My coach
Episode 143

Risda and her gym teacher had arrived in front of Lasmi's house, Risda then got off his teacher's motorcycle, and immediately rushed to enter the house. He also thanked his teacher, after which the teacher immediately went from the yard of the house without stopping by first.

"Well, come home, Da?" Asked Lasmi with his base.

"Come on, Bude. It was delivered with my teacher," answered Risda and immediately rushed into his room because he did not want to linger there with Lasmi.

Risda then lay down his body in his rather hard mattress, he felt very tired and felt very cold after swimming, especially himself who had just recovered from his pain. Risda fell asleep afterwards, due to her exhaustion.

Before going to bed, Risda forgot to close the door of her room, so that the door was left open. Risda fell asleep in her sleep after exhaustion swimming, it makes her sleep look very slumber because only an instant his head was placed on a pillow, in fact he was asleep.

"Just go in, sir. Please replace all gas cylinders,"

"Well, this is the kitchen in the back?"

"Yes." Yeah."

At first glance Risda heard the conversation, heard a man who was working to replace the gas cylinder at home. Risda also felt someone was moving his hand, but when he glanced at no one next to him.

When she glanced at him too, she saw the figure of Lasmi who was closing the door of her room. Risda thought that the door was deliberately closed so that when the person in charge of replacing the tube did not look into Risda's room.

At that time his room was a mess, because he had not had time to clean it. Risda ignored it, and she closed her eyes again with a very fast sleep again.

When the time shows at 5 pm, Risda just woke up from her sleep. Risda also took his phone which was not having a pulse at that time, Risda used the phone only for games when he joined it. On the screen of the phone it was seen that the clock had shown at 5 pm, Risda widened her eyes because she was asleep for a very long time.

Risda did not realize that her deep sleep now almost adzan magrib. Risda stared at the door of her room that was still closed neatly, she remembered that the door had opened.

Because of her lazy self, it makes Risda still lay her body while playing her phone. He was serious about playing his phone, Risda did not pay too much attention to the surrounding atmosphere to darken.

He suddenly felt thirsty, and he rose from his sleep to open the door of his room. Risda was so shocked when the door could not be opened, she kept trying to open it but she kept failing to do so.

"Why is the door locked from the outside? How do I keep getting out?"

Tok tok tok tok

"Please! Bude open the door!"

Tok tok tok tok

"Sir Erin! Bude! Help me!"

Risda kept knocking on her bedroom door loudly, shouting for help. However, there was absolutely no one to help him, even his screams were ignored by all of them.

Risda was scared in the room, she was afraid if she could not get out of the room. Moreover, the window in his room was installed iron fence so that he would not be able to get out of his room through the window.

Tok tok tok tok

"Bude, open the door! I'm going out! Budes!"

Brak brak brak

Risda who was impatient was directly hit the door hard, he did not care if later his hand would be injured. But the door made of teak wood, not easily collapsed because only with the power of a child like Risda.

"Bude open the door! Why am I locked up here! Budes!"

Risda kept shouting to ask to be opened by everyone in the house, but no one would open the door. Almost 1 hour he shouted and knocked on the door loudly, but no one opened the door.

His body suddenly went back limp, and his head felt very dizzy. Risda immediately fell on the floor after, especially the position Risda has not eaten since she came home from the pool. Although it was farthest from the floor, one of his hands was still trying to knock on the door.

"Bude, open the door" said Risda limply.

Risda's body was shivering instantly, the coldness of the floor where she fell made her cold. Risda was unable to rise from the fall, so she let her body lie limp on the floor in the room.

"Bude's sick, please open the door."

Suddenly his chest was very painful, his face immediately turned pale, even his lips were very dry from thirst. Risda was very thirsty at this moment, even in her room there was absolutely no food or drink she could use to fill her stomach.

It seemed like the stomach acid was going to go up, even his stomach felt pain and also his chest felt like it was burning. His body was shivering at this moment, even his body temperature was increasing so much that Risda felt extremely cold.

"Bude, open the door, please. Bude bukain,"

*****

Risda awoke from her stupor long enough, not even realizing that the day had changed because outside her window it was night. Risda only realized when her hand grabbed her phone, and found that the date had changed.

The phone was completely useless, not even being able to contact others using the phone. The phone can only be used to play games, because the old-fashioned phone so it can not be used for internet connection.

"Bude, until when are you gonna lock me up like this? Why not just be killed? Why torture me like this?"

Risda looks very weak at this time, only then he recovered from his pain but now even added to the pain. Today was Sunday, and his father had said that he could not come to see him. So there is no hope for him to be free, whether until when he will continue to live in this world.

