My coach
Episode 32

"Gue doesn't want to go home," Cicit Risda softly as he lowered his head.

"When are you here?" Afrenzo asked with one eye in his eye.

"I don't know, I'm scared."

"It's gonna be okay, all right,"

"Lo sure? I'm not sure about that at all, Renzo. My brother is very fierce, he said very unpleasant to the heart, I am still not ready to accept the speech later. I hesitate to go home,"

"Don't listen,"

"Gue didn't want to listen to him, Renzo. But even so, it still sounds, and very painful rasahya.

"Go in the room, lock the door, cover it with a pillow."

"My room has no door, and is only covered with a cloth doang as a mosquito net,"

Hearing that answer immediately made Afrenzo glare at Risda, how can a girl's room have no door especially in the house there are no two parents Risda and he lives together with his Brother and Sister-in-law.

"Gue once asked for a door, but no one wanted to dine" said Risda lirih because he knew the meaning of the gaze of the current Afrenzo.

"Do you want me to install?"

"No, there's even more lo ngerepotin, Renzo. Mending you don't see my brother, I'm afraid you'll even hurt,"

"Gue is common,"

"You mean? Do you usually get that kind of speech? Who could have said that to Lo?"

"It's not important, mending lo go home quickly," said Afrenzo as he walked towards his motorbike.

"Renzo!" Call Risda.

Hearing the call immediately made Afrenzo stop in his place, Risda immediately rushed to the coach. Now Risda was standing before the Afrenzo, while the Afrenzo threw his face away from Risda.

"Don't talk about me" said Afrenzo in a slightly unsettled tone.

Risda knew that he was very unhappy with someone who discussed his personal problems, which is why he said in such a tone to him at this time.

"Gue didn't talk about it, I just wanted to know. Why are you here? Why did you come here when I was about to kill myself?"

"Gue's just passing by, my house is not far from here" replied Afrenzo.

"Yemen? Do you have any temen? How can you have friends" asked Risda who seemed to not believe that such a cold guy could have friends.

Afrenzo did not answer the question from Risda, he immediately climbed the bike. Afrenzo then told Risda to go home, initially Risda rejected it but because the sharp gaze of an Afrenzo made him inevitably have to obey the words of Afrenzo.

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Risda ventured to return home after meeting with Afrenzo at the time. Risda was actually afraid of being scolded by Indah due to the current events, but Afrenzo continued to force her to go home because it was not good for girls to roam the streets.

While he was convinced that everything would be fine, Risda stopped his motorcycle in front of his house, and took a deep breath to prepare his mentality to be beaten up at this time.

Risda was not sure that he would be safe this time, but the words of Afrenzo were so deeply imprinted in his mind. Lorenzo continued to say that he would be fine later, and that was what made Risda want to go home.

His feeling suddenly felt bad after he set foot in his house, sure what he was thinking at this time. Arrived Beautiful out of the house with a very unfriendly face.

"BASIC BRASH KID!" Beautiful Flops to Risda.

Deg

The impact was very painful for Risda, Risda listened to the words of Afrenzo who told her to go straight inside without listening to the Beautiful speech. However, Indah immediately suddenly pushed Risda's body to hit the wall of her house.

Dhuk

Risda's head hit the wall so hard that it made a loud noise, Risda held her head and thank God that her head did not bleed, and suddenly her head felt very dizzy.

"BASIC BRASH KID! IT'S GOOD TO BE SCHOOLED STILL TO BE FOOLED, I DON'T KNOW IT'S VERY LUCKY. Children like the devil, do not know thank you, it's lucky there are still those who care. Do you want to be like a bum out there? Don't go home, just bother!" Beautiful jerk again, and she looked very angry at this moment.

Risda did not pay too much attention to the nagging from her brother because of the dizziness he was currently feeling, he did not pay attention to the words at all, and all he heard was a loud enough hum.

Risda slowly walked towards her room while holding her head, when she reached the room she immediately laid her body in a mattress, and she did not pay attention to the nagging that was currently thrown by Indah.

"Why not die?" Risda asked quietly while holding her head that was painful and dizzy. Risda heard the sound of his cell phone ringing, he turned a glance and returned to lay down his body, it was a call from his mother.

He really did not want to pick up the phone at this time, he did not want that he would be increasingly unable to hear hurtful speech and would eventually end up killing himself. Risda ignored her phone that kept ringing and in her deed she silent her phone because she did not want to hear it ringing.

"Don't bother me first" Risda said.

Because the phone that has not been lifted by Risda, it makes Dewi directly call Indah. The beautiful phone rang not long after that beautiful voice was heard by Risda.

Because their house is not too big so Risda can hear the sound, Indah also pressed the speaker button and it made Risda able to listen to the sound from her mother.

"Have gone home, Bun, just got home. He did not dare to lift because he was wrong, like mbolos, people today off he even entered,"

"Risda isn't wrong, it's just a misunderstanding. If he was wrong how could he dare to give the phone number of his teacher. Already, do not scold him again, quickly tell him to pick up the phone Mother now," Order Goddess.

Beautiful also entered Risda's room and found out that Risda was now lying on her stomach while hugging her pillow, but Risda did not want to answer the call from Indah who repeatedly called her name.

"No, Bun." His Adu to the Goddess.

"Just give the phone to him, Mother wants to talk to him, said Dewi.

"Yes,"

But Risda did not want to receive the phone at all, he flicked his hand just like that when Indah touched his hand. Risda was really injured at this time, his mind was chaotic and also his head felt very dizzy with fireflies.

He really did not want to talk to anyone, he did not want to hear anyone's voice this time, and sobs began to be heard from behind the pillow he used to lean his head.

