My coach
Episode 141

Risda was able to stand up straight, although both eyes still look sluggish and also she felt very dizzy and her body was trembling. Not long after, he fell on the floor because of the dizziness that had approached him.

"Yourhift... Like a baby boy who learned to stand up," Guman Risda said.

In the middle of the night, Risda was still awake from her sleep because she could not sleep at this time. His mother had returned to work due to orders from her boss, and Risda allowed herself to return because Risda herself was afraid that she would lose her job.

Risda then lowered her head while looking at the floor of her room, she saw the floor as if the floor was shaking from the earthquake. Risda then touched the floor to neutralize his gaze so as not to move, although it was difficult to do but he did not give up easily.

"The real power is in the heart of man, if his heart feels certain then nothing is impossible. I can do it!"

Risda put one of her hands in front of her chest, herself feeling the heartbeat that resulted from her own heart. He felt very confident that he could do that, he felt confident that he would recover as soon as possible and would return to his school.

Risda was very tired if she continued to be at home like this, especially her who could not do anything and had no friends to talk to. He felt very bored at home, especially to play to the house of his friend who was not far from his house.

After several times he tried to finally fall back, he was exactly like a baby who had just learned to stand and walk. Both legs look so weak that it makes it easy to fall, especially coupled with the dizziness that is attacking his head.

After trying long enough to finally get tired, Risda decided to go back to sleep in her bed because she began to sleepy. Although his eyes were not immediately closed but he began to sleepy, he wanted to sleep but could not do that.

*****

The next morning he began to be able to stand up again, even his body looked more mengingan than before. Dizziness in his head was more reduced than the dizziness he experienced yesterday, he was able to do light activities such as taking his own food.

Already even he did not go to school for 1 full month, because seeing his condition has improved he finally decided to return to the home of Lasmi to continue his education. Although his grandmother forbade him to return at this time because of his condition, but nothing could prevent Risda's unanimous assertion.

Moreover, he is currently sitting in the 6th grade of Elementary School, Risda does not want to miss the lesson any longer, or he can not get into his favorite school. It had been a month that he did not go to school so he was afraid that if he did not go to school any longer, he would lose so many lessons.

Risda did not want her struggle to go to school all this time in vain, because she had not entered school for that long. Risda is determined to go to school tomorrow, so she asks her father to drive her back to Lasmi's house.

Although with raunya, Sandi then drove her son back to the house of Lasmi. He knew that his son was still in school in the city, so inevitably he had to deliver him to the house of a person who was completely unknown to him.

Coincidentally that day is Thursday, so that tomorrow the shabby Risda can go to school and have another day off. Sandi and Risda then rushed to Lasmi's house, although Risda's condition had not fully improved.

Risda did not want to linger long at her home because she was afraid of missing a lesson, inevitably she had to go back to lazy to continue her school. Although he is still sick and not yet fully healthy, but he tries to stay strong so that he can follow the lessons in his class.

"Da, tomorrow and the day after tomorrow I can't come to see you. Take good care of yourself," said Sandi in the middle of the trip.

"Why, Dad?" Risda asked curiously, because it was not unusual for her father to say that to her.

"There's important business, it's Monday I'm there."

"Oh... Yes, Yes, well,"

Risda nodded her head understanding, whether the important business is meant by his father. However, he did not question what business it was, he knew about the emotions of his own father so he did not want to make trouble with him.

Not long after they finally arrived at a house that the house was owned by Lasmi, both of them then got off the bike. Risda hesitated to enter the house, fearing to be reunited with Lasmi, who had always treated her badly.

"Assalamualaikum," Risda said a greeting while knocking on the door of the house.

A few knocks he did as long as he had not opened the door, long enough he and his father stood in front of the door. Suddenly the door was opened from the inside, and the face of someone who was most feared by Risda when she met.

"Waalaikumussalam" Lasmi replied.

Seeing the arrival of Risda, Lasmi immediately told the girl to enter her house with her father. Both of them went straight into the house, and sat down on a chair that had been provided in the guest room.

"New kok coming, Da? Healing yet?" Asked Lasmi with his base.

"Alhamdulillah already, Bude. Tomorrow we can go to school again" answered Risda.

"Alhamdulillah then. Your friend often comes here to ask you about your news because you haven't been in school for a long time, Bude said that you were brought home with your father, so it's not here."

Risda seemed to be lazy to listen to the words of Lasmi, he wanted to quickly break the moment because he had traveled far enough and he was exhausted. However, Lasmi still chatted with him and his father, so Risda did not go straight into the house.

"Let Risda rest first, then I say goodbye. Take care of Risda properly, she is still sick and has not fully recovered" Sandi told Lasmi.

Sandi herself did not want to linger there, because she was also lazy to listen to the woman who continued to babble. Whatever was discussed by the woman, even she said that the room occupied by Risda had been cleaned and so forth.

Sandi said goodbye to Risda, she immediately left without shaking hands first with Lasmi. Risda himself then went into his room because he was tired, when he entered the room, he was so surprised because the goods were not arranged at all just scattered where.

"It's been cleaned, but in fact..... Never mind, Males was also clean," Guman Risda shrieked and immediately closed the door to his room.

Risda then sat on his bed, accidentally saw a tablecloth that was there. He also remembered that before he got a schedule to wash the tablecloth, and until now he had not washed it too.

