My coach
Episode 31

"Da!" Call her friend and immediately come up from her seat and hold Risda's hand.

"Conscious! All problems can be solved with cold, and you do not take decisions for granted" Mira said firmly.

"What am I living for? If the only person who makes me survive, I don't believe what I say!" Risda's flick to Mira and flicked her hand just like that.

Hearing Risda's cry like that, it instantly made Mira hug Risda's body tightly. Mira knew that something had happened to the girl at this time, not usually Risda like that.

"Lo's got us, Da. Whenever you need it, I'll always be there for you" Mira said.

Hearing that did not make Risda more calm but instead made Risda cry even louder. He then embraced Mira more and more firmly, the sense of tightness that was in her chest slowly began to decrease.

When her tightness had lessened, Risda immediately let go of her embrace. He was already a little calm at the moment, although his tears were still clearly visible on his face at the moment.

"Well what should you do, Ra? I don't know why my mother can accuse me like that, I never skipped school all this time. Then what do I do to prove it to everyone later? I don't dare go home now" Risda said.

"Lo is the real one, Da. If you dare to go home, you can sleep in my house later, but I'm sure slowly you land can solve this lo problem."

"Gue's been clear to them, Ra. But they, no one can believe me,"

"Do we need to go to your house to explain to them, Da?"

"Gue don't know what to do, I don't want you guys to get angry later. How can I be accused like that? Even while I was looking at my friend,"

"If you dare to go home, you can also stay at my house, Ra. My house is not far from here" said Septia.

"Or ngak lo nginep here aja, nemenin me at home," added Rania.

"Lo must go home, if you nginep precisely the problem will be more complicated. If the charges are wrong you shouldn't be afraid, Da. Prove that you are not wrong" said the Princess.

"Lo, really, if I go home first. I don't want my Mother to be more angry if I don't go home. Tika, Lo same princess just behind it, I can't take you back to school,"

Kartika was the same as Mira, he could not ride as early as he had to be picked up by a house person. Kartika is usually picked up by her Tantenya because her mother is dead, while her father works to support her.

"Whose toes am I the same?" Ask Mira.

"Look, I'll be back at school, Ra. Keep Nanda to walk from here, the house is deket," cried Septia.

"God, I'm waiting here, Tia. Later go back there again to me," said Nanda.

"Can be talked about the cost of his nebeng," Septia chuckled softly at this moment.

"Price friends bro, cook lo it very much the same me. You've been with me since I was a kid, Tia."

"Yes, that's it,"

"Yes, I'm back, yes" cried Risda.

Risda also said goodbye to go home first than his friends, they all could only nod listening to Risda's decision. However, they are also afraid that Risda is reckless like most other broken home children.

"Da," Call Rania.

"What's wrong?" Ask Risda.

"What's wrong, you can come here. Don't act recklessly later, I don't want to meet me why napa," said Rania.

"Yes Da, you are alone. We're all here for you" added Mira.

"Gue is only afraid that you will do recklessly at home, you are very reckless" said Rania.

"Do you want me to go home, Da? All I can explain to them, I don't have any event after this, you just calm down." Septia.

"Gue is that way too, I have God. I may not be desperate to kill myself, besides I am also afraid if punished back and forth in the arena later," said Risda.

"Lo sure, Da?" Tanya Mira who was a little unconvinced by Risda's words.

"Depending, mentally I'm safe or ngaknya." Risda easily answered.

"RISE!" Shouted them simultaneously towards Risda to make Risda reflex cover both ears.

"Yes, but I can't promise. I'm home first,"

"Kalo you are reckless with yourself, I'm kicking lo, Da. I will never forgive you" cried Mira.

"Hajar hajar, I won't volunteer."

After saying that, Risda immediately rushed to run his motorcycle to get away from the place. His friend who saw Risda's departure felt sorry for the girl, no matter how much pain she now endured.

"Da! You have to go to school tomorrow!" Shouted Mira loudly.

Risda who heard the scream just raised her left hand high, she waved her hand slowly. Unbeknownst to them, that Risda was currently crying loudly, he drove his motorbike about 20 meters from Rania's house, then stopped at the side of the road.

Risda also pulled over his bike in a stall that was closed, honestly at this time Risda was afraid to go home. Actually Risda did not want to go home, but he did not want to look weak in front of his friend.

In the stalls that are in the middle of the rice fields, and the stalls are near the river that is quite steep jutting into. Now Risda stood on the edge of the road and river border, with a face that stared at the flow of very heavy water.

A drop of tears decayed down towards the river water, the height of the bridge raised by Risda from the river flow, until Risda's tears did not appear to drip on the river current.

"Why am I living in this world? The only person who kept me alive didn't believe me anymore, what lies did I tell? Risda never lied to you, Bun, I WANT TO DIE!" Shouted Risda expressing her heart at this moment.

Risda leaned against the guardrail, she was so badly injured at the moment. He said there was nothing else that could make him survive in this cruel world, even though his friends care about him but he just felt alone.

The street looked very quiet, so Risda could voice her heart there. Risda did not know what her mistake was at the moment, thus making her mother very angry with her. On the one hand his mother was very worried about Risda who had been contacted since she could not because Risda just turned off her phone.

Risda really does not want to be disturbed for now, it makes her mother more panicked with the state of Risda. Moreover, Risda is currently not home, already 1 hour ago they chat with each other, that's what makes him very nervous, his mother misunderstood his youngest child because of the words of others.

"Why the hell, no one loves Risda! So why was Risda born if he was wasted like this, why did the angel of death not take my life? I'm tired, I want to die Arghhhh!" Shouted Risda.

Risda also climbed the road barrier, his heart was really disappointed at this time. There was no reason for him to keep his life, he wanted to end it all right now, and all he had in mind was to jump on the river.

