My coach
Episodes. 129

Risda who was next to Ifah was trying to hold back her tears. Whatever was said by Ifah really happened to Risda, Ifah said that Risda was disturbed because of the divorce in her family.

That's what happened to him, until he lost his focus on school. Not only in the eyes of the lesson he is not focused, but in all areas of himself as such.

"Please be more subtle to this child, maybe he will be different from children in general. The loss of the role of parents in his life, made it so like this, "Ifah said afterwards.

"If it is explained like this so I can understand, I will do what I can to guide this child. Maybe my attitude has been so outrageous because I myself do not know why this child is like this, I will improve my attitude well. I will try to be more patient in the future" said Bu Rita afterwards.

*Flash back off*

A tear was moved out of Risda's eyes, and a faint smile was created at the tip of her lips. Having said that to Afrenzo, he made her feel even more relieved than before.

Maybe it is telling others will not be able to solve a problem at hand, but when we say it to others then we will feel very relieved.

Never tell or tell your story to others who are only curious about your life, finding a sincere person is harder than finding an ear to listen to. Sometimes people can hear, but they are not necessarily able to find a solution.

They might just be able to listen, and even they could tell it to others as well. It immediately appeared a rumor circulating, people who like you do not need it and people who hate you do not believe it.

Never like to talk about the ugliness of others, remember others also have a mouth to be able to talk about your ugliness. What you can do, others can do the same.

"Since that incident, my teacher has been kind to me. He no longer plays with me, and does not evict me from class. Homework is rarely given, but he continues to guide and teach me until I can,"

"It's good that way,"

"That time I was completely destroyed, Renzo. I don't know what else to do, anything I do is always considered wrong in their eyes. Even when I don't do anything, it's still considered wrong,"

"And as it turns out, you were able to get through it all to get to this point. Lo great, lo strong, lo amazing, Da. Not all girls have a strong heart, you should be proud of yourself. Not everyone can be as strong as you" said Afrenzo.

"I'm not strong, but it's death that doesn't pick me up quickly. Had I died at that time, I wouldn't have gotten to this point,"

"Shuttt's.... Death is God's secret, don't say it,"

Even if he puts his index finger in Risda's lips to stop the girl from speaking, Afrenzo does not like to talk about death. Death is just a mystery that everyone will feel, and no one knows when and where humans will be picked up by the angel of death.

The gaze of the two met each other, the jet-black eyes were looking at each other. Now there was no more reason for Risda to attempt suicide, as the man in front of her continued to protect herself and did not allow Risda to commit suicide.

"Gue has not fully enjoyed the world. Why should I hunt to death? While in front of me there is a good man like lo, lo who taught me the meaning of life. As long as there's a guy like you in my life, I'll be fine,"

"Don't make me a benchmark in your life, Da. I am an ordinary man, and I can also escape in my own promises. Therefore, make God to keep you afloat,"

"Lo is a good man, Renzo. But why is everyone saying that lo is evil, all I know about you is that you are the nicest person I have ever met. Maybe this is the reason I feel that you're a good person,"

"Have not been discussed again, we better go home soon because soon the ashar adhan will reverberate."

Afrenzo also tried to distract Risda, so that Risda did not say it repeatedly. Over time he will feel wrong behavior in front of Risda, for some reason the man's movements will feel worried and misbehaved.

"Lo's gonna switch the conversation? Either I go home or no one else. Why are you panicking?"

"Say you want to be a good boy?"

"This has nothing to do with Renzo, what if you go home late to fail to be a good boy?"

"Hmmm.." The answer is just a thud.

"Why? Can't answer my question so it has to be cleared up?"

"If you don't want to go home, just continue your story,"

"No, I'll cry again."

"Lo still owes me the full story,"

"So since when do I have the same story debt? I only owe money to you, lo,"

"It's a relief to have a story?"

"Yes too, I felt my weight was lifted so. Maybe it's a miracle after the story,"

"It can be."

It is true what was said by Afrenzo, that he felt relieved when he finished telling him. The wound he felt was not too painful after telling a story, precisely what was passed by Risda made him smile a little.

