My coach
Episode 72

Risda is in her room, she is crying because she is not allowed to participate in night training. Even though he had shown the invitation, but his brother continued to provoke his mother not to allow Risda to come along.

"Why can't they understand me?" Risda said regretfully while beating the pillow she was holding at the moment.

He wanted to be angry at this time, somehow his brother's words were trusted by his mother rather than his words. Risda does not want to be like that, he just wants to follow the evening training.

"Gue never asked for anything all this time, I just want to be happy doang. Is that too hard to accept? Why should I? Why?"

He also laid his body in his bedroom, he really did not like the word repulsion uttered by his mother. After crying for a long time, Risda fell asleep.

Sleeping after crying is a sleep filled with comfort. Do you know why sleeping after crying is so comfortable? Because it is an affection that God gives us, God wants to rest our weary souls after weeping.

Crying is beautiful, healthy, and a symbol of honesty. At the right time, cry as much as possible and enjoy it because not always people can cry. People who like to cry are often labeled as crybaby. The cry towards the Khalik is positive and the crybaby towards the being is negative.

Those who easily break their tears when they are moved to remember and miss their Lord, those tears will melt them through heaven. Tears shed by weeping over the sins of the past will extinguish the fires of hell.

It is in accordance with the Prophet's hadith that there are eyes forbidden to go to hell, that is, eyes that do not sleep all night in the struggle of the fisabilillah and eyes that weep for fear of Allah.

A Sufi once said, if a person never cries, it is feared that his heart is arid. One of the Sufis' habits is crying. Some Sufis, their eyes and faces become deformed because of the tears that always patter.

God praises people to cry. And, they put their faces down in tears and they grow fervent." (QS al - Israel' [17]:109). Prophet Muhammad SAW also advised. "If you are to be saved, guard your tongue and weep your sins."

*****

In the morning, Risda immediately rushed to meet Afrenzo, this time in his class while reading a book on his desk. Risda came with a bent face, seeing it instantly made Afrenzo look up his face.

"Renzo," Panggi Risda wafts with his two glassy eyes.

"Why?" Ask Afrenzo and get up from his seat.

Not usually the woman will cry like this when she meets him, Risda who is always cheerful in front of all those people is weak in front of Africenzo. Risda did not answer the words of Afrenzo, but she immediately wiped her tears with both hands.

"Who made you cry? Say, Da!" Ask Afrenzo seriously.

"I thought I wasn't going to exercise tonight, but I really wanted to go, Renzo. Why don't they ever want to know me?" Risda's cry broke after saying that.

"Why can't you? What reason?"

"Say the girl can not join the game hiks... hiks.., they say later will be harassed the same temen men, right who participate in night training are mostly men. So they don't want me to come," said Risda all over because he was sobbing crying.

"Gue got it, you let him say how?"

"Gue permission if the martial organization wants to do night training, I keep asking 'how many girls are coming? Beladirkan most guys' that, then I explain to him, but my brother immediately provoked my Nyokap, Renzo. I hate my brother, too,"

Risda continued to speak even though she was sobbing sobbing at will, seeing that it instantly made Afrenzo move his hand to gently wipe the top of Risda's head. The swipe made Risda feel a little relieved than before, perhaps only Afrenzo could make it that way.

"There's still time, you try again later, don't give it up, Da. I'm sure Nyokap lo will be ngizinin lo later,"

"What do I need to do, Renzo? They would agree,"

"Clearly slow down, if it is not possible to come, ngak papa kok ngak come, next time we do not pay again."

"But I want to come! Hua... hiks... hiks.." Risda's touch to Afrenzo, "Gue never asked them anything, I just want to be happy doang, Renzo. Is that hard to do? Do I deserve to be happy? Why do I have to do all this? Why?"

"Quiet, Da. Allah will never test a people beyond the limits of their ability, and Allah will strengthen your shoulders in order to become a strong woman."

"But this is beyond my means, Renzo. They don't know what I've been through all this time, how I tried to get up on my own but they easily dropped it back,"

"Not crying, try again later."

Slowly, he continued to rub his head gently, the man's hands can be rough and even soft. Risda nodded slowly after hearing the words of Afrenzo, he immediately wiped his tears.

"Eh Risda why are you?" Ask someone who arrived at the class, he is Benni.

"Lo bite!" Risda replied with a slur.

"But my teeth don't have fangs, Risda. When did I bite you? How do I not know?"

"Udah ah, very noisy lo!"

"I'm not noisy, I'm a submissive child and also kind,"

"Who are you saying?"

"My mom says I'm her dearest daughter. He also said I was smart,"

"As far as you!" Sentak Risda's.

After saying that, Risda immediately rushed to get out of the classroom. He did not want to linger there for long because Benni was among them, serving Benni beyond his limits.

"Renzo, what's wrong with him?" Benni asked while looking at the departure from Risda.

"Can diem, right?" Tanya Afrenzo returned with his laziness.

"No, I'm just the name, Renzo. What's wrong with trying?"

"He wants to be a submissive boy, follow my words!" Sentak Afrenzo in his last sentence to make Benni bergitu surprised.

"Renzo don't be fierce, just deserve to practice since long ago,"

Afrenzo also ignored Benni's remarks, he again sat on his lap in silence. The man was in a habit of silence, so everyone thought that Afrenzo was arrogant, because he did not like to joke or talk for too long.

*****

"Lo why, Da?" Mira asked when she saw Risda as if she had cried when she got out of the class of Afrenzo.

"Gue ngak papa," answered Risda trying to look fine.

"I said right? Renzo can only hurt you doang, but why are you still deket deket same him? Mending you stay away from him before it's too late, Da."

