My coach
Episode 44

They laughed together, except for Risda who did not know what to laugh about. At first everything was fine and Risda enjoyed playing with the others, holding on tightly to the bank that Arya had rented.

But Arya directs the tire more to the middle of the pool, Risda who can not swim was so afraid of the depth of the pool water. Risda looked around her that was full of water, and even her own feet were unable to touch the floor under the pool.

"Arya, let's go over I'm afraid" said Risda asking Arya to bring her back to the edge of the pool because she was afraid when her body floated in the pool.

"Go back alone" said Arya.

Arya who was in the middle of the tire was trying to release Risda's hand from the handle of the tire he was wearing, Risda continued to hold tightly because he could not swim it.

"Arya what the hell! I can't swim!" Shouted Risda who kept trying to hold on to the tire.

"Sepasin!"

"I'm scared, Arya. Take me to the edge now!"

"Bodoamate! Release!"

Arya also directly splashed water towards Risda's face to make him unable to breathe. It immediately made Risda release one hand to wipe the water on her face, without her realizing that Arya's hand was trying to release Risda's hand grip.

Because not able to balance his body finally Risda fell drowned in the pool, he tried as hard as possible to swim to the edge even though he was unable.

To shout only he was unable because he was drowning, the water entered his respiratory organs as close as possible, his hands were raised high and unable to get out of the water. This indicates the depth of the pool water so that the height of his body is not able to land.

The exhausted Risda resigned and let her body sink deeper, Risda resigned if her destiny would end at this time. The son of his master's mother was so cruel to him that he let himself drown.

Risda tried to wave her hand to ask for help from the people in the place, but no one saw her fall in the pool. Even his little hands were unable to be seen from outside the pond.

"I'm sorry, Bun. If today Risda dies, please just advertise Risda's departure yes, let Risda go quietly. Could it be that Risda's fate had only come to this point? Risda is not strong, forgive Risda if you have to go this time for eternity. Risda is very dear to Mother, Risda also does not want to be a burden Mother again. Risda said yes Bun, may we meet in His heaven later," Inner Risda let out a shriek.

Risda slowly closed her eyes, herself resigned to what would happen to her. He had tried his best to pull over but his efforts were in vain, and he had only given his life to his creator.

If he died at this time, Risda was so inclined to lose his life. Risda's body slowly oscillated in the pool with no resistance from it, Risda felt the movement of the water that seemed to push it slowly towards the edge of the pool.

Risda felt the flow of light from the pool, he tried to be as calm as possible and not to waste the remaining energy at this time. His chest hurt because of the lack of oxygen intake into his body, with both eyes closed Risda tried to move his legs on the bottom of the pool.

With slowly land Risda stepped on the bottom of the pool, he did not know whether it would work or not, but it never hurts to try it. Not long after his hand was finally able to touch the wall in front of him, Risda tried to jump to be able to touch the land.

His hand managed to touch the edge of the pool, he then tried to get out of the pool. It turned out that God still loved him and in the end God had saved him from that deep pool.

Risda was able to sit on the edge of the pool by breathing deeply, her eyes shed tears after what she was going through. No matter how far he drowned, God saved him because it was not the end of his life.

"O Allah, it turns out that You still love your servant. I can't imagine how sad Mother was when I died. The rich are so wicked, may they seek guidance from You, O God," said Risda cf. Iir.

He also did not want to swim again after that, the shadow of his drowning self was still clearly plastered in his memory. About the pain of not being able to breathe in water, about the lack of oxygen entering his body, and about the depth of the pool.

It immediately traumatized her to so much water, Risda then rushed to the bathroom to change her clothes. He would no longer set foot in the pool and chose to sit in the waiting seat.

*Flash back off*

Riasa mengelihkan tears when telling Afrenzo, Afrenzo who had been listening to the story was unwittingly by Risda himself was clenching both hands. Akhinya Afrenzo understands why Risda was afraid when he invited him to swim on the edge of the beautiful beach.

"So you hate the rich?" Ask Afrenzo.

"Yes, I don't like rich kids. Those who are always obeyed by their parents will do whatever they want to get their goals. I hate people who will justify any means to achieve what they want without caring about the feelings of others."

"But not everyone is like that, Da. There are many who have a heart,"

"It's not all like that, Renzo. But the average child like that is the son of a rich man, maybe because they have a lot of money, his will is always obeyed so as to demean people who cannot afford it. Though all created human beings have a heart, I am very disappointed and therefore I am traumatized,"

"If you were given wealth, would you be just like them?"

"I'm spending poor but have feelings, Renzo. Rather than having to be rich that makes me forget who the real giver of wealth is. I am not afraid of the poor, for I am the servant of the Lord, the Most Rich,"

"Gue salute you, Da. Maybe you're the only one who doesn't really like the rich, while out there a lot of people are licking the rich to turn them rich,"

"Gue doesn't like that, Renzo."

"Now you've got papa, don't be whiny!" Said Afrenzo and immediately made Risda rub his eyes hard.

"Now you don't know anything, but you know trauma, right?"

"Gue tau."

Afrenzo turned his body to look at the beautiful beach, he spread his hands to breathe deeply. Risda's gaze was fixed on the face of Afrenzo who was closing his eyes, short hair Afrenzo also moved to and fro in the beach breeze.

