My coach
Episode 133

After school, Risda and the others did not go straight home. They were busy thinking about what their class would look like, so they could win the race.

"Can't the class be painted?" Ask Septia.

"Class painted? What's?" Risda did not understand what Septia said.

"I mean the wall, Da. Let's give a new impression that loh," Septia also explained the meaning to Risda.

"Gue asked Renzo first,"

"He's gone home, Da. Do you want to come to his house?"

"Now. Let's meet Auntie," said Risda with enthusiasm.

Seeing such an excited Risda, it instantly made his friend stare flat at him. A turn like this is he is very excited, but if the situation is different then he is the most lazy.

"Aunty who?" Rania asked who heard it.

"Auntie, Renzo's mistress, that's,"

"Oh, is it Auntie Lo? I know his name,"

"Somewhat the hell, fruahaha..."

Risda laughed loudly, despite meeting his mother, but he still did not know his name. Hearing the laughter from Risda immediately made his friend look lazily at him, and some immediately threw their faces away from Risda's face.

Risda immediately stopped her laughter, when she realized that the surrounding environment was not friendly with her. Especially when looking at their gazes that seemed to be very lazy, it immediately made him sigh violently while pouting.

Risda then pulled out her phone to contact someone, she also typed something on her phone screen. It seems that he was so serious while staring at the screen of his phone, I don't know what he was doing.

"Yeahhh... Renzo said no way," Risda also looks disappointed with the answer from Afrenzo.

"Here you go, just follow the rules" said Rania.

"Continue to what? If painting class isn't okay, then what else would you like to decorate?" Ask Mira.

"Just clean the class, all the items are neatly arranged. If the class is clean and neat, it will win" said Rania.

Among them, the wisest is Rania. However, the girl was a little selfish because she would make a decision if it concerned her, and she was also very easily angry and sulking.

"alright. Ra, you buy alcohol with cash, make a whiteboard," Risda said.

The blackboard at the school uses white board and sepidol, so the board looks a little dark because it is often used. So Risda told his friend to buy alcohol to clean it, so that the board was back as white as before.

"Wokeh, let me buy Tia yak?"

"Sister Brother always does not want to separate, yes you have bought both. All of you buy also tissue or cotton for cleanin," said Rania.

"Ready Ma'am class president,"

Risda then gave the class cash to buy alcohol to Mira, both immediately rushed to go from the school yard to buy the item in question. Risda and Rania then set the atmosphere of the class, and check what are the strengths such as eraser boards, cleaning tools, shoe racks, etc.

Rania and Risda then split the task to her friend, to clean the class to be clean and tidy. They also do the task together, some of them are out of school to buy equipment that is less complete there.

*****

Today martial arts training is being closed, because there is an event to decorate the class so that Risda does not participate in the exercise. Finally the class board is back white, and it is very difficult to be able to clean it to be perfectly clean.

Two women were sitting in a corner of the classroom with the walls of the classroom, both of them smoking cigarettes alternately. While the others were busy cleaning the blackboard, the two girls were relaxed.

"Eh anjiirr, why are you jil*t? It's alcohol not ice" Mira said.

Hearing Mira's slightly loud voice, it immediately made Risda and the others turn towards her. Mira is now standing in front of Wulan and Kartika, seeing it immediately makes Risda closer to Mira.

"What's up, Ra? Why a storm?" Ask Risda to Mira.

"This is a loh, Da. Both of them were licking*t alcohol and smoking again,"

Risda was very surprised to hear it, she immediately stared in disbelief at Wulan. When did she start smoking and drinking? As long as he was friends, the girl never did.

"Lan, is that..." Risda lirih.

"Don't interfere in my business anymore, Da. I do not need advice from you," replied ketus Wulan.

Risda had not spoken yet, but Wulan answered him immediately. The answer was very uncomfortable for Risda, but it was not enough to be able to make him hurt.

Risda does not believe what she sees, the quarrel between the two ends in Wulan changing. During the time of making friends with Risda, the girl was very obedient, friendly, kind, and even always polite.

His attitude was far different from what Risda knew, the girl was like entering into a dark world. Wulan is now often skipping school, smoking, and getting into the wrong association.

"Gue didn't expect that, Lan. Just this time I know someone like you," said Risda with disappointment.

"Bac*t lo, Da. I know hypocrites like you, I hate you, Da. My life is ruined because of you,"

Wulan continued to blame Risda for what happened to her. Indeed, since the two fought, Wulan was no longer the same as before. Risda did not expect that the girl had changed completely, and she barely recognized her.

"GERMAN!" Snapped Risda with a bang.

Hearing the scene, it immediately made Mira stand before Risda. He did not want Risda and Wulan to make a scene in the classroom, especially this time Risda looked so angry.

The second time Risda looked angry like that, first because the provisions fell apart and now because of his friend. They know that Risda is angry, so to stabilize his emotions again will be very difficult.

"It has. Don't fight anymore" said Mira while holding onto Risda's shoulder.

Hearing the commotion, it instantly made Risda's friend gather around her. For some reason this time Risda was provoked by emotions, she looked madly at Wulan and vice versa.

"By. Relax yourself, not all problems can be solved with emotions, we can talk about everything well. You used to be best friends, how can your friends make decisions emotionally?" Sela Septia's.

Risda closed her eyes, not supposed to be this kind of emotion. Risda tried to calm her anger, because everything would not be finished with the emotions would even get worse in the future.

"Gue tells me you're at all once again, Da. Don't ever interfere in my affairs again, you and I have nothing to do. My life is my business, and you have no right to interfere in my affairs. Understand lo!" Wulan said firmly.

