My coach
Episode 128's

Risda contemplated alone in front of her class, not knowing what to do at the moment. Expelled from the class made him confused about what to do, even to look into the class he was not allowed by the teacher.

If this continues automatically the value of the report will go down just like that, let alone no knowledge that enters his mind. Risda could only stand by without being able to do anything, sitting in front of the class alone made her feel very saturated.

There were no friends to chat with, all of them were busy with their lessons so no one was wandering in front of the class. Long enough he was there until a male teacher came to him, because he saw a student who was still sitting in front of the class when he had entered making him approach him.

"Why are you sitting in front? Everyone goes to class, why don't you come in?" Ask the teacher to Risda.

"I'm being punished, and I can't go in for lessons, sir. I didn't do the job anymore so Ms. Rita was angry with me" Risda replied honestly.

The male teacher immediately left Risda and entered the classroom, not knowing what the teacher wanted to say to the female teacher in Risda's class. Risda briefly heard a rumbling sound inside the classroom, but she did not hear it so clearly because her voice did not reach outside.

Long enough for the male teacher to chat with the female teacher, he finally walked out of the classroom and was followed by the female teacher. The female teacher immediately rushed over to approach Risda, seeing that instantly made Risda rise from her seat.

"What's up, Mom? I did nothing wrong," asked Risda in confusion as the teacher arrived at her.

"You can go inside, but sit on the floor,"

"Have you changed your mind?"

"No, you're still being punished but not outside the classroom. Punished in class,"

"But why, Mom? I'd rather sit here than inside,"

Not happy to be told to come in, but instead Risda kept asking. As if he would not want to enter, because he had no other choice when Risda entered the class and listened to the lesson while sitting on the floor of the class.

*****

This morning, Risda stood up to face Bu Rita, the teacher who was the homeroom teacher in her class. As usual because Risda had not done her schoolwork, but she immediately rushed to stand in front of the teacher.

"Mom, I..."

"No more work?"

Risda did not finish speaking, the teacher already knew what Risda wanted to say. Risda only answered him with a slow nod of his head, not that he would not do his job but that no one would lend him his book.

Since yesterday's incident, Risda never again asked for help from her friend. He was a fool with the schoolwork, anyways to explain it, his teacher no one believed him.

"Auhhhh hurts, Mom!" Jerit Risda's.

Unexpectedly, the female teacher arrived and immediately pulled Risda's ear and pulled her hair. Risda also shed her tears because the pain felt arrived, maybe the teacher was too furious with him.

It could be said that the teacher was violent with his students, but Risda was his student so Risda could only resign to what his teacher was doing.

Perhaps today, parents will report to the authorities for the actions of such teachers. But they forget, that educating a child is not easy especially not just one or two children but dozens of children.

As a result, the teachers became hesitant to reprimand the students because the students easily report it to their parents. It resulted in a loss of respect for the teacher, and there was nothing to fear so that they could act on their will, as they felt protected.

"Your ears are dead-end? How many times have you told me, why don't you listen? Schoolwork is never done, housework is forgotten. What do you want to be?"

"Sorry Mom," Risda said softly as she wiped away her tears from pain.

"Tomorrow the call of parents! Now do his job in the teacher's office. If you repeat it, you'll be expelled from this school,"

The female teacher then pushed Risda's body away from her, Risda just stayed in her place while holding her ear. She who did not put the hijab on, made her hair become random chatter instantly.

*Flash back off*

Risda also cried as much as before Afrenzo when remembering the incident he had been through. The female teacher was so evil to him, even he was threatened to be expelled from the school.

Afrenzo who heard it also felt the sadness that Risda had felt, the girl's life was really more sinister than her life. Where that time was a time of destruction was destroyed for him, and no one would listen to him.

Risda was forced to pretend to be happy, even though behind her attitude she hid a deep wound. Everyone can only see it well, but they are unable to see the pain through it.

Risda was unable to hold back her tears, recalling the events in the past made her feel extremely sad. Moreover, Afrenzo who continue to force him to tell stories, because he was curious about the life of the girl.

If he asks others about Risda, maybe what he knows is very different from what happened. Risda is good at hiding things, so others do not know for sure.

Behind his cheerful attitude there was a deep wound of manner, his cheerful attitude was only a mask for him covering up a wound. Risda never showed her true face in front of many people, because she was so crybaby that she was unable to hold back her tears.

Even when he told me what had happened to his life, the tightness in his chest just burst out. Not infrequently when Risda told her life her tears did not come and drip, her tears seemed to have been attached to her life.

Afrenzo who saw the girl crying also rubbed the top of his head slowly, the old wound that had been buried was lighter when he told her. Anything that is held alone, will not achieve a relief.

For years Risda hid it alone, no one could see her life directly. What everyone saw was not necessarily what happened, they might be able to judge what happened but they were not necessarily able to behave like Risda.

Everyone saw Risda happy and able to show a bright smile, but when alone his tears will drip. Risda was unable to hold back her tears, no matter what happened to her tears it felt like she wanted to drip.

Maybe in front of everyone he will look fine, but when himself he will feel very broken. No one is able to listen to his complaints, even his parents are only able to see himself well.

Even his own mother could not recognize Risda with certainty, his mother was only able to settle down because of the inner premonition of a child and mother. But he could not know what things Risda went through all this time, because Riska never told anything to her mother about the heartache she felt.

