My coach
Episode 167's

Risda pondered alone in her room, still thinking about the conversation between her sister and her brother's friend. The conversation was so heartbreaking in her heart, she did not like it when they talked bad things about her boyfriend.

Her boyfriend is very kind to her, even they are always there for Risda when she needs him. Moreover, the one talking about it was his own family, a family that was even very foreign to him. Risda is closer to others than to her own family, even feeling very foreign to her own family than to others.

"It feels like dying if it's like this, what's the point of living a life that's just a burden to others? Mother, can Risda give up this time? Risda wants to be happy." Risda said with tears in her eyes.

He was so tired for now, and he was eager to give up on his life. However, he remembered the words of Afrenzo who said "What is the point of you participating in martial arts, if you end up killing yourself and hurting yourself?" That was what he always remembered until this moment.

There was no point if he followed martial arts, if he even hurt himself like that. Wouldn't that be in vain? People follow martial arts to protect themselves, not hurt themselves like that. The life of the world is only short, if it ends life before its time it will be heavy for him in the afterlife.

People end their lives because of the burdens that are too heavy they face, in order to ease the burden they choose the path of suicide. But they forget that in the afterlife it cannot end with suicide, so how to end the afterlife? And they forget that.

Never blame people who choose to end their lives, because you don't know how mentally they are. Everyone has a different mentality, and that mentality cannot be equated with others.

Risda also cried as much as behind her pillow so as not to be heard by anyone, and it is not known by anyone that she is so fragile. In front of many people, he can behave that nothing has ever happened to him, but when alone, he is even more fragile and easy to cry arrives.

Because her crying was so stifling in her heart, it also made her fall asleep with her heart. He could not sleep so late if not in a state of crying, he could sleep better than usual when after crying loudly.

*****

Geck... Geck... Geck...

There was a sound of someone knocking on the door of Risda's house in the middle of the night, but the swift sleep made Risda could not wake up easily. Risda did not hear the sound of knock it, until finally Beautiful entered his room.

Because Risda's room had no doors, anyone could enter it easily, even without permission from Risda himself. Beautiful also woke Risda with roughness, until Risda woke up with a state that was still dazed because it was violently awakened.

"It's still night. What's up, brother?" Risda asked while holding her dizzy head.

"From Om Abie in front, see you."

"But Brother, I'm still sleepy right now. Why isn't my sister the one who found me? It's the same."

"Didn't be a lot of excuses, or want me to go to Mommy if you don't want to meet her?"

"Don't, Mother will be angry. Yeah, I met him,"

"Don't forget to make coffee for him,"

"Yes." Yeah."

With his laziness, Risda also rose from her sleep to head towards the kitchen, she will make a drink like what her sister said earlier. Risda was upset with Indah, instead of seeing Abie, but instead she went back to sleep in her room with her husband.

Risda could only stare nanar at his own fate, and until when would he be like this continue? He was already very tired of facing his family, and longed for himself to go far away from there and never return to that cruel world.

Risda finished preparing coffee for Abie, and she brought the coffee to Abie who was sitting on the porch of her house. He gave the coffee to her and poured it onto a small plate prepared by Risda.

"What's Om doing here tonight like this? Why not tomorrow morning?" Risda asked lazily.

"Say your mother wants to change the bike, huh? What do you want to change?"

"The one that matic. This can be discussed over the phone, Om. Why don't you talk on the phone?"

"And I want to know for sure, if the phone is not clear later."

"Once on, what good is it like." Risda was the most lazy to talk to the person in front of him.

"Yes later Om cariin matic according to your wishes, tomorrow Saturday Om deliver here with Mother. But wouldn't you say that old piece of yours was sold?"

"On that Om can ask Mother herself, it's not mine."

For a long time they were silent, and Risda herself was getting bored especially her who had been bitten by mosquitoes. Risda wanted to drive the man out of his house, but he was afraid that he would be scolded by his mother. It is true that he is in a dilemma, a dilemma that cannot be easily solved.

"Saturday's a red date tomorrow, huh? Means Risda's off school dong," Abie said again after they were silent for quite a long time.

"Yes." Yeah." Risda answered him briefly because he was very tired and sleepy.

When the time has shown at half-time one night, Abie just said goodbye to go home from Risda's house. Hearing that instantly made him able to breathe a sigh of relief, even today had changed to Friday.

Risda immediately locked the door of her house, and she rushed into her room to continue her sleep because the weather was still dark out there. There was nothing more pleasant for him than to go back to sleep to continue his dream, even when he woke up things were different from his dream.

*****

"Renzo!" Risda shouted while running around when she saw the man walking in the hallway of the school.

Hearing the shout immediately made Afrenzo look back and find Risda who was running towards him. The girl loved to bother him, not even knowing places and situations.

It didn't take long, Risda was already standing in front of him at this moment. It made Afrenzo publish a smile to him, and the smile managed to make Risda so grounded to him.

"What's wrong?" Afrenzo asked when he saw Risda was silent.

"Yesterday night, the guy I told you about came back. You know, I managed to get a picture of him," said Risda.

"Really?"

"Yes, Renzo. I'll show you to Lo,"

Risda reached into his pocket, looking for his phone there. Risda then took it out when he got the phone, he pressed something on the screen of his phone and showed it to Afrenzo.

"Lo know this guy?" Risda asked when she saw that Afrenzo was so serious about watching her.