"You want me dead, right? Let alone you, I want to die right now. Maafin Risda who has disappointed all of you, whether later Risda's body will be found or ngak, Risda just hope you are happy without Risda. Risda's tired, Risda wants to rest for good,"

The tightness in Risda's chest came back, he was so injured at the moment and would not be able to be easily treated. The only person who made him survive in this world, has been disappointed with things he did not know at all.

Risda spread out her hands, and closed her eyes tightly. The river is a river that is quite large and deep, the current is very calm but able to wash away. I do not know how many lives have been eaten by the current, but the body was not found at all.

"Jump if you want," said a man behind Risda to make Risda open her eyes to see who the man was.

"Room here?" Risda asked with eyes that kept streaming tears.

"See the show." The answer is concise, concise, and clear.

"Gue is not a monkey mask, just leave here" Risda told the young man.

"Jump, I'm recording."

The young man immediately pulled out his cellphone from his pants pocket, seeing it immediately made Risda feel annoyed with the figure of a man who was none other than Afrenzo who had been in that place since when.

"You should have persuaded me not to jump, but you actually support me to jump," complained Risda.

"It doesn't matter." Answer's short.

"Judah I'm jumping,"

For some reason, the arrival of Afrenzo to the place immediately made Risda feel very upset with the young man. I don't know since when the young man was there with a motorbike parked near Risda's.

"Pake salto if you can," he pointed his camera at Risda.

"Lo's really mean, Renzo. You're a belom teaching me how to salto, but you tell me salto."

Because it immediately makes stomping his feet, without him knowing that his side missed so he was very surprised. Risda also shouted because he would plunge free into the river but swiftly Afrenzo caught his hand.

"Renzo please! Don't take my hand off!" Shouted Risda in fear when his body was hanging on the fence at the river stage.

"You want to die" said Afrenzo cold and flat.

"Why did you catch my hand? Take off my hands now, let me die." Pungkas Risda's.

Risda is now hanging on the edge of the bridge, if not for the hand of Afrenzo who holds it now may have long ago fallen into the river. Risda felt goosebumps when he saw the flow of the river below, he also held the hand of Afrenzo who was holding his hand.

"Let's... Don't removable! I'm scared,"

Risda was terrified when she felt that her hand had slipped slightly from that of Afrenzo, and she smiled faintly at Risda when she saw that Risda was terrified. Then he pulled Risda's hand to lift the girl's body, and he helped Risda back on the sidewalk.

Risda immediately sat on the sidewalk and leaning against the guardrail, he hugged his own knee with tears soaking his cheeks at this time. Seeing that it immediately made Afrenzo squat in front of him, Risda could only bow his head in front of the Afrenzo.

"Zinc?" Ask Afrenzo.

"Gue was a crybaby from a long time ago, you just don't know about me," replied Risda with trembling lips.

"Why?"

"Huh? Why what?"

"Why cry?"

"Gue did not know, I arrived on the phone and talked to me if he was disappointed in me because there was someone who accused me of skipping school, Renzo. And you know if only my Nyokap keeps me alive, scolded like that it hurts so much. Moreover, it was never done at all, I never skipped school all this time, right? You know what, Renzo?"

Risda's cry broke out immediately before the Afrenzo, but the Afrenzo just kept silent to watch the cry without interrupting it. Until finally Risda felt a little calm at this time, Afrenzo also held his shoulder to make Risda turn towards him.

"Gue tau, has been explained to Nyokap lo?"

"Gue was clear on the truth, but he didn't believe me at all. I even gave Master's number to my Nyokap, so that I can ask directly to the Teachers,"

"Why cry?"

"Yes sad, your question doesn't make sense, Renzo. People cry because sad, emang lo who can not cry, the face is always flat,"

"The problem is over, right?"

"No idea. My phone I have died from earlier, I do not want anyone to contact me at this time. Let me tell you to go home, but I don't want to go home, I'm afraid of being scolded again, Renzo." Risda's tears were back pouring out profusely.

"Gue's coming home" said Afrenzo, standing up.

"Kalo lo who nganterin I go home, I will be more and more diomelin because it comes with a guy. I never go out with a guy, how can I go home escorted by lo," said Risda while wiping her tears.

"Where's your phone?" Ask Afrenzo while thrusting his hand.

"What are you doing? That's my privacy thing, you can't take it,"

"Serahin now!" Says Afrenzo getting colder with a sharp look.

Risda looks terrified in front of Afrenzo at the moment. He took off his backpack on his back, forced himself to pull out his phone and handed it to Afrenzo in fear.

Time shows at 4 pm, that means it was 2 hours ago Risda out of the school environment. Lorenzo pushed the button on Risda's phone but his phone did not want to be wrong and it immediately made Africenzo glance at Risda.

"I turned it off, Renzo." Tweet Risda slowly.

"Since when?" Ask Afrenzo firmly.

"I don't know, anyway, since I got out of my house"

Afrenzo closed his eyes and sighed softly. According to him, Risda's actions this time will make his mother feel anxious, especially until there is no news after the phone connection was cut off.

"I'm sorry" said Risda softly in fear before her.

Afrenzo also pressed the power button of the phone for a long time, not long after the phone was back on. Seen there are so many incoming phone calls after a while the phone is turned on again.

So many messages entered into Risda's phone, not only messages from his mother but messages from friends who asked for the whereabouts of Risda. His phone looks very crowded with incoming messages, about 50 messages from his mother, and 100 messages from friends.

"Do you know how worried they are?" Tanya Afrenzo while pointing the phone screen towards Risda's face.

Risda looked at the incoming message, and lowered her head again, "Sorry me,"

"I'm sorry to them, not to me."