My coach
Episode 162

"Mother, Risda wants to change motorcycles. Former papa, as long as it is not easy to strike," Risda's voice who was talking to his mother by phone.

"Risda want to change what? God willing if Mother has money later Mother bought a used but still good yes?"

"Yes Mother, the former is not papa as long as it is not easy to break down like this Risda motorbike."

Risda also began to tell about her pleasant day in the school environment, she rarely met her mother so she could only express her heart through her cellphone. He was very comfortable if chatting with his mother, even for hours he had done.

Risda rarely chat with people in his house, but if chatting with his mother he will feel very comfortable and comfortable. The affection he got was only in that way and money, that was the thing his mother could do. To accompany Risda's day, it was already beyond her ability.

Risda wants to change motorcycles so as not to bother others, he can not do what when the bike is on strike. Therefore, he wants to change motorcycles so as not to trouble Afrenzo again when his bike broke down on the road like before.

"Mother, when do you come home? I miss."

*****

Risda woke up early this morning, her body was very tired and had to force her to wake up because of her obligation to go to school. Risda looked at her phone, and still found it at 3am.

I don't know why he woke up at night like this, even the dawn adhan had not reverberated in the awang awang. Usually will be heard the sound of qiro'ah before the dawn adhan, but this time the atmosphere is still very quiet and only the sound of small animal animals that decorate that night.

Risda tried to close her eyes again thinking that it was too late to start, but she could not sleep at all for now. Risda decided to wake up from her sleep, and she walked towards her dresser to see her own face in front of the glass.

So random his hair at this time, the long black hair looks very messy with the tip of the hair is brownish red. It was too late to get up at this hour, but to close his eyes again he could no longer sleep.

"Gue wants to go home, this is not home for me," Guman Risda in front of the makeup mirror in his room. Every time he said that, his tears always flowed.

The world is so unfair to him. He also wants the family affection he never got, while he does not have it to be granted.

It hurts when he sees his friends happy with his family, every friend of his friend tells him about the harmony of his family, it feels like this heart always wants to cry as soon as it happens. God never realized his dream to be happy with his family, please do not tell me your happiness with your family.

His heart was very sick and he wanted to scream. No one wants to listen to his grievances, even consider it there is never let alone realize his dream to be happy with his family.

Arrive arrive...

Ting...

A message entered into Risda's cell phone, seeing it immediately made Risda reach for her phone and see who had sent it a message. An unknown number sent him a message.

Risda also saw what message was sent by the owner of the number, when the message felt not important to Risda, Risda immediately threw her phone into her bed and re-spread her body.

So long he stared at the sky of his room, not realizing that the sun was starting to shine on the earth at this time. Risda immediately rushed to the bathroom, which was outside his house because he was not used to the bathroom in his house.

The bathroom in her house was made by her sister-in-law, who thought she had no right to use the bathroom. Risda does not want to trouble others, nor does she want to accept something that the owner does not (giving by forced means ).

The cold air in the morning, coupled with the cold water made Risda a little shivering. After cleaning his body, he immediately rushed to his room and put on a blanket thick to warm his body.

"Why is the air this morning so cold than usual? Like the attitude of Afrenzo that can change."

Risda continued to shiver that morning, even though the air continued to attack him until it felt like it was freezing. Risda could not stand the cold air, so the skin felt as if it was going to be numb.

Risda put on the blanket until the time showed at 6 am, after which she rushed to go to the dining table at her Grandma's house. There Risda opened the hood of the serving there while carrying a plate, but he did not find any side dishes there.

Risda only sighed violently, this time she did not have breakfast at home. When he was about to leave his position, his Grandmother came closer to him so that Risda stopped his steps.

"Your daughter is not yet cooked, Da. Still shopping in the third, wait a little while," said his Grandmother to Risda.

"Later to have breakfast at school, Grandma. Afraid late." Silence Risda and immediately rushed to leave her Grandma.

"Da," Call her Grandma again.

"Risda departs, assalamualaikum."

After saying his greetings, Risda no longer paid any heed to the call from her Grandmother. Risda went straight back into his room to pick up his bag and went straight away on his motorcycle.

On the way, Risda was shedding her tears. Again he had to go to school without eating first, his mind could not think clearly because of so many burdens that he bore alone.

"I am just a burden, if I am not allowed to eat there mending directly talking to me. Let me not expect more to be cooked before going to school, from now on I will not take rice before being ordered, even though I have to die by starvation though."

Roughly, Risda wiped his tears with his left hand, while his right hand still held the motor gas to balance the speed of the motor. Risda's mind went somewhere, his head felt very dizzy and frowny.

Tiiinnnnnn......

The sound of the motor horn sounded very long, when at junction 3, Risda almost lost control of the motor. Another motorbike driver almost hit the Risda motorbike because of Risda's negligence, Risda reflexively stopped the motor.

"Nation!! Can I bring a motor, right? What would you like to die? Which is really dong if you bring a motor!!" Snapped someone the man who almost hit Risda's motorbike.

Risda immediately got off his bike and steered it to the edge of the road. The man also got off his motorbike and immediately approached Risda who was on the side of the road.

"Sorry Sir. Lack of focus driving earlier," said Risda softly, and was heard holding back her cries.

