda walked slowly along the ground while holding tightly to Sandi's hand, because she was afraid to fall on the floor. Sandi also drove him into the bathroom, Risda frowned.

"Why did you come in?" Risda asked confusedly.

"Fear you slipped" answered Sandi.

"Risda's been great, Dad. Not a kid anymore,"

"Yes, I'm waiting outside? If there's anything call it,"

"Yes." Yeah."

Sandi came out of the bathroom, and Risda closed the bathroom door. There he vomited again because of the duration of standing when he walked to the bathroom, until his throat felt very hot because of the stomach acid that came up.

"Risda, are you vomiting?" Ask Sandi from outside when she heard Risda's voice spewing out.

"Risda ain't papa, Dad. I'll just wait outside,"

Risda also saw a blood clot that came out when he was spewed, the clot looked very black because his blood was dry but had not been removed from his body.

After vomiting, he washed his face with cold water. After that, he came out of the bathroom, and found that Sandi was still standing there to wait for Risda to come out of the bathroom.

"Risda ain't papa, is she?" Ask Sandi while holding onto Risda's shoulder.

"No papa, Dad. It's been quiet," replied Risda limply.

"We're going home, right? Let's take care of your Grandma and your sister at home, if you stay here, I'll keep thinking,"

"Rise is not papa,"

"No, let's go home,"

Because Risda's limp body was at once unable to walk properly, immediately made Sandi carry him towards her deal. Risda was sitting there, for fear of Risda falling on the street, Sandi also tied Risda's body with her body using a blanket.

Risda also rested his head on his father's shoulders, the bond made him not afraid if he arrived unconscious when traveling. Indeed, the way looks very strange, but very useful if used to bring Risda home.

"Well, is dying sick?" Ask Risda on the way.

The expression on the girl's face could not lie that she was fine, as if she would endure extreme pain. Therefore, he asked about the pain of death to his father.

"Why ask that? Do we need to go to the hospital first?"

"No, Dad. Risda just asked,"

"We go to the hospital first, okay?"

"No need. Risda wants to hurry home and rest,"

"All right."