*I have no regrets if my life is not saved this time, all I regret is that I have not been able to make my parents happy. Someone's death has indeed been determined, could it be that right now I will end my life story?

If that happens, forgive me Mother, if I have to leave at this time without apologizing to you first. I'm sorry that I can't be a good child for you, I hope that after this Mother can be happy.

Mother, this hurts so much. Mother, is death painful? If so, I am experiencing it right now. It hurts me so much, I can't afford to survive any longer.

Mother, Father, forgive your son. Your son left earlier than you, if it is true that I will die now, then I will wait for you in His Heaven later. I love you guys so much, I'm sorry.

My chest hurts so much, Mother. To speak alone I am incapable of doing that, thirsty and hungry once. Mommy once told me, let's be together looking for our happiness, right? Perhaps now the time has come, I am looking for eternal happiness.

Take good care of yourself, because I can't take care of you anymore. I did not expect that we would be separated any minute, nor did I expect that I would die in this place and not in my own home.

Forgive me for always troubling you all, forgive me for being just a burden to you. In a moment, the burden of you all will be gone, you take it easy, pray me to leave quickly without having to delay nunda again*.

Risda smiled faintly with her pale face, she could not get out her words and she could only be inward. Whether he should be happy or sad at this time, happy because soon the suffering will be over, but he is also sad to have to leave his mother just like that.

His body ached all the pain, even his heart was much more painful than his entire body. His head felt very dizzy and painful, as if it would be like being stabbed by so many very painful needles.

Risda felt thirsty and hungry, but she could not do anything at this time. To stand alone he was unable to do that, especially to go take food that had to open the door of his room first.

Tok tok tok tok

"Budein. Why am I locked up here?" His words were even barely audible.

If you want to finish off Risda, it's better to just kill her than to torture her first. The sooner death comes to him, the more the burden in his life will be lessened, and the pain will not be so long.

Both of Risda's eyes were no longer able to be opened, so he had closed his eyes since it was like there was a glue that was sticking very strong. Risda could only enjoy every pain she felt, other than enjoying there was nothing else she could do.

Complaining can not reduce the pain, complaining will only add to the pain so that he does not want to complain at all. Risda seemed to be unconscious at this time, because there was no movement at all that he did, but he was still breathing and able to feel the movement in the surrounding environment.

Risda heard footsteps from outside the room, which meant that they were still inside the house and did not want to open the door for Risda. Although Risda was as strong as knocking on the door of his room, they would not open the door.

His stomach continued to sound to ask for fill, but Risda did not care at all because he could not do anything for now. Risda could only wait for death to come and pick her up so that she would not take too long to feel the pain.

Time went on, and the morning came soon. Risda was still lying on the floor of her room, she did not change position at all. Risda still closed her eyes tightly, her breathing began to feel so slow that even her heartbeat slowed down. For three days and two nights he was confined in his room, without any food or drink he received.

Thirsty, hungry, dizzy, limp, that was how he felt right now. Her tears were dripping freely without being given direction by Risda before. Even Risda did not want to shed a tear, but her tears were dripping by themselves without her command.

Risda tries to lean her body against the wall, it's Monday so there's a chance that her father will come looking for her. Risda only had to wait a few hours until his father came, but he did not know if his life would still be attached to his body later.

Time felt so slow to walk, that every second Risda continued to suffer. He wanted to kill himself, but he did not want to do that. His face was very pale, as if there would be no blood flowing there, even his lips broke from lack of drinking for him.

Risda also exuded a smile while holding her chest that felt pain, should death be greeted with happiness instead of sadness. In any case he will meet the creator, why should be sad or afraid to face it.

No matter how far away we are from death, but death is so close to us, even closer than the pulse. The most faithful angel who accompanies us is the angel of death, because only he who always accompanies us and visits us for 70x a day.

"Only God knows when death will come, and we as humans can only prepare for it. Let us not return to him in a sinful filthy state, an insulted creature is a creature that faces his Lord with filth." The words of his teacher that he always remembered. Even the words were ringing in his memory.

"We are human beings, and creatures created by the Creator perfectly than any other. We have hands, we have legs, given the mind to think, given the heart to be able to feel the pain of one another until the creation of a close relationship. Are we thankful?" The words of his teacher again which he remembered.

In these circumstances, the advice given by others continues to ring in his memory. Why was it that when his destiny was about to end, precisely those words continued to reverberate in his memory. Could this be a regret? Because he has not had time to do good, or is it just a warning if he wants to return.

"Every animate person will surely feel death, and no one will be able to escape it. Even death cannot be denied, if the time has come then we will all return to Him. A person's life and death are predetermined, no one can avoid it, nor run from death,"

Recalling the words instantly made Risda shed her tears, the words so pierced her heart.

"Sorry," he said.