"Lo is handsome," said Risda without realizing he was admiring the figure of Afrenzo.

Hearing these words immediately made Afrenzo reopen his eyes, he turned towards Risda who was next to him. For the first time, Afrenzo received praise from Risda even though the words were thrown away.

"Lo muji me?" Ask Afrenzo.

"Somewhat, don't go to gr an lo. I praise the beach really, not lo," said Risda who immediately became wrong before Afrenzo.

"Not lie to me."

"Who is also a muji lo, My people are amazed by the beach really. I haven't played on the beach all this time, so seeing a beach like this makes me very happy and peaceful."

"You two were mute from earlier, no tired of what?" Ask Mira.

"Eh, don't you guys just make it? When's shooting?" Septia asked enthusiastically.

"You shot, killed my dong?" Said Risda and immediately held the hands of the two.

"Lo is the same Renzo doesn't give us a ready-made tax, Da. What kind of temen'an lo?" Ask Mira.

"Who is dating?" Risda asked who did not accept Mira's words.

"Dating is illegal." Afrenzo exclaimed and immediately rushed away from the place to leave Risda with the two girls.

Afrenzo also chose to pull over from the beach and enjoy the young coconut ice near the beach, while Risda and his friends also played sand with happiness. Risda and the others were running around on that beautiful floor happily.

Risda seemed to be feeling a life there, his soul that had not felt happy for a long time also seemed so peaceful. Risda was like being revived at this moment, there was nothing happy other than today for her.

"Mother! Daddy's! Risda is happy at the moment!" Shouted Risda towards that beach.

That happiness makes tears of happiness on Risda's face flow while looking at the beautiful beach, with the roughness of Risda and wipe her tears.

His friend who was next to him also felt how sad Risda had been. Even just an ordinary day like this also makes Risda feel happy, hearing his screams also makes his friends feel sad because behind the screams are stored very deep wounds.

"Lord! Thank you for letting happiness come to me now! Thank you!" Shouts again.

No matter how many teardrops flowed from his two eyes, the cry seemed to cut his heart. The sobbing Afrenzo knew how much grief the girl was suffering, even though he said he was happy but not with his freedom.

"Gue can still stand it, but not with a girl like her." He said softly while looking at Risda.

Seeing the tears in Risda's eyes, immediately made the two friends embrace her tightly. Both do not know what problems faced by Risda because Risda never told the problem to anyone, but from his shout it can make both of them feel sad.

"Da, you're not papa, are you?" Ask Mira.

"Da, why are you yelling like that?" Ask Septia.

"Gue ngak papa really, there are you guys next to me right now, that's enough for me. You are good friends to me, and my encouragement to continue to survive in this world. Maybe I will never be able to feel the happiness of the family, and I am not destined for it, but there you are I can feel happiness with you guys," said Risda while returning the embrace of his friend.

"Lo don't be sad anymore, you can think of my Nyokap as Nyokap lo himself. I want to share it with you, Da. I even thought of you as my own sister" Mira said.

"Denger you scream like that makes me hurt, Da. If there's a problem you can tell us about us,"

"Gue ngak papa, I just want to tell you both. If you are ready for marriage someday, choose someone who really loves you sincerely. Do not let there be a divorce in your family, because the real victim is not you two, but your children.

Marriage is once in a lifetime, although later there will be incompatibility between couples do not let there be a word of divorce. You have decided to get married means you are ready to accept each other's shortcomings, you are ready to get married means ready to bear the risk."

"Yes, Da. I will not let there be a divorce in my family later," cried Septia.

"When your child is given two choices between following his Father or Mother, that's when your child's heart will be broken to pieces. Remember Stepmothers and Stepfathers will not be able to love us more than Real Mother or Real Father. Getting married is easy, but keeping up until death is hard,

In the end, marriage is not about love. But about responsibility and being able to accept each other's shortcomings,"

"Yes Da. I do not know how heavy the day that you experience so far, I am asking something to my parents just do not like to be postponed. If Nyokap I am not at home I am already worried and crying, let alone lo who since childhood left work," said Mira.

"Weight or snack, you don't need to know that. And I will continue to pray to God that you do not feel what I feel, let me feel it, you do not."

"Lo's pretty tough, Da. But I'm sure if you're that strong, you must be feeling really hurt right now, right? But you force me to keep laughing."

"You know what you're about me?"

"Gue don't know about you, you never told us anything,"

"Ah ah, let's play again!" Septia Seru.

They continued to play on the beach, Risda laughed loudly at this time. The harder a person laughs, the greater the burden and wound he is carrying.

People who are usually tough, not easy to cry, like to laugh even blakan. Usually they often cry when alone, even they are so fragile and not like what everything imagined.

They are fragile but able to put a happy face in front of everyone, but when they themselves even tears alone can not stand it.

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...Marriage is fate, love is destiny. ...

...Who can you plan to marry but who can't you plan your destiny for....

Risda: Mother, this is the story of your son.I'm sorry I never told you this. Because you don't need to know how broken your son is right now, all you need to know is that his smile is clearly on his face. Risda dear Mother.

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