"Looks like his face isn't that foreign to me, Da. I've seen him, but I forget where, "Afrenzo explained.

"Are you a good person, right?"

"Where are good people who visit only at night, let alone until late at night so, Da. You think he's a good guy or not."

"Gue had also thought like that since the beginning of meeting, Renzo. But I don't feel good if I have to talk like that to my mother,"

"Gue can ask for a picture, can't I?"

"Make what?"

"Gue wants to ask the other coach coaches, maybe they know later. You see, for me, his face is not at all foreign,"

"alright. I'll send it via whatsapp later,"

"The answer is you wait tomorrow or the day after tomorrow, I want to investigate this man."

Risda smiled in a flash towards Afrenzo, her adorable face making Afrenzo eager to pinch her now. But the number of students who passed by in that place, made him not want to attract the attention of others.

Risda's closeness with Afrenzo is no stranger to the school, although everyone knows that the relationship between the two is only limited to the coach and students. Who would have thought that the two could be more than that, and even the two were starting to get comfortable with each other.

"Yes, you go to your class first. After this the clock goes off, "Afrenzo said.

"Gue's going to the cafeteria first, Renzo. I'm laper,"

"Lo hasn't had breakfast? Why?"

"As usual, the house people haven't cooked yet, Renzo. So I had breakfast, I'd get it,"

"Gue temenin."

"No need. Later you even get in trouble because of me,"

"Gue there needs to be the same Mr. Hajirohman. Talk about the stage,"

"You're late for class, what? Later you even scolded the same teacher teacher, you are also the head of OSIS as well as the martial arts teacher at this school."

"Gue can permit, anyways this is also an important affair."

"All right."

Risda and Afrenzo also walked towards the school cafeteria, both walking side by side making both of them a concern for all the students they went through. Many were envious of Risda, because only Risda could be so close to her while the other girls were only taken by her.

"Lo's cured, isn't he, Renzo?" Risda asked while walking hand in hand with Afrenzo.

"Do you think I'm still sick?" Ask Afrenzo back.

"No really. But I'm not sure it's the same, because you're desperate to get home from the hospital before the time."

"Only mild pain, it does not take long in the hospital."

"How heavy is it? I don't want that."

"You don't want to say anything bad, speech is prayer."

"Na'udzubillah."

The two who were chatting with each other made the girls envious, even Afrenzo had never behaved like that other than Risda. They do not know how Risda struggles to be able to chat with the man, even to joke yes even though Afrenzo is still too cold.

"Lan, look at Risda's rival. Familiar with Renzo." Novita Stove is located next to Wulan.

"Either the pellets he used, Nov. I'm sure I can snatch him out of Risda's hands, see. I can definitely hang out with Renzo like him even more." Wulan exclaimed with her wrath.

"Keep next, how? Didn't you ever try to talk to her? But what did he reply to? It's just a joke, right?"

"Diem lo, Nov. Not at first Risda was also dicuekin with Renzo? Maybe just need an approach, who knows with that his cold attitude can melt later."

"It's up to you, Lan. Watch out for him to get closer later,"

"It's never gonna happen."

"We'll see."

"Lo, why support him, anyway? Actually you're her friend what's my friend?"

"And I'm just the stove, let you get more spirit from Risda, Lan. Think of my words as your encouragement,"

"As much as you want to."

*****

Risda looked at the Afrenzo who was chatting with his coach from a distance, seeing them so serious in his chat. Risda himself was sitting on the bench of the canteen while enjoying a plate of rice that he ordered earlier, he had not had breakfast so he looked so greedy in eating it.

"Da, you're alone here," Suddenly the voice of the girl made Risda very surprised and almost shouted.

"Lo what the fuck'an si, Tia. I have no doubt about it" complained Risda.

"Where have you been looking for, huh? Come in, relax in the cafeteria."

"What's wrong, anyway? I'm still enjoying my food, after all, the first hour is empty, right? You see, Bu Ani is having some business outside."

"The empty, but told to do the job. Lo too, you people become class treasurer even say, already know now the schedule pay cash."

"Oh yeah I forgot besti. After this I'll palakin them all,"

"Feeding together, Da. Buruan gih, long time!"

"Yes, really, really, really,"

Risda immediately hunted to eat it, and wanted to finish the food immediately. In the distance, Afrenzo was also watching the two girls, even though he only turned a glance and returned to continue the conversation.

"Renzo! I'm back in class, right?" Shouted Risda from a distance.

"Have you eaten?" Ask Afrenzo while looking at him.

"Udah."

"Yes,"

"Let's pay you later, huh? I forgot not to bring money," said Risda while reaching into his pocket but did not find any money there.

"Yes, Da. You who eat instead tell others to pay," said Septia while patting her eel hearing a speech from Risda.

"Yes." Yeah." Reply Afrenzo.

"Why do you want to be told to tell the same boy? Tell him to pay for it himself, Renzo. Loss lo," said Septia with a slight shout.

"Whisper lo, Tia. His people did not protest even you protested," said Risda.

Afrenzo did not even answer the words from Septia, even he returned to chat with his coach. It made Septia feel cheered by Afrenzo, seeing Septia's pouting face it immediately made Risda immediately pull her hand to go from the place.

Indeed, Risda was insolent to ask to be bought by others, but he did that only to Africenzo, besides he never asked for it like that. Because Afrenzo never angry with him, even his anger just love Risda and do not want Risda why.