"Other times if driving is heart! Do not get because you want to die, you continue to endanger other riders. If you want to die, just jump off the cliff! NOT DOWN!" The man looked so angry and his tone grew even higher towards Risda.

"You're right. Maybe suicide is the best course for me right now, thanks to the advice."

Someone immediately pulled Risda's hand, Risda who was resigned also let the person pull it just like that. The person immediately moved his hand to touch Risda's chin, and made Risda stare at him.

"Never think like that" he told Risda. "I'm sorry, sir. The mentality is not good, I will compensate the loss of the Father if there is," he said again to the angry man.

"No need. Next time tell your friends not to bother the other riders," the man immediately left the place.

Risda had been silent since then and as if she would daydream without caring about the surrounding situation, her mind was really chaotic and she could only bow her head and silence a thousand languages.

"Gue wants to die, Renzo. Tired of living, I'm like a burden to live on."

"Go to school with me, you put my motor home."

"No need. I can go alone," Risda also flicked the hand of Afrenzo who held his wrist.

Without a word, Afrenzo immediately took the key of Risda's motorbike and put it in his pants pocket. Risda looks furious at the man, and he tries to take him back but can't.

"RENZOS! No turning!" Shouted Risda.

"No!"

"Reverse!" Risda kept shouting asking for Afrenzo to return the keys to his bike.

Afrenzo still kekeh not to give it to Risda, until finally Risda dropped his body on the ground because tired. Risda was crying at that moment, the tears that had been resistant to her had slid so hard.

"Renzo turned the key to my bike" said Risda softly and sounded a very painful sobbing from the girl's mouth.

"Gue will turn back if you've been meningan, now go with me."

"No. Turning my motorbike key now, I want to go alone, I do not want to bother others. Go back to me, I beg you! Hiks. hiks... hiks.."

Afrenzo who stood in front of Risda immediately knelt in front of the girl, he looked at Risda's face that looked swollen, and he touched his chest that hurt when he saw Risda crying like that.

"Renzo, I don't want to live anymore. I'm just a burden, I often bother people," said Risda softly and it felt like his heart was very sick.

"Lo in what'in again the same lo family? Speaking to me, I'm coming to your house right now."

Hearing that immediately made Risda move both hands to hold the clenched right hand of Afrenzo, Risda clasped the hand of Afrenzo until he felt that the hand of the man was shaking.

Risda shook her head strongly rejecting the man's words, "Don't! I don't want them why, I don't want my relationship to get worse, Renzo."

"But they've gone too far, Da! I don't like to see you cry."

"Let me just die, Renzo. If I don't exist, they can be happy without me."

"Omong empty! No creature created by God is in vain."

"Renzo please, don't ever meet them like this, I don't want you to fight with my family."

Afrenzo was silent to hear the plea from Risda, he could only sigh violently. "There are only two options, I go to your house, or go to school with me. Choose where?" Lorenzo charged Risda with two tough choices for Risda.

"Renzo, give me the keys back. Pliss... I beg you."

"That means choosing the first option? Okay fine, don't block me!"

"No!"

Risda immediately grabbed the hand of the man who was about to stand, Risda immediately stood up to align his body with Afrenzo even though the height of the two was far different. Risda also held her head that was suddenly very dizzy, it felt as if the whole world was spinning in her view.

Risda's body suddenly hoyor just like that, and was immediately captured by Afrenzo so that he did not fall. Afrenzo leaned Risda's head on his field, Risda was comfortable in such a position.

"Don't argue anymore." Pungkas.

Risda nodded his head slowly, and Afrenzo immediately told him to sit on his bike. While he was, he immediately climbed Risda's motorbike and took it away to put it in his garage.

*****

Both have reached the school yard, Risda directly down from the motorbike of Afrenzo when the second pass through the school gate. Afrenzo then pushed his bike towards the parking lot, while Risda followed him from behind while holding the bike.

"Renzo, I'm going to class first, okay?" Ask Risda.

"alright. If you need anything you know me" said Afrenzo.

"Yes." Yeah."

Risda immediately walked towards his class, Afrenzo himself immediately rushed to the school field more precisely digergbang entrance school. Afrenzo is the chairman of OSIS, and should exemplify that for all other students.

Not the first time Risda's class was going, but she immediately rushed to the school cafeteria. Risda immediately sat her body on one of the empty benches there, and she ordered food to the canteen mother who was even cooking.

"Why again? No more breakfast?" The question came from a grown man who suddenly appeared near Risda.

"Home cooked belly, sir. Instead of waiting to mature but late in, mending breakfast here," replied Risda to a man who was none other than Hajirohman, a great swordsman who became the owner of the canteen and coach of the Afrenzo.

"Good good, assuring myself hehe... But why are my eyes swollen? Crying out?"

"Nearly the same collision the man was about to leave, but luckily there was Renzo, sir."

"Collision? No one was hurt, right?"

"No, sir. Thank God no one was hurt at all,"

"Good good... Wait a minute the rice is ripe, Mr. in first, want to make fried."

"Yes sir."

Hajirohman rushed into the canteen, while Risda sat alone waiting for his order to be made by the seller. Because of the gab, he immediately opened the book he brought, and he read it to eliminate his boredom.