My coach
Episode 142

In that quiet, silent, dark room. Risda was sitting on the floor alone, her two eyes continuously letting out a clear crystal. In the room alone, made Risda feel much calmer because of the atmosphere in her room.

He also contemplated his own fate, he used to be the happiest child because he was loved by both parents. However, things just turned around at this time, not even anyone was nearby. Family, friends, friends, they all left him alone.

Risda felt very lonely, and no one could talk to her as well as joke around. Even when he was close to his new friend, his mother always restrained him and said his friend would have a bad impact on him.

They forget one thing. Namely, the character of a child who has a strong stance, will not be easily influenced by his friend. Let them be friends with anyone, as long as we keep an eye on him, because socializing is also important for someone when he grows up.

The attitude of a child depends on what his parents teach, if parents only never educate him then how the character of a child is educated. Since childhood, Risda was never told which was wrong and right, but he was always required to be more perfect by people around.

We will not be able to please everyone, even that is an impossible thing we can do. There must be those who hate us, even though they do not know where our mistakes are, there must be things that we accidentally make others hate.

It does not take a lot of reason to be able to hate someone, even the slightest thing is able to make others hate us. For once, it takes a strong reason to be able to love someone, we will not be able to like someone just in one look.

It is far different if what we like in one look at it is our gender opponent, maybe because his face will make the opposite sex suddenly liked. Remember, in one look is not love gained, but a lust that wants to be owned.

In fact, it was dark out there, and Risda also opened her window to see the beautiful moon at night. He who shut himself up in the darkness was calm when he saw the moon shining with light, even his heart felt peaceful but not with his tears that actually flowed with a swift.

"Oh my God, how long will my life be like this? I'd like to end it all,"

Do you know what Risda felt at that time? Even he had no hope of living any longer. Risda continued to pray that her life would end soon, she was unable to bear all the burdens she had borne at that young age, and even thought that death would make her feel at peace.

Risda closed her eyes, without realizing that she had fallen asleep even though sitting and leaning her head against the walls of her room. Either he fell asleep or was unconscious, because he felt that the whole dark arrived.

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The next day, Risda was awakened from her sleep in a tingling position throughout her body. As he slept in an uncomfortable position, it made him feel that his body was all very ill.

Risda also slowly began to rise from her sleep, although it felt very sick all but she did not want to give up just like that. Risda then rushed to the bathroom to clean her body, after which she was ready to go to school.

Risda looked at the dining table that had no food at all, but now her stomach felt very hungry, and finally she decided to go to school without eating first. Time has shown at half-seven, because currently Riska is late to wake up and even to get ready also takes a long time because her body feels very sick.

After that he immediately rushed to school, he was wearing clothes that were still less dry so he felt very cold. Arriving at school, Risda did not find her friend there at all, even at that hour she was still alone in the classroom.

"Did no one go to school? This hour is still quiet," The gum is soft.

Because his friend did not come to make him file directly to leave the class, he was afraid that the school was indeed a holiday but why the class was opened if it was a holiday. He also found a younger sister of his class who was walking to their respective classes, Risda then rushed to stop one of them and asked.

"Is class 6 off now? Why isn't anyone here yet?" Ask Rahayu, her class sister who is quite close to her.

"Loh, Miss Risda doesn't know? Now the 6th grade is gathered in the pool Banyubiru, because there want to practice swimming, is Mbak not told the same friend of Mbak's other friends?"

"Today there's a swimming practice? I don't know Ayu, because I haven't been to school for a long time and I don't have a friend's number so no one's telling me."

"That's why Risda doesn't know. Mumpung is still at this hour mending Mbak just leave the pool, there is already a Mr. Mother teacher who teaches,"

"Am I not late to come now?"

"it may not be too late, Mother. Oh yes, later there wear sports clothes so as not to be withdrawn money with the cashier,"

"Thank you for the info,"

"The same, Ma'am. Yeah, if that's how I go to class first, huh, Mommy?"

"Yes." Yeah."

The two immediately part ways, Risda goes straight to immediately return home, while Rahayu immediately rushes to get into her class. Arriving at Lasmi's house, Lasmi was surprised because Risda returned home.

"Why did you come back?" Ask Lasmi to Risda.

"Friends are in the pool, Bude. So I have to go there,"

"How do you go?" Erin asked who heard Risda's words.

Risda herself was silent because she did not know the answer, she was also confused about how to go to the place, especially the place was very far from home. Erin herself could not drive him because there was still a matter of college, Lasmi himself suggested that Risda ride a rickshaw just headed there.

Risda who had never rickshawed herself was confused, she was afraid that she would get lost and did not know the way home. Moreover, he also did not memorize the streets that were there, during his stay there he never went out of the house.

Risda did not know how to go there, especially he did not have relatives to want to send him to the pool. Risda decided not to just leave instead of getting lost on the road, finally Erin wanted to deliver it but could not pick it up.