He laughed at his own stupid past, so much so that he dissolved into a deep sadness. The story has become a memory for Risda, who repeatedly tried to be killed but God still saved his life.

Why was Risda trying to be killed by the people around her? Continue yuk to be able to find out completely, many dark times that Risda lived alone without parents who accompanied.

"Go home or a story?" Ask Afrenzo.

"Go home, deh. But I'm laper,"

His stomach sounded faintly, Risda rubbed his stomach because of the hunger that arrived. Hearing that immediately made Afrenzo smile thinly, it turns out that the girl was easily hungry even though before returning home they had eaten first.

"Let's find the stall first," take Afrenzo.

"No, I'm going home, Renzo. I don't want to keep taking lo perepotin,"

Risda feels bad if Afrenzo continues to imitate him, even the effect as he asked for Africanzo. Risda did not want to trouble continued to continue to go on, although the family of Africenzo is rich so do not worry about spending any money, but Risda felt bad.

"Lo no my nicotine really," replied Afrenzo briefly.

"But it..."

"Gue doesn't like to be disputed."

Afrenzo also released the sembong wrapped around his waist, and was followed by Risda to do the same. After that, Afrenzo immediately wear his jacket which is already located there.

Afrenzo immediately pulled Risda's hand to get out of the hall, both of them immediately rushed to the parking lot there. When Risda was about to get on his bike, arrived Afrenzo grabbed him.

"Give me a bike" said Afrenzo.

"Where are we going? Come back here again, dong?" Ask Risda strangely.

"Let's eat, '" he grabbed Risda's motorbike key and put it in his jacket.

Lorenzo immediately climbed on the bike and immediately put on his helmet, he immediately turned on the bike. Because it had no other choice, it made Risda can only resign and obey the will of the man.

Risda then climbed onto the bike of Afrenzo, and held on tight to the jacket owned by Afrenzo. Risda who was afraid of high speed when rammed, it made Afrenzo reduce his speed to go.

If you are riding the motor alone, the speed of the Risda motorbike is so high. However, when he made a piggyback made him dislike at high speed and feel very afraid.

It was not without reason that she was like that, because Risda did not want anything to happen with anyone else with her. So that when himself, then whatever will happen to him then others will not participate in the harm.

Risda is not afraid that something will happen to her, but she will feel guilty when others are involved. For him, it is better for him to be exposed to danger alone as long as it is not with others.

*****

Risda came home with her tired face, somehow when she got home she felt something was missing in her life. Inside the house, he did not find peace in his heart, just that the feeling of pressure continues to haunt him.

He had just come home, but he immediately got a scolding from Indah. Somehow his heart still felt pain when he heard the words of Indah, but he was used to hearing her voice.

It turned out that the word Beautiful was so very painful, from the wounds it had. He tried to smile even though his heart was hurt, the burden he thought he had lost was like coming back again.

"Enak yes, at home there is a theme so light work,"

"Why victory? She's a lazy virgin, let's not touch the dishes and the motorcycle laundry, just touch the broom never."

"really? Cook like that? You should have taught him well as a big brother. And show me what he has to do,"

"How's it going? He's a grown man, he should know what to do. It's not just sitting around relaxing,"

"Yes too. If I had a sister like that, mending was told to just say so I could get that,"

Hearing those words immediately made Risda's heart seem to be slashed, he had just set foot in his house, but he immediately heard the voice of Beautiful chatting with his neighbors.

The words were so simple, but the pain of his heart was so profound. Indeed Risda never took part in cleaning the house, because there was no guidance that could guide him properly.

If he lived with his mother, no one would dare to say that about him. They will be immediately made silent by his mother, because his mother will not like if his daughter is demonized in front of others.

But there was no presence of his mother there, making Risda unable to say anything. He immediately rushed to enter his room, even though he continued to get scolding from Indah.

Beautiful does not like when seeing Risda happy, let alone happy with her own life. Indah felt very jealous because Dewi loved Rias more than herself.

Risda is the last child of the couple Sandi and Dewi. So that he got more affection from both parents, than what Indah got.

If Risda cried then the one who was blamed was her brother for making her sister cry as much as he could.