My coach
Episode 37's

With ravenous Risda eating the food that his mother had bought for him, Risda seemed to never enjoy the food. Because at home he usually only eats salted fish, vegetable soup, and sometimes he eats instant noodles.

"Tumben didn't say much?" Said the Goddess while staring at her son who was enjoying his favorite chicken satay.

Usually Risda will always tell a story while eating alone with her mother, telling her about her complaints every day. Whether this time Risda was very silent and ate it in silence, Risda also glanced at her mother and refocused on her plate.

"Say coach, if you eat, you can't talk much, Bun." Risda replied and resumed eating.

Hearing these words immediately made Dewi surprised by the attitude of her son, indeed adab was eating should not talk much. Afrenzo would stare at him coldly if Risda ate while talking, therefore making Risda become accustomed to eating without speaking.

Dewi did not realize that behind this her son changed, who used to be angry difficult to persuade but lately Risda never got angry and instead chose to be silent. Risda who was always cheerful was suddenly turned into silence in front of her mother, Risda felt a little awkward even with her own birth mother.

Because it is rare to meet and even express each other's heart, making the distance between the two stretch. Although the relationship between the two is Mother and child, but Risda feels not too familiar with the figure of the person in front of her at this time.

No taste of rice and side dishes that are on the Risda plate was not left a single toilet. And it makes his mother surprised, usually Risda always narrates his rice because it is not exhausted, and precisely this time it has been devoured by him.

"You hungry, son?" Ask Mother.

"Not really, Bun. What's up?" Risda was confused by the question from her mother.

"Tumben the rice is exhausted and very clean dishes, want to add more?"

"Risda's full, Bun. Said religious teacher Risda, if the meal should be spent, the rice will cry. Making money is hard, isn't it, Bun? The proof is that Mother rarely comes home too because she is busy looking for money, and also out there there are still many who are hungry. Not everyone can be as lucky as we are able to eat every day, If Risda has grown up later, Risda wants to be able to help the distressed, so that they can also eat like Risda,"

Mending the answer from Risda, instead of making her mother proud, it made her mother shed her tears. Risda did not know why her mother was crying like that, she thought that her words had hurt her mother.

"Mother why? What did Risda say to have hurt Mother? Risda apologized," Risda asked in confusion and instantly wiped away her tears.

"Sorry Mother who never came home, son. Mother did not think that you were this big, you were very small, and now you understand everything,"

"No, it doesn't feel right, Bun. It has been 8 years and that time has now passed" Risda said, glaring far ahead.

"Where was the day? Is everything okay?"

"Yes Bun, everything is fine" replied Risda. "If Mommy knew, at most she wouldn't believe what I said, it was like almost dying from being killed back and forth without feeling. I'm like there's no point in living in this world, then why was I born" His mind screamed.

"Well, let's go home, did you get permission for your sister?"

"Belom Bun, surely later from home scolded again," Guman Risda quietly.

"Read more? Are you usually getting scolded?"

"Dimarahin because Risda was wrong, but Risda didn't know where he was wrong."

"Yes, you'll tell your sister later,"

"Yes Bun."

The goddess immediately rushed to pay for the food that her son had eaten. Both of them immediately rushed to the place where Risda parked his motorbike, Risda also ran his motorbike to go from that place with his mother who was sitting in his arms.

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Risda went into his house, while his mother stopped by the bathroom that was outside his house and the bathroom was usually used for guests who came. When Risda set foot in front of the door and opened it slowly, a beautiful figure immediately rushed to him.

"Where are you from! Don't know what time? Want to be a kid out there? It's better not to go home, girls come home at this time." Say Beautiful rudely to Risda.

"Hem," Deheman from someone before Risda answered the remark from his older brother.

Seeing the figure of his mother who stood behind Risda suddenly the face of Indah changed to soften, he also shook the cry of the Goddess and kissed her. After that he invited the Goddess to enter the house, and also brought some bags brought by the Goddess before.

"Truly two-faced!" Inner Risda screamed watching the change in expression from her Brother.

Risda rushed into his house, he took his clothes and went straight into the bathroom without saying much. The return of his mother immediately made the neighbors arrive, because the Goddess who was friendly with the neighbors before, it made them happy with the presence of the Goddess again.

There was one neighbor who came to the house of Risda with the intention of eating the food that had been bought by the Goddess before, as if the neighbor of that one was indeed no moral, she was the Aunt of Risda, she was the Aunt of Risda, call him Gianti.

The aunt was so enthusiastic if there was food when the Goddess came, and even she participated in opening the package as if she would become the owner of the house. Risda was not happy with his attitude, but he could not protest because he had been eating at home.

Indeed Risda if eating always at the home of Grandma and Grandpa, because the Tantenya is the last child of the married couple so that he will occupy the house. However, he was so stingy even his own parents.

If other people who have food themselves also eat and will even spend it alone if the food is delicious. However, if he who has food other people should not eat it, and most immediately hidden in his room so that others do not know.

"Wi, when do you come home? How come his voice came," said his Grandmother who had just entered the house.

"Barusan Buk, was picked up by Risda at the terminal there earlier," said the Goddess to her Mother-in-law.

His grandmother was the parents of his father, but he loved his son-in-law very much. He deeply regrets the separation of the two, and he is very guilty of the Goddess who has been the victim of an affair between himself and his son.

Risda's house looks like it will look very crowded with the arrival of its neighbors, there is also crowded with people and Grandpa and Grandma Risda are also there to meet the Goddess. Not because they are real dear but rather because of money, the Goddess never forgets to give them money because the Goddess is good.

If the Goddess had no money, they would never have come. Basically the neighbors in that place just look at someone through money, the more money he has, the more he will be appreciated there.