And it immediately made Riska feel confused and worried about what to do, if Erin just drove him and then went home she had to whomever. But Risda agreed, because later he could ask the father of the teacher's mother so that his friends would tell him to go home.

Risda did not forget to bring all the money he had, because later he wanted to buy food to be able to fill his stomach there, since yesterday he had not eaten so that his stomach was rontal to ask to be filled. Risda and Erin immediately rushed to the swimming pool, when they got there Risda was immediately allowed to enter without paying because the pool was boking by Risda school.

Risda immediately went to the class of his sports teacher who was there, the sports teacher was very surprised to see the arrival of Risda who arrived, who arrived, because lately Risda did not enter the school but instead entered when the practice of swimming.

"Where have you been all this time? Why don't you ever go to school without any evidence? Your friend came to visit you at home, but your friend said you were sick" the gym teacher asked Risda.

"Sorry, Sir. If I don't go to school without a description, I'm sick for a few weeks and my parents bring me home so I don't have time to ask permission from the school."

The teacher was able to understand Risda's words, because he also saw Risda's pale face and her posture was different from before. Right now Risda's body looks very thin, rather than the last time her gym teacher saw Risda.

Because when Risda was sick, it made her weight drop dramatically and her posture was very thin as only skin and bones were left. Risda explained everything that happened to him in the time of illness to the teacher, so they allowed Risda to join the others.

"Are you sure you can swim this time? Later if you get worse how much pain?" Ask the teacher.

"I'm not papa, sir. I don't want my report to be bad if I don't follow this swimming practice,"

Risda remained Keke to follow the swimming practice event, he did not want if the report value would be bad if not follow the practice of the sport. Finally, the teacher told Risda to go into the pool, and join other friends.

"Why do you rarely go to school?" Ask Rena when she sees Risda.

"I'm sick, Na. So my father took me home to be treated at home, you know what Bude Lasmi's house is like?"

"Yes, I know, Ris. Thank goodness you're healed,"

Risda smiled at Rena, and instead, Rena smiled at Risda. Some disc friends also looked at Risda with dislike, because indeed from the beginning they did not like the existence of Risda at that school.

"It hurts just made excuses, it's turn there's an event like this just come in,"

"Tuh. Enter only after the time of this event doang, say only if it is males school,"

"How can we not feel weird, right? This kid must be pretending to be sick so he can't go to school,"

"You must be sick, right, Da? Where there may be pain during that time, do not be sick just for an excuse. We know for ourselves that if you are a males, let alone do pr at home doing tasks you rarely collect,"

Risda could only be silent to hear the sneer of her friend, many say that Risda only pretended to be sick all this time. Riska was just her silence when her friend kept bullying her, because it would be hard to convince the person who hates us even though we are telling the truth.

"You guys are that anyway? I'm afraid I just went to school, why are you saying such hurtful things?" Ask Rena who defended Risda.

Rena is the only friend, who is always there for Risda, but Risda is never open to anyone. They immediately cheered on Rena because she was defending Risda, and they continued to blame Rena for her siding with Risda.

"Have not fought anymore," Sela the gym teacher who arrived to mediate their quarrel.

Hearing the sports teacher's words instantly made them speechless, all of them were silent without the slightest sound. Finally the practice of the sport was completed, and all were left to play water as much as they.

After which Risda immediately rushed to change her clothes, she was wearing ordinary clothes. He then approached his gym teacher, although his friend was still busy swimming but he was ready to go home.

"Sir," Call Risda.

"You going home now? Have you been picked up?" Ask the gym teacher was surprised when he saw Risda who was clean, but his friends were still busy playing water.

"I wasn't picked up, sir. Can I ask you to take me home?"

"Not picked up? Yes, it will be the same, Father,"

The gym teacher also wanted to take Risda home, Risda knew that the teacher was still enjoying his swimming event with his family. So that Risda just sat in the chair waiting while watching the whole water play, there was absolutely no desire for him to continue swimming.

Risda himself was afraid of water, so he at practice only ventured for a moment. After his practice immediately rushed to get out of the water out of fear, he who could not swim was only told to immerse his face for a few seconds.

Risda saw her friend who was so cheerful playing water, even looking happiness from their faces. Risda herself is not able to look that happy, she also wants to be like her friend who looks happy at this time.

However, his happiness had disappeared long ago, and all that remained was a fake smile on his face. He was pensive alone while looking at his friends who were busy swimming, because they were so long swimming that Risda chose to buy food first.

Risda ate the food she bought alone, because since yesterday she had not eaten it made her very greedy to eat it. While waiting for his teacher to finish playing with water, Risda filled her stomach with warm food.

His teacher was with his family, but his teacher changed clothes earlier than his wife and son just to deliver Risda first. In any case, Risda was still the responsibility of her teacher because this was a school event.

Therefore, his teacher wanted to take him home first, before going home with his family.