My coach
Episode 25's

After sharing the sacred with them, Afrenzo returned to training them in his own way. Risda was eager to protest, but he himself did not want to expel him from the college he followed, if he did it as well as that his struggle had been in vain.

After 1 hour of struggle to practice, Afrenzo ordered them to return home. With pleasure, they all rushed to leave the field, as well as Risda.

"Da, wait for me!" Shouted Anna.

"What's wrong?" Asked Risda who immediately stopped her steps.

"No papa, just go to the parking lot,"

"Oh that, come on,"

The two girls talked to each other as they stepped towards their motorcycle parking lot. After arriving the two headed straight towards their respective homes, from the school Anna headed towards the left while Risda headed towards the right.

*****

Risda was surprised not to play when he found out that his house was now filled with many people, Risda immediately rushed into his house to see what was happening at this time.

There were two people crying there, a woman in her 40s and an elderly woman in her 60s. Risda's arrival instantly made their attention directed at him at this moment, Risda seemed confused by what was happening.

"What's this?" Ask Risda confusedly.

"She's her last child, she's 16 years old" Grandpa Risda said, pointing at Risda.

"What does this mean? Explain it to me now!" Sent Risda, with mixed feelings.

Grandma Risda seemed to be sighing at Risda's voice. Meanwhile, the 40-year-old woman immediately cried towards Risda, the woman was holding a 5-year-old child.

"She, your stepmother, son. She's your mother too"

Duarr...

The speech was like a lightning strike at Risda's heart. Risda retreated a few steps back until her body hit a wall behind her, Risda clenched her hands tightly and tears welled up her cheeks.

"WILL NEVER BE! FOREVER MY MOTHER IS ONE, AND YOU DON'T DESERVE TO BE CALLED A MOTHER!" Snapped Risda while pointing towards the woman.

"I'm sorry, I didn't know my husband had a child. He told me he was a bachelor" said the woman in tears.

"For 8 years you ruined my life! And just this time you set foot here? I will never forgive you. You ruined my family, you robbed me of all my happiness! You took away my childhood!" Risda's crying became more and more of that time.

"Risdal. Calm down, he's apologized, and he's confessed all his mistakes. She came here to apologize to us, but she was your father's wife, after all" said her grandfather.

"APologize. Is it with an apology that he can give it back? Is it with an apology that she can give me childhood happiness that I never felt?"

A sense of tightness enveloped Risda's chest, she clenched her hands tightly. The pain that he felt at this time, the father who had disappeared somewhere, now came to the house with his new wife who used to be his affair. The two men had incised the deepest wounds in Risda's heart, and even the figure of a child among them.

"Son," Call his father down.

"You bad guys, I hate you all!" Said Risda who swallowed and immediately dropped her body on the floor right then and there.

"Risda, I'm sorry, Dad" said the father.

"Get out of here, I don't want to see you guys here anymore. Don't expect you to be able to get sorry from me, until I die though, I will never forgive you!"

"It's not just you who's hurt! We're all hurt too, Risda!" Lovely Sentak who does not like the way Risda talks to his father.

"YOU'LL NEVER KNOW WHAT I'VE BEEN FEELING ALL THIS TIME!" Snapped Risda for the first time to Indah.

Beautiful had never seen such a rough Risda, this was her first time lashing out at him before so many people. Risda who always seemed quiet at home was also starting to express her voice in front of many people.

"Never settle this with anger, son"

"Everyone can be wrong, and the duty of fellow human beings is to forgive one another,"

"He came here to apologize to you two, who are Sandi's children,"

"Let your family be over, Dewi and Sandi can't be together anymore. No matter how much you reject destiny, destiny alone will determine the course,"

Bhukk...

Strictly speaking, Risda surveyed a wall not far from her. The wall he was punching was cracked, it immediately made everyone stop talking. Risda's hands were trembling due to the pain that enveloped the back of her torn hands.

"I'm not a perfect prophet! Who can forgive someone so easily, you're advising me as if you're blaming myself here!" Sent Risda to the whole.

There was no voice to answer the words of Risda, the anger that he had been craving finally came out as well. Both of Risda's eyes seemed to be reddened by her anger, she who was exhausted was not able to think well and instead vent all her anger through the words she said.

"I am disappointed that you would prefer that woman over me, a woman who would have the heart to snatch the happiness of a child. Does such a woman deserve to be called a mother? If you were in my shoes and advised like this, WOULD YOU ACCEPT THAT!" Risda snapped at the end he said.

Implied a wound that is quite deep in the words thrown by Risda this time, the wound that he had been enduring was no longer able to be held back. No one can say the word at this time, everyone is silent without being able to speak Risda's words.

Risda immediately raised her hand to stop Sandi who was stepping towards her, "A father who became the first love for his son, could incise the deepest wound in his heart. Is such a father forgivable? Because of what you did, you ruined your own daughter's life,"

"Risda, I didn't mean it that way. And now I'm coming to fix everything,"

"What needs to be repaired? Everything's been ruined, Dad. There's nothing to fix anymore, your daughter's dead, and she won't be able to come back,"

"What's the point of a child? The child must obey his parents,"

"What's the point of a child?" Risda repeated the question, "Which son do you mean? Haha..." Risda's laughter in the middle of his wound, a terrible laugh.