Beautiful then put his phone near Risda's ear so that Risda could hear her mother's voice clearly, it could not be counted again how many tears Risda was dripping, and the pillow he used was wet with tears.

"Risda, pick up your phone now! Mommy is worried about Risda if Risda is like this, Mommy apologizes for misunderstanding Risda. Risda, sorry Mother yes, Mother misunderstood with Risda earlier," said Dewi through a cellphone next to Risda at this time.

Risda did not answer the words of the Goddess at all, but Risda continued to listen to the words of the Goddess. His heart was too sick at this time especially because of the previous words of the Goddess that now he was very disappointed with Risda, Risda again remembered about the words of the Goddess repeatedly in his mind.

"Risda replied to Mother's words, do not be cheered Mother kayak gini. Yes, Mother is wrong this time with Risda, Mother misunderstood with Mother's own child. Sorry for the previous Mother's greeting yes Nak, Mommy is only afraid if Risda to the wrong association, you know yourself if Mommy can only watch Risda from the phone, Mommy can not always be there for Risda all this time," said Dewi again and still did not get an answer from Risda.

Risda actually remained silent while hugging her pillow tightly, beside her there was Beautiful who was standing while folding both hands. Because the words of her mother who was not followed by Risda made Indah immediately pull Risda's hand violently.

"You people say it's answered!" Lovely Sentak.

"OUTSIDE!" Snapped Risda and violently removed the Exquisite handrails from her hand.

"Already Ndah, do not be rude to your sister," said Dewi from her cellphone.

Risda's cry grew louder after that, Dewi was able to hear Risda's current cry. He knew that his son was so hurt by this misunderstanding, he regretted having scolded Risda before because he did not know the true incident.

"Risda, sorry Mother yes Nak, yes Mother is wrong and Mother wants to apologize to Risda. Mother is very dear to Risda and Mother does not want Risda mired in bad things, Mother only wants Risda to be a useful child for the nation and religion. Mother does not forbid Risda to play, but also pay attention to the time yes Nak, Answer Mother's speech," said Dewi through her cellphone but did not get an answer from Risda.

I don't know what to say at this time to persuade his sulking son, he said as if running out so that he did not know what else he should say to persuade his sulking son.

"Risda dear, sorry Mother yes. Mommy only has Risda at this time while your Brother already belongs to her husband, if Risda does not want to talk like this later Mommy will be sadder. Mommy really apologizes for misunderstanding with Risda, Risda is a good child, Mommy is sure of that,"

Risda buried her face in her pillow so that the sound of sobs was not heard for now. Inexplicably injured himself will be very difficult to restore his mood, maybe because of the absence of guidance from parents so far so that he himself must try to restore his mood with his own.

Risda also heard the sound of sobs from the Mother, somehow it sounded very hurtful to Risda, when it was sick but added to the pain again. Risda wanted to say something but the speech was blocked because of her sobs.

"Risda want what? Risda, Mommy will try to overcome Risda's wishes. Risda answered dong Mommy said, cook from Mommy said by himself anyway," he said with sobs.

"Rise wants to die."

"Rome!"

Once the sound of Risda immediately made his mother very surprised, Risda did not know why the word immediately came out of his mouth. Without Risda realizing that now her mother was crying hearing the answer from Risda, somehow her son arrived to say such a thing.

"Why does Risda talk like that, son? It is not good to talk like that hiks.. Why does Risda think that? What has Risda said at the moment? What is less than Mother? Mommy just can not accompany Risda because Mommy wants Risda to stay in school just like other Risda friends, so that Risda can snack every day. What did Mother do that only for Risda, why could Risda say that to Mommy?"

Mother Maafin Risda, Risda did not mean to hurt Mother's heart but somehow the word came out just like that. Mother Risda did not mean to make you cry, Risda just wanted to be understood instead of scolded. Mother, Risda is wrong and wants to apologize to Mother, only Mother's only hope that can make Risda happy. Inner Risda screamed.

For some reason he could not say at all what was currently, and all he had in mind was regretful words for the words that had been thrown. Risda's mouth opened shut but there was absolutely no sound coming out of her lips at this moment, only sobs were able to come out at this moment.

"Risda, answer Mother's words, do not be silent like that, son. Tell Mommy, what should Mommy do for Risda, Risda wants Mommy to stop working? Then whose money was used to send Risda? You know for yourself if your father has not given you money, let alone send yourself to school. Does Risda not want to be Mother's child?" Sobs were heard from the phone and it made Risda cut her heart.

"Sorry Risda, Bun. Risda is wrong," said Risda.

"Then why is Risda talking like that?"

Risda is tired, Risda is no longer strong to live with Kak Indah, she is evil with Risda, Bun. If Mother knows about what Risda has been experiencing so far, maybe Mother will not be able to see the life of Risda. Risda is sure that Mommy will understand Risda's current speech, Risda wants to sleep and not wake up again. Inner Risda.

"Jawab Mommy, Risda!" The goddess gave an order to Risda to answer that question.

"Forget it, Bun. Risda doesn't want to talk about this anymore" Risda said.

"Sorry Mother yes, Mother try to go home and will invite you to walk the road later. Risda, Mommy is very dear to Risda, until whenever it is,"

"Rissda..." Risda was unable to continue his words.

"Mother knows, a child's affection for his mother will never be the same as a mother's affection for her child. Call Risda's cell phone only yes, this is Mother turn off, later quickly lifted,"

"Yes Bun," answered Risda briefly.

The phone was immediately disconnected, it immediately made Beautiful carry away her cellphone and out of Risda's room. Seeing the departure of Indah immediately made Risda rise up to sit on her bed, the shadow of Indah was no longer in her room but the dizziness in Risda's head was still imprinted.