"If my destiny had come to that time, I might have been here, Renzo. No one appreciates me there, I'm just considered trash who has no price in their eyes. At that time, I was actually called school,"

"Are you really called?"

"Yes, called and scolded by the teacher. Even that time up to four calls, because only not doing the task once had been called to school. But when on the fourth call yes...."

*Flash back on*

Risda, who was wearing full clothes and was about to go to school, was now silent at the bathroom door. He waited for his mother, who was in the bathroom, to tell him that her mother had been called to the school.

Risda was very hesitant to tell her mother, because she was afraid she would be scolded again by her mother. This is the 4th call for Risda, where her mother who had to come to school because of her delinquency who did not do schoolwork.

The school entered at exactly 7 am, approximately 15 minutes of school it will enter. However, Risda did not immediately go to school, because she waited for her mother to come out of the bathroom.

"Why did the car leave?" Said her mother who was surprised when she saw Risda who was still standing in front of the bathroom door.

"Bun. Risda gets another call to school" Risda said as she held back her tears.

"WHAT!" His mother was surprised.

Risda was very afraid to say it to the Goddess, this was the 4th time call she got from school. Dewi looks very angry with Risda, because of her mischief that made her called the school.

Risda did not dare to look at the face of her mother who looked angry, she could only peek in front of the bathroom door while playing her finger. Seeing such Risda made Dewi just sigh, she was not out of thought with her son who got 4 times the school call in just about 3 months.

While before he never got a call, but at his new school he continued to get parental calls. Risda did not leave for school because her mother did not want to attend the call, so she just stared at the door without being able to do anything.

"Mother," Call Risda wiry with her face puffy.

"Well, Mommy will come to school next time not to get another call. Or you just go home, live with your father,"

"Risda doesn't want to, Mother. Risda wants to stay with Mommy,"

"Therefore Risda must be obedient, from now on Risda must do schoolwork and do homework. Do not let Risda be expelled from the school, Mother of work to send Risda if Risda to be expelled and Risda want to go to school where? Does Risda want to miss the same temen Risda? Risda's childhood friend on Risda's success is only left behind,"

"Yes Mother. The next time Risda would do her job, Risda simply did not have her book so Risda could not do her job. Next time Risda's gonna borrow Risda's friend to do the job,"

"Well get out before it's too late,"

"Yes Mother Risda go first yes, assalamualaikum."

"Mosurfestalam,"

Risda then caught his mother's hand to kiss him, after which he rushed to go to school. Arriving at school he immediately rushed to his class, himself I immediately sat on his stool just like that without caring about the others.

When the time has shown at 9 am, as usual when his mother has arrived then Risda will be called to the school office. But strangely this time it was not his mother who came, but the master of his mother who came to be the guardian of Risda.

"Tante Ifah," said Risda lirih.

"Let Aunt explain everything to your teacher" said Ifah.

Risda only nodded his head after hearing the words from Ifah. Previously, Dewi was ready to come to the school Risda, but it was immediately prevented by her employer, because her employer was suspicious why Dewi continued to be called to the school office.

The two also spoke long and wide, Ifah explained what had happened to Risda so far. He also said that Risda was a victim of broken home, so it made him unstable in this subject.

Indeed, when viewed from the value of his previous report to date there is a drastic decrease, even the teacher did not believe in the value of reporting obtained by Risda before. While studying under his guidance, Riska did not say at all in his words.

Risda now sits in the 5th grade of SD, during the 2nd grade the value continues to be high but the higher the grade is very down drastically. By the time of class 2 he almost reached the 3rd rank of all students in his class, at the time of grade 3 Elementary he reached the top 10, so that made the female teacher did not believe what Risda had obtained.

He continued to think that the meeting was a false rap, because his grades were not at all in accordance with what was taught at the school. When grade 5 Risda's mind is divided, so he does not know what to think and what not to think.

Because of the broken home that he experienced, making him unable to focus on certain thoughts. All he had in mind was about his family falling apart, and there was no affection he had gained all along.

At that time it was shattered to the brink of Risda's mind and heart, he could not even think clearly what would happen in the future. He did not care at all what would happen, even his appetite dropped so drastically that his body looked so thin that only bones and skin remained.

Since that time, Risda no longer has a large appetite. He will only eat breakfast and afternoon, he also never buy food or snacks to support his stomach.

Eating is not much, even if it is thought that eating it is like a 4-year-old child. How not? Because the portion is very little and not like children in general. He is also like an unkempt child, so he does not care about his appearance at all.

Risda was really very chaotic at that time, maybe if the past was back again he was not liked by many people. Even to look at him they felt very disgusted, the hair was always random, the skin was black wrinkles, and even his face did not look fresh at all.

Unimaginable Risda who used to be with the present, both of them are two different things but the attitude of the two never changed until this second. Risda is a cheerful and jolly figure since she was a child, until now she was like that but it was only to people who she knew deeply.

People who do not know Risda will definitely lift Risda is a quiet figure, but if they know him deeply then they will find the figure of Risda who can not stand still. Risda is only quiet to people who are new to him or people who are not at frequency with him, but he will see his original attitude in front of people who consider him a friend or bestie.

"So you're Risda?" Ask the teacher ifah.

"I'm a Tante, why call it school? What's up, huh?" Ask Ifah.

"So here's...."