I died many years ago, a dead man cannot be revived by a human like you. I no longer need you here, this broken child, no longer able to be repaired.

You all have made this boy die again. I tried to die to rise again, and you just destroyed it easily. You have no conscience, you are evil, you are selfish and selfish."

"RISE!" Snap Password.

"What's? Want to kill me all? Just kill! I don't want to live anymore" Sentak Risda who is no less tall.

When a father's tone is high to his child, that's when a child will be destroyed. If a father can be rude to his son, then the child can also be able to repay him. The parent is the first madrasa for his child, if the parent instills a rude attitude to the child, then the child is able to be more rude than the parent.

"Already already, adzan magrib will reverberate. It's not good to clash with each other like this" said Grandma Risda who tried to calm Risda down.

"Go from here! Don't ever come back, "Take Risda out to her father and stepmother.

"You better let Risda calm down first, she is still a child so it's only natural that she makes a decision without thinking long first" explained her Grandmother to them.

"Risda is not a child anymore! He should have known what he said, indeed the child who did not know was lucky. In any case, Dad once accompanied his childhood," said Indah.

"When did I become a child? I didn't have a childhood like you said! BANGSAAT!" Risda with hard.

Hearing the swearing from Risda instantly made Indah widen her eyes wide. Beautiful was about to throw a punch to Risda but was immediately detained by his Grandfather.

Risda who always stayed silent when insulted, Risda who always obeyed when scolded, Risda who never fought despite being yelled at. This time, Risda showed her true nature in front of many people, who are usually quiet now covered with anger.

Even with how dare he cursed with a harsh word in front of everything. The tears in her eyes began to dry up, seeing that it made Risda laugh even more because of the pain she felt in her heart at this time.

"Why? Want to hit me?" Risda asked with a loud clap.

"The one who knows himself!" Exquisite Exciting.

"Haha... Basic Brother who does not know himself, why is it still alive until now? You should have been buried in the ground, but why are you still breathing? You're just a burden, and you don't deserve to live longer. You're a bad man, Da. There is no point in living in this world, you are rude, you are selfish who only want your happiness" Risda said to herself.

Risda walked into her room with staggering steps. No one stopped Risda's footsteps, Risda laid her body on her bedroom mattress hard. He beat his own limbs violently, regardless of the pain he felt.

His heart ached terribly, he was tired and eager to give up for now.he looked at the sky of his room with a sense of tightness bursting back, his gaze glaring far away somewhere.

"Gue wants to die,"

Only that word came to his mind, he hit his head very hard and he also hit the wall of his room without caring about the wound that was on his back. Not long after the phone rang, a sign of incoming messages.

Fill in the message, "Da, later tonight there is an orchestra, you leave ngak, if yes later gather in the usual place"

"Good idea. As much as self-destruct, I don't care about myself, get drunk and forget everything" Risda said with a smile rising on her face.

*****

At 9pm

Now that Risda was preparing to be ready in her room, Risda wore short clothes that did not have black sleeves, she also wore mini pants that were long above the knees while breaking her long hair.

Risda does like to wear such clothes especially when there is an orchestra that will be attended by many young people in various regions. Risda immediately came out of her room through the window in her room because she did not want to be known by anyone.

With a slow step, Risda immediately rushed out of her house without being noticed by anyone. He went to the night that did not have a lamp (dark & dark) to meet his friend, there were already at least 7 men and 3 women.

"Sorry I'm late, leaving now?" Ask Risda.

"Where are you going, Da? Tumben very late kayak usually," said Nugraha.

"much. If I tell you, then when did Anjiirr leave?"

"Eh yes, jaudah. You ride the bike with Deva aja, where there is a village next door that is a bit far from here,"

"okay"

They were friends of his friends, and they were also friends of Risda's childhood friends all along. Risda does like to be friends with men like them, therefore also Risda was once labeled ugly in the village.

Because of her family's problems, it made Risda choose a bad path. Risda was happy with them, and it was as if the wound she had felt had just disappeared.

"Va, get on the bike even faster!" Shouted Risda.

"What's the possession, Da? Speed 70 gini you say slow," Guman Deva.

"Gue is possessed by a demon under a tree asem deket lo house, I want to die!" Shouted Risda.

The street looked lonely, with such a shout instantly made Risda feel happy. With a shout he could let go of the burden he was currently bearing, this was the moment when he could let go of the burden of his mind.

"Dead off by yourself! Don't take it,"

"Lo ngak cool, Va."

Hearing that only made Deva snort annoyed by Risda's words, Risda did not care about the grunt at all and instead closed her eyes to enjoy the night wind that she now felt it.

The cold wind immediately made Risda's skin feel cold, but it was not enough to make Risda cold because of that night.

There is nothing more divisive than shouting when the heart is heavy. His mind seemed to be floating and his head now felt very light as if there was no heavy burden in his head.