His clothes piled up at this time, whether since when the clothes had not been washed by him. Even his clothes had become hard, like a crunch that had not been fried but had been heated in the sun (In the sun) for days.

"God... What's cleared? The floors? The walls? The glasses? Or just a word? True right just want to look good in front of people, but not self-correction. There is no morals," said Risda with a growl while tightening his teeth.

Either he will definitely find it very difficult to clean the clothes, let alone the clothes look very stiff at this time. When she reached the bathroom she was surprised, the soap she had bought before she fell ill was gone and gone.

Risda himself was even more upset when he saw it, without further ado he immediately rushed to leave the house and buy laundry soap. Though he used to buy it with a lot, but there is not a bit left.

After he finished buying it, he immediately rushed to wash his clothes, even though his condition was currently sick but he still did that. Forced tomorrow he can not go to school again, because his clothes are still wet.

Risda washes her clothes using her hands, not the washing machine in the house. He was not allowed to wear the washing machine, so he washed his own clothes using his hands.

Not finished washing his clothes but he was exhausted, Risda stopped to wash for a moment because to save his breath. After feeling he had dried up, he immediately rushed back to wash it again and dried it.

After he finished doing that he rushed to return to his room, without feeling the night had arrived back. Risda also began to sleep in his sleep because of fatigue, even though he himself had not eaten in the afternoon.

*****

Risda checked her clothes again, but the clothes were still wet because they were not dried using a washing machine. So that he could not enter the school this time, but this morning the tablecloth he washed yesterday was a little dry.

Risda also decided to iron the tablecloth, he immediately took the iron that belongs to Lasmi in the house. Risda then prepared the equipment used for ironing, namely a stacked towel, a clothes fragrance used for ironing, and a socket to plug the iron into electricity.

Risda taught her mother to iron the clothes after the clothes were dry, so that every time she lifted the clothesline she always ironed them directly after. It makes the clothes in the closet look very neat, not only neat but also scented.

While she was ironing, she saw Erin walking through her room. Erin also approached him because she had just returned home and had seen Risda in the house, Risda himself then put the iron.

"Well, are you healed, Da?" Ask Erin.

"Alhamdulillah, Mother. I wanted to go to school, too, but my clothes aren't dry yet so tomorrow. Tomorrow we can go to school again" answered Risda.

"Why didn't it get cold in a washing machine?"

"Can't be the same Bude, besides I don't know how to wear it, either,"

"Oh.."

After saying that, Erin left that place. Risda himself just ignored it. Risda did not want to continue his words, even though Erin looks good in front of him, but behind him also has an attitude that is not much different from his mother.

Whether what mistakes Risda had made to the family, he never made problems with them, only he did not want the sister of Lasmi to marry his mother.

*****

"This morning it was ironing clothes, why did the afternoon also do that?" Omel Erin when he saw Risda who was holding the iron back.

"What the hell is it, Rin?" Tanya Lasmi who directly approached Erin who was at the door of Risda's room.

"This is a loh, Mom. Very wasteful of electricity, this morning has been ironing eh now iron again. Do you think paying for electricity is cheap?"

"RISE! You are usually wasting electricity, if like this I can continue to lose my participation. Emang can not benefit at all," Lasmi also snapped and nagged Risda.

The blow immediately made Risda feel hurt, himself immediately put the iron back and pulled the cable. He was not in the mood anymore to continue ironing his clothes, due to the scolding and also the clash from Lasmi and Erin.

"Well yes, Mom. I saw him ironing his shirt this morning, uh his sore did the same thing. Do you think we are a rich family? Electricity costs are expensive, you won't be able to pay for it, either,"

"Where can you be frugal, if you behave like that, Da. Throw away the registry for free,"

Erin also commented on Risda who was holding Setrikanya, Erin immediately felt dislike to see the girl in the house. He considers Risda just right at home, because it can only waste electricity without helping him to pay for it.

"Am I wrong again? Though Mother said, Mother also contributed to pay electricity. Though I do not use so much electricity, and only to charge the mobile phone doang. Did it end a lot?" Inner Risda screamed.

He wanted to shed tears at this time, but he had to be strong even though he was scolded like that by Erin and Lasmi. Erin herself also immediately seized the iron, she then took it to leave the place and kept it in her room.

Risda who felt heartache was immediately dropped her body leaned against the wall of her room. Until when he will suffer a fate like this, he wants to feel like he ended his life but he is afraid if his mother is alone in this world.

It was as if the whole world was cruel to him, even when he was at home he was not comfortable at all. Risda was a child who could not go far from her home, but when her mother left the house, she did not want to be in the house for a moment.

"Mother, my heart hurts at this time. Everyone only considers Risda a burden for them, is it true that Risda is a burden? If it is true, then remove the burden now, Mother."

Risda closed the door of her room by pushing the door with her feet, and then buried her face between her hands that hugged her legs tightly. Risda cried as much as she did afterwards, for her it hurt her heart so much, and even she felt so hurt.

That is not the way to advise a child, let alone the child is experiencing inner pressure due to divorce from his family. Even the child does not have a home to go home, a home to pour out his heart, a house to joke around and share that happiness.

Risda really lost her home to go home, for her to live on the street better than the house where people feel dislike of her and just think of her as a burden.

Indeed, the road is not always beautiful, but the house is not always the most comfortable place to return. Most children who experience broken home, they must feel dislike with the atmosphere of their own home.