"OK fine. I will never interfere in your affairs again, Lan. I don't care if you regret everything later, regret is only at the end not the front. Lo will know what the consequences are," replied Risda firmly.

"Whatever, I don't care."

After saying that, Risda immediately left the place while clenching her hands tightly. He did not expect Wulan to be destroyed like that, even he bravely smoked a cigarette in the school yard.

Because he had gone home from school, so there was no teacher at that school. The feeling of regret in Risda's heart also appeared, he regretted what he had done so that Wulan changed like that.

Had he not listened to his mother to stay away from Wulan before, perhaps Wulan would not have gone this way wrong. However, rice has become porridge, and regret is always behind not in front.

"Where are you going, Da?" Tanya Mira is after him.

"home."

Risda thought that going home was the best way for now, rather than staying in that class and arguing with Wulan. His friends understood Risda's current mood, so they allowed Risda to go home earlier than the others.

"I'm sorry, Lan. I shouldn't have left you at that time, we should have walked together to remind each other of kindness instead of our own path like this. I'm sorry, so sorry, Lan. If I've ruined your life, I do deserve to not get happiness. Isn't this fair, Lan? I don't deserve to be happy, because I ruined your life,"

Risda walked alone in the hallway of the school, her tears fell several times to make her wipe it directly using her hands. He still did not believe that Wulan would do such a thing, let alone that she was a woman.

*****

Risda looked at her face in a mirror in her room, her eyes were swollen from crying. After bathing and cleaning his body, he went straight into his room.

"Hello, Ma'am..." Risda said while lifting up her phone.

"...."

"Only my last hope, please take care of Wulan huh?"

"...."

"It's not so, Ma'am. Please keep an eye on her company, I'm just afraid she's got it wrong. Do you know what my relationship with Wulan is? I'll keep telling Ma'am the info, but don't tell Wulan if I tell her."

"....."

"Thank you, Ma'am."

Risda then turned off his phone, he put it in front of him. After chatting with someone across the street, he felt more relieved than before.

Risda got up from her seat, she wanted to fill her stomach because she was hungry. Risda immediately rushed to go to her grandmother's house next to her house. However, arriving there, he did not see any side dishes at all.

"Gue lager, my money lives a little bit too. If I buy rice, continue tomorrow I do not jajan dong? If I don't cook tomorrow, what should I eat?" Gumannya.

The tantenya itself is also rarely cooked, even if it cooks only when the mood is fine. While his grandmother usually only fried tempe as a side dish, sometimes only covered with crackers.

Aunty and her Om, both work together and make money. However, both are stingy even with their own parents, Grandma and Grandpa who can not work it is forced to rely on his fate with the daughter who both follow it.

Risda only rationed weekly money as much as a hundred thousand, enough is not enough for the day only Risda itself to bear. Even his mother did not give him more money, if the money runs out before being given again then he will be nagged long and wide.

If Risda asks for more money, then his own mother who wonders why the money belongs to Risda quickly depleted. Instead of being loved, Risda will be purchased for wasting the money given by him.

Although Risda lives with people closest to her, but it feels like she lives alone. Risda never told anything she experienced to her mother, because she knew the consequences if she told her story.

Risda did not want to burden the people around her, if she was very busy then she asked her mother. No wonder why he has Magh disease because of his diet, let alone eating rice only once a day, and even if it had time if not?

What his mother knows, Risda eats regularly every day because she believes what the house people say. In fact? Even he was like a man of trouble, just to eat himself trouble.

Not that Risda is wasteful, but the money that Risda has is sometimes used to buy rice. Risda rarely snacks, the money given by his mother is used to buy bengsin, school needs, and also sometimes buy food.

"Yeah.. Must fast until tomorrow, physically please condition yes, do not fall again," Risda said to himself.

Risda rushed back to her house and went into her room. Tonight he will not be able to sleep anymore, because his stomach will definitely rebel to ask to be filled. Afrenzo once told him, if there is anything directly contact him, but Risda does not want to bother him again.

Risda feels bad if she has to often bother others, especially she does not want to be a burden to others. By force, he had to sleep with hunger conditions, and do not be surprised by his thin posture.

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......***Then to your beloved mother......

Sorry I've never been honest all this time, I just don't want to make you all worry about me. Maybe through this story, you'll know what I'm going through.

The Mother...

It's not that I'm not grateful for the weekly rations you give, and always ask for more than what is given. On the one hand I was just hungry because there was no rice I could eat. Mother works day and night without knowing what your child is going through, always angry when the money runs out and say that her child is wasteful.

The Mother...

What I've been through in this life, Mother will never know about me. Mother only controls myself through the cell phone, but not with what I go through. It felt like dying, because it could not stand what was felt, they were all evil as I was and no one was really sincere to me.

The Mother...

Maybe I can only capture this story in a novel, the age of someone no one knows. If one day Mother misses your child, then read this writing, because every breath is written here.

The Mother...

I'm sorry, I haven't been able to be a devoted child to both parents. Through this type of apology, I want my story to be eternal and many people can learn from it.

The Mother...

I love you so much more than my life, so many secrets I keep alone so that your heart doesn't get hurt. If one day I am gone, this type will still remain eternal, if you miss your child then read the story repeatedly.

The Mother...

Every breath, slowly the land decreases and closer to death, we will not know the life and death of someone to where. If this self is not able to withstand all the wounds that exist, then let him go to the eternal nature of the creator of the universe calmly.

Greetings dear, your beloved son Riske julia

You can only tell stories here, not in real live

I'm fine, Mother. Don't worry about myself excessively***.