"Risda is big yes, ngak nyak thought that it was a small and crybaby, uh suddenly turned into an adult," said Tutik, his neighbor.

"Yes big, people if they eat at my house, Risda if they eat a lot, even a plate full of rice is the same side dish. Either that much food is immediately eaten," said Gianti added.

"Risda does eat a lot, but strangely why his body is not fat fat huh? Maybe the rice became energy times yes," cried his Grandma added.

"It's the same food byuhh, always take a lot, but run out," he added.

From the speech as if to show that Risda was treated well, but in reality she was once scolded for taking rice before her husband ate. Risda clenched both her hands hearing that, but her face was still able to emit a smile.

"You know, the talk is really good, much different than usual. Chameleon is easy to change if the place is different, until memorized I, Emang for what the heck proud? Let me be praised What do I do? Wh-wh-what for? I'm not God, so why point it at my Nyokap? Let's be noted as a good neighbor? Heleh, the model person kayak lo is not suitable to be praised well" Inner Risda while staring dislike towards the Tantenya.

Indeed, the fact is he does eat a lot, but that for a day only 1 plate only. Usually Risda will eat in the morning while in the afternoon he chose to boil instant noodles because there is no rice or side dishes left for him.

Getting used to eating instant noodle food made Risda have a little problem with her stomach. However, he did not care at all about his own health, perhaps in a way that would make him hasten his own death, Risda thought.

If he does not eat in the morning, then after school he will eat before his aunt comes home from work. The aunt worked in a shoe factory that was quite far from his house, even if the Tantenya had returned then Risda was not so to eat.

"Risda was tired, wanted to go to the room first," said Risda who began to dislike the direction of the conversation, the conversation was as if he was looking face to face before the Goddess.

"Yes, son" answered Dewi, smiling at Risda.

Risda got up from her seat and immediately rushed into her room, they were all in the middle room so close to Risda's room. Risda then closed her room with a mosquito net attached to the entrance of her room.

Risda then laid his body on the mattress a little hard, the mattress is hard because the mattress is very thin and even remains hard even though it has been stacked with another mattress but the same size.

Very simple, that's his home. The simple house felt like it wanted to kill Risda in it, there was no peace or warmth in the house. The family happiness that Risda always dreamed of, will never be realized in the real world.

Risda closed both eyes, looking very relieved when he laid his body after a long activity. He opened his eyes again when he remembered something he had forgotten, and he got up and sat on the bed.

"Gue Belom paid for the drink, jeez, I owe it again dong to Renzo. I drank the cooking he paid anyway, was very happy to see Mommy arrive, uh until forgetfulness if the balloons pay. I also don't have his cell phone number anymore, how do I connect people?"

Risda also patted his own soft eel, how could he forget about such a matter? If only he had not been with Afrenzo, maybe he would have been beaten by people together because he himself also paid for the drink he drank before.

"Tomorrow morning I have to meet my son, I don't want my debt to continue,"

Risda was determined to meet with Afrenzo tomorrow morning, not long after he finally fell asleep by himself. Risda did not know since when he began to fall asleep, he also felt someone who had been lying next to him, the person was none other than the Goddess.

If you go home, Dewi usually sleep in Risda's room, so Risda feels comfortable because of the embrace of a Mother and the warmth of a Mother's love. Several times Risda felt the caress of her mother, there was nothing pleasant but to get the affection of a Mother.

"Risda's a big boy, so a kid who can boast of his parents, son. Mother loves Risda very much, until anytime. Mother apologized for never accompanying Risda all this time," Feeling it immediately made Risda open both eyes.

"Mother does not need to apologize, this is not the fault of Mother. This is the destiny that Risda has to live for," Risda said as she stared at her mother.

"You haven't slept, son?"

"So, I'm not sleeping anymore, now,"

"Sorry Mother yes, you must be disturbed because of Mother's words earlier,"

"No, Bun. Precisely Risda is happy because getting a caress from a Mother, Mother is the best person for Risda forever,"

"Thank you, son. You are so understanding with Mother,"

"Mother, can Risda ask for something?"

"ask what? Just say, as long as Mother is able to give it, Mother will strive for it,"

"At graduation later, Risda wants Mommy to be her guardian. In SD time, Mother did not have time to come because she was outside the city with Mother's master, then fitting SMP also Bunga ngak came when Risda Dirias was very beautiful. And for graduation graduation High School later, Risda hope Mother comes huh? To see Risda pass, and become Risda's guardian later. Risda wanted to be accompanied by Risda's parents, just like the others,"

"Yes, Mother will try to come later. Now just entering school, Risda graduation is still a long time too, later Mother will try yes,"

"The real mother will come? It was an important event for Risda,"

"Yes, Mommy will do it later."

"Mother promise? Mommy will come later to Risda,"

"Yes, Mother promise. Now it's night, we should just sleep, tomorrow morning Risda school. Let's wake up late,"

"Risda wants to be in the same house as Mommy tomorrow, Risda truant a day ngak papa right?"

"Mother tomorrow morning is back at work, at best delivered by Masmu to the terminal. If Risda ngak school, vain dong Bunda pay spp,"

"Tremendous chips, Bun? Mommy just came home, cook should come back tomorrow morning?"

"Mother is not allowed to go home actually, this is also the meaning to go home and meet with Risda. So tomorrow morning we have to go back,"

Hearing these words hurt Risda's heart, but she still wanted to linger with her mother, but tomorrow morning her mother had to return to work again. Risda closed her eyes to reduce the pain in her heart, she did not want to cry in front of her mother.

Risda chose to sleep instead of crying which would make her mother worried, and the two fell asleep in her sleep by hugging each other. That night was the most comfortable night for Risda and a very beautiful night, Risda would not want the night to pass quickly and she wanted to always be in the arms of her mother.