"Gue don't want to! Renzo isn't what you say, Ra. If you make it like this, I don't like you much more,"

Risda immediately rushed to leave Mira, Mira also felt strange with Risda this time, because it was not usual for the girl to behave like that to him.

Risda immediately rushed into his class, the quarrel occurred in front of their classroom door so that other friends knew. Seeing it instantly made all of them shocked as well, it was not unusual for Risda to be carried away with emotions like this.

"Lo fight with Mira, Da? Why?" Ask Rania.

"Ask yourself," answered Risda regretfully.

Risda seemed to be unwilling to look at Mira, seeing it immediately made Mira take her bag and go to sit away from Risda. Risda did not care about it, now she just sits alone on a bench.

Since then they have quarreled, and Risda prefers to be friends with Kartika rather than her four new friends. They were all confused by what Risda was doing, even Risda also stayed away from them all and preferred to be together with Kartika.

Even to look them in the face, Risda looked very fed up. Despite being inserted into the road, Risda considers them like strangers unknown to him.

*****

Risda tried various ways to persuade her mother to allow herself to go to practice on Saturday night. However, his mother still did not approve him to come, and he was afraid that his son why.

Risda then sent a message to Afrenzo through his mobile phone, akhinya he got a phone number belonging to Afrenzo as well

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^^^^^^

Wh who?

^^^Lo forgot me, Renzo?^^^

Hem's?

^^^Gue Risda! I gave this number to myself

Wh why?

^^^Ngak direct ngak in chat, still aja cuek^^^

^^^Gue is still not allowed to participate, how is it?^^^

^^^Lo can give advice ngak?^^^

Refer to the real one

^^^Udah but still do not believe^^^

Tell him to go to school later

^^^^^^^

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Risda also got a good idea, he immediately sent a message on the screen of his cellphone to his mother. It immediately made his mother call him right away.

"Rissda?" Said his mother when the phone was connected.

"Why, Bun? Don't you care about Risda?" Risda asked with a tone made as if she was sad.

"Why did Risda say that? Mother ngelarang because Mother does not want Risda why why, Risda is big why still do not understand the meaning of Mother?"

"Risda is big, and Risda knows what is right and wrong. Risda really wants to join the exercise, Bun. Why can't Mommy understand Risda's feelings anyway?"

"What do you want now?"

"Izinin Risda will come, or Risda will leave this house later."

"Whatever,"

"Yaudah Risda is still training,"

"Hem."

"Where's the pocket money?"

"Nothing,"

"The wicked mother, Risda really went,"

"Yes, we'll transfer, later,"

"Thank you Mother,"

Risda disconnects the phone, before Risda threatens his mother that Risda will leave the rumsh. It immediately made his mother rush to call him, for fear that the threat of Risda really happened.

Akhinya, Risda got permission also from his mother, even though he had to pretend to cry. He also looked at the screen of his phone, and accidentally saw a profile photo of Afrenzo.

A cartoon photo that is very funny and adorable, maybe Afrenzo really likes cartoon characters or how. Risda smiled at the photo, however the cartoon was contrary to the original character of an Afrenzo.

"Surprisingly, it's the first time I've seen a weird guy like him."

*****

Bhukk... Bhukk... Brakkk...

"WAKE LO!"

Bhukk... Dhukks....

"DON'T YOU THINK ALL THIS TIME I WAS DIEM BECAUSE I WAS AFRAID OF YOU, I'M NOT AFRAID OF YOU AT ALL!"

It was seen that two men were fighting and one of them looked so superior, that the other looked helpless from getting so many blows that he could not avoid.

Bhuuukkk....

A very hard kick immediately hit the stomach of a man who looked weak, to make him bounce a few steps back, and immediately hold his stomach that hurt.

"Gue ain't never gonna make you happy, Renzo!" He shouted after falling while holding his stomach.

"GUE DON'T CARE! WAKE UP NOW!"

The man was immediately gripped tightly by the collar of the young man's clothes lying on the ground. He also with his force immediately pulled the man's body to stand up and immediately rained down on him with a few blows to make him fall.

"After this you will be safe, Renzo. Bokap lo bakalan ngehajar lo,"

"Gue doesn't care! You may not like me, but don't bring my bokap to do this!"

Bhuukk...

The man immediately punched the hard cheek of the young man in front of him, making the young man vomit blood due to the tip of his torn lip and one of the teeth that were released.

"Renzo Renzo, as long as I'm around, you'll be calm. I'm not gonna let you live any longer,"

"Gue never meddled in your affairs, but why do you have a grudge against me!" His touch.

"Gue doesn't like lo, because lo, I looked down on my own family. They always flatter you than I do, and I won't let you be happy."

"WHY DON'T YOU KILL EVERYONE! LET ME GET OUT OF THIS WORLD!" Snapped an Africanzo.

The two men who were fighting were Afrenzo and Bagas. Both are cousins but they hate each other, Bagas does not like the presence of the world's Afrenzo.

For Bagas, Afrenzo was his obstacle to getting affection from his family. Therefore, Bagas hated Afrenzo very much, because it is often compared by his parents.

They were so impressed with the Afrenzo that they forced their son to be like the Afrenzo. However, because the compulsion made his son hate Africanzo, and would not even allow himself to be happy even for a moment.

"Gue don't want to dirty my own hands,"

"But that doesn't mean, you can tell me to fuck me up, Gas! My patience has its limits, so don't test my patience like this!"

Bhukk...

Again Bagas received a blow thrown by Afrenzo, again Bagas' body collided with the land he stepped on at this time. Seeing Bagas who was already helpless, it immediately made Afrenzo rushed to leave him.