My coach
Episode 140's

On the way Risda kept her eyes closed, but her hands still held tight to the jacket worn by Sandi. Slowly the grip began to stretch because he almost entered the subconscious, but the cloth that binds his body makes it not easy to fall.

Sandi knows that it is not good to bring someone who is seriously ill on the street especially the two, because of the risk that the pain will fall. Therefore, he before setting out to tie Risda's body to his own body using a cloth, so that Risda does not fall on the road.

"Da, are you sleeping?" Ask Sandi to Risda.

Risda himself heard the call a little, but his eyes were very difficult to open at this moment, as if there would be a very strong glue being stuck. Risda did not hear the call from her father, and she was busy closing her eyes.

Risda also felt his nose was very itchy, he was disturbed from his sleep. Risda rubbed her itchy nose, and found a glimmer of blood in her hand. Risda widened her eyes, and she rubbed them with her clothes.

"Don't let anyone know," Inner Risda cried out.

"Da, why?" Tanya Sandi who felt the movement from Risda.

"Risda's just dizzy, Dad. Risda's not papa,"

Risda then raised her head so that the blood coming out of her nose stopped flowing. His body grew weaker and weaker, even his head started to lean back on his father's shoulders. His hands no longer hold on to Sandiri's clothes, even to raise his own hands he was not able to.

"Da, handle!" Shouted Sandi panicked when she felt the limp body of her child.

Risda did not care at all about the scream from Sandi, because his own head felt very heavy and dizzy. Long enough they are on the way, akhinya they arrive also at the destination.

Seeing the arrival of Risda who was tied behind Sandi's body, it made her Grandmother very surprised and immediately came to her. Not only his grandmother but also Grandpa, Brother, and neighbors also took a close look.

"He why?" Beautiful Tanya.

"Risda why? What happened to him?" Ask her grandmother worried.

"Let him rest inside,"

Without lingering any longer, Sandi then lifted Risda's body to enter her house. Risda was unable to walk anymore, so Sandi immediately lifted him up and took him to his room in the house.

"Make a warm drink," Sandi told Indah.

"No, Dad. Risda wants to rest, "Risda said weakly and sounded very soft.

Risda said while closing her eyes, Her own grandmother immediately took a compress for her because Risda's body felt very hot. They did not listen to Risda's words, and they immediately made Risda a warm drink.

"Why him?" Ask Grandma.

"No idea, Mom. I have come like this here, if I take it home and let it be cared for at home. He must have not eaten either" Sandi said.

Risda with both eyes closed was still listening to the talk of people who were around him, both eyes do want to keep closed but both ears are still able to listen to the sound of the voice around it.

"Da, sit down first. Let's drink the drink," said Beautiful who finished to make a warm drink for Risda.

Risda himself did not give his reaction to Indah, it made Sandi directly reach behind his head and sit him down. Sandi also leaned Risda's head on her chest, and then helped Risda to drink the warm drink so that her condition improved.

"Drink first, finish this new take medicine," said Sandi.

"No way," answered Risda.

"If you don't want to take medicine, will you if the pain continues?" Beautiful speech with an unpleasant tone.

"Ndah, your sister is sick. It should be softer to him" said Sandi, staring at her eldest son.

Beautiful was silent while staring at the face of Risda who was closing her eyes, Sandi herself and then bring the end of the warm drink glass was lipped by Risda. Not even the drink reached his throat, suddenly Risda spewed water that was in his stomach very much.

Risda who only ate during the day when she came home from school was making her body unable to withstand the burden in her life, so that made her immediately fall ill just like that. Usually Risda will eat 3 times a day, but after staying with Lasmi he only ate once and when he returned to school.

"If like this mending brought to the hospital alone, drinks just do not go into let alone food?" Grandpa.

"Let me take her to the hospital first, let her get help" Sandi said.

"All of you are hospitalized, so you can be supervised by the Doctor,"

"Yes, Dad."

"No need," said Risda quietly.

Risda did not want to be taken to the hospital, she did not even want to be paired with an infusion in her hand because she was afraid of getting sick. Sandi again rested Risda's head in her pillow, to let the girl rest.

"Don't be a wayward child, anyway what's wrong? If it hurts gini, who bothers?" Beautiful with its bright.

"If I were dead, you wouldn't bother anymore. I'm sorry for always troubling you," Inner Risda.

Risda also felt that his consciousness was gone, he only saw darkness at the end of the view that he could see. They thought that Risda had only closed her eyes, but in fact she began to lose her own consciousness.

Risda did not know what they were saying afterwards, there was only the silence and darkness she felt at this moment. I don't know how long he was unconscious, but when he woke up he had seen the figure of the