My coach
Episode 144

Without feeling that this time is almost afternoon, usually at this time Risda will go to teach. However, this time he could not go to a place to be, because he was confined in the room.

"If you don't come now, maybe tomorrow I won't see the sunrise again" Inner Risda.

His body was so weak, that he could only bathe himself without being able to make his voice. Although both eyes are still closed tightly, but he is still conscious and not completely unconscious.

For 3 days and 2 nights, Risda was confined in the room without being able to do anything, or do anything. Risda could only lament his weak fate, why he had to have a body with such a condition, so much concern.

Tok tok tok tok

"Da!"

Suddenly Risda heard someone knocking on the main door of the house, although his voice was very slow but Risda was able to hear it. Risda tried to open her eyes, she did not know how to tell her father that she was inside and locked.

Risda also heard that Lasmi had opened the door of the house, Risda also heard her footsteps because usually Lasmi when walking in her house using hairy sandals.

"Where's risda?" Ask Sandi directly when the door of the house was opened by Lasmi.

"He was not home, he had gone to teach," Lasmi replied, who was still heard by Risda.

"I've been to a place to teach him, but his teacher said he did not come today," said Sandi firmly.

"I don't know, he had permission to teach. Try to find somewhere else,"

"Where's Risda!"

"Maybe he went to his friend's house,"

In her room, Risda felt sick when she heard Lasmi say that she was not in the house. After a long debate, Sandi was finally about to leave the place to find Risda.

Risda did not want to lose the chance to come out just like that, her heart pounding so hard instantly. He tried to raise his limp hand, with all his might he could, and then hit the door hard.

"Well!" With the rest of his strength, Risda then tried to shout as much as possible and as he could.

Risda resigned when he no longer heard the words of the two, he thought that his father had gone from there. Risda thought that her chance to get out was over, not knowing when she could get out of the room.

"Maybe it's fate that I will die. Servant leave everything to you, O God, if the servant must die at this time, this servant only has one wish that Mother be happy without me. Give a happiness to Mother, because I am no longer able to make her happy. Maafin Risda huh? Risda said goodbye," Inner Risda cried out.

Risda himself could not do anything at this time, he did not even expect that he could live longer. He began to close his eyes because he was unable to withstand the pain in his body, although he tried to be as strong and as capable as he could to get out of the room, but his efforts were only in vain.

No one could save him at this moment, not even his last hope had left that place. Risda could only hope to Allah that He would send someone to save him, there was nowhere else to hope but to Allah than to His creatures.

Risda could not think clearly at this moment, even what was in her memory was only guilt to her mother who could not yet be a good child to her. If time could be turned back, he did not want to be born into this world, a world where everyone could not accept his presence.

For what he was born into this world while so many people rejected his presence, even his own family did not consider himself to be in this world. What mistake he ever made so treated so cruel, he never even disturbed the lives of others.

"Where's Risda?"

Suddenly Risda again heard the voice of his father, a thin smile expands medium even though Risda was closed both eyes. Risda was convinced that her father had returned to the house so that he could hear her voice again.

"I don't know" The voice of Lasmi was also heard by Risda.

"Well!" With all her might Risda shouted and hoped that her father would hear her scream.

Although Risda had shouted as loudly and as well as she could, but her voice still sounded very soft and not even heard from where her father was standing. Risda herself did not want to give up so easily, she continued to try to scream calling her father.

"Rome!" Shouted Father.

"He's not home right now, don't yell at people's houses!" Lasmi Sentak.

Brakk... Brakk... Brakk...

At once Sandi heard a voice like the middle door, she felt very confident that the voice came from Risda's room. While Risda in the room was desperately trying to knock on the door, she used a tool nearby to knock on her.

"Rome!"

Sandi immediately ran to approach the room where Risda lived, she immediately ran to the place without caring about the voice of Lasmi who prevented it. Until finally he stopped just behind the door in Risda's room, Sandi also found that the door was locked tightly.

"Rome!" Shouted Sandi while knocking on that door.

"Well..." Risda said softly but still can be heard by Sandi.

Sandi then rushed to find a gap in how to open the door, he found a slot that made the door closed. The door was not locked but was plotted from the outside, Sandi opened the door and found Risda lying limp.

"Rome!" He shouted anxiously.

"Dad..." Risda said with a soft word.

Sandi then pulled Risda's body into his arms, Risda's body felt extremely hot and her entire body was trembling. Risda was only able to shed her tears without being able to move her body, she did not feel her own heartbeat because her heartbeat felt very weak.

"Risda why are you? What's that hurt? Tell Dad,"

"Well..." Risda said without sound and just move her lips.

"Risda what are you talking about? I don't understand,"

"Well..."

"Pelan slowly said it, Ris. Let me understand,"

"Ha..Us.." - Us..."

Sandi tried to understand Risda's words through the motion of her lips, Sandi who just understood Risda's words immediately opened the bag that was binding on her body. Sandi looked for something in her bag, and found a bottle containing water.

Sandi did bring the bottle because she was just coming home from work, the password was supplied so that in her bag there was a drinking water. Sandi then helps Risda to drink the water, the dry throat looks a little difficult to drink water.

Risda drank it quickly, maybe the girl was thirsty these few days so she drank it up. After he vomited vomit, he vomited turbid water from his mouth, because there was no rice or food that entered for several days.

"Da, let's go to the hospital, shall we?" Ask Sandi who panicked to see her son.

Sandi did not want to hear the answer from Risda, she also helped Risda get up from her seat just like that. Risda's body also looks very heavy because of her limp horn, Sandi draping one hand Risda on her neck.

"What are you my children!" Sentak Sandi to Lasmi.

"I didn't know what he was, I didn't know he was inside either" Lasmi said in a fright.

"If she's why, I'll sue you!"

"I didn't know she was inside, I thought she was going to teach,"

"Your reasons don't make sense. How do you think he went to teach? The door was locked from the outside. What is this reason, huh? Don't pretend you don't know!"

"Risda herself, why didn't she say it was locked inside? He should have said, let me know he's inside,"

"Don't blame Risda! You don't know her condition is this weak, huh? How long have you locked him in there?"

Hearing the quarrel made the Risda's captain feel very sick, Sandi also held it so as not to fall on the floor. Standing long enough, making Risda feel more dizzy even his gaze was cuddled by a firefly at this time.

Risda moved her hand to shake Sandi's hand to stop the man from getting angry, Risda did not want any quarrel there at this time. Moreover, his body grew limp, making him unable to stand any longer.

"How long have you been locked in the room, Ris? Just tell me the same Dad," asked Sandi.

"That's not important, Dad. Let's just go home, I'm not strong anymore" Risda said softly.

"Risdal. What's the matter, son?"

"It hurts a lot, Dad. Let's go home,"

Risda's face could not lie if she was indeed holding back the pain, visible from a pain created on her pale face. Sandi also immediately brought Risda out of the house, she was afraid if until Risda why because it was too late to take her away from that place.

Small Visual Risda Bonus

Kira think that's how his face as a child, has a tailalat neck, eyebrows thin, long wavy hair slightly red color.

Because the Author cannot retract his real face, so you can imagine as he pleases. Resume...

*Flash back off*

Risda shed her tears when she remembered the incident that had happened to her. Afrenzo who listened to the story can feel what the girl felt, even he felt very hurt when he heard that Risda was almost gone when Risda was a child.

So many things that have been passed by Risda, even maybe even Afrenzo himself was not able to become as strong as Risda. Now Afrenzo knows the reason why Risda wants to end her life, because so many sufferers that girl experienced.

"Renzo's... Now, Bokap I continue to reveal the problem. I've wanted to die a long time like this, Renzo. There is no point in me to continue to live in this world," said Risda, sobbing in tears.

Afrenzo knew how much burden the girl bore, he could only listen to Risda's complaints without giving her advice. Any advice he gave was completely useless to him, let alone in the position he is in today.

"Lo still has me, Da. Don't despair before you win?" Speak Africzo softly while rubbing the top of Risda's head.

Risda looked into the eyes of both of Afrenzo, there was sincerity created in both eyes. The eyes of the two met, a drop of Risda's tears fell down his cheek but was immediately removed by Afrenzo using his thumb.

"Renzo, I want to be happy. Is that so hard for me?" Risda asked with lips that quivered from holding back her cries.

"True happiness is that when we receive all the provisions that God has given, weep if it is needed. Suicide is not the solution to get out of the problem, you can overcome difficult things before, and rest assured that this time you can also get through it all."

Risda leaned his head against the shoulder of Afrenzo, and it immediately made Afrenzo very surprised but he still let the girl lean on his shoulder.

"Da? You're not papa, are you?" Call the Africanzo when you feel that Risda is not moving at all.

Afrenzo was even more surprised to find that the girl was unconscious, trying to shake Risda's body in hopes that she would come to her senses. However, the girl still closed her eyes tightly, when she was about to fall, the hand of Afrenzo hugged her to prevent the girl from falling.

Afrenzo then lifted his body ala bridal style, he also took him away from the seat. Risda was not aware of what happened to him, because suddenly his gaze just darkened.

*****

Risda also smelled the strong aroma of eucalyptus oil in her nose, and she slowly began to open her eyes. Risda found herself on the floor of the martial hall, and she saw the figure of Afrenzo beside her.

"Alhamdulillah lo consciously too, Da. I'll take a drink first" said Afrenzo glad when he saw Risda begin to open both eyes.

Afrenzo also helped Risda to sit from her bed, he then took a glass of water that he had prepared next to Risda. And so he lifted the glass so that Risda could drink it, and Risda drank it a little.

"Gue why, Renzo?" Ask Risda afterwards.

"Lo too many thoughts, Da. Don't burden yourself with the thought of that thought" replied Afrenzo, putting the glass back.

"Thanks, please help me again. I feel like I owe so much of you,"

Afrenzo nodded his head, saying, "Don't think about things you shouldn't think about, Da. Remember your own condition, every human also has a sense of fatigue each. If it continues like this, you can drop it later,"

"How could I not think, Renzo. Every word from people always breaks my heart, they say without thinking about other people's feelings,"

"Lo calm yourself down first here, I buy food first. Don't go anywhere,"

"Gue's coming, shall you?"

"Lo here, besides you also just realized. I'm the one who went to buy,"

"But Renzo..."

"Gue doesn't like to be disputed. Stay there and don't go anywhere,"

"Yes Renzo."

If Afrenzo's decision is already unanimous, then no one can persuade him. Finally, Risda resigned when Afrenzo told him to stay still in that place and not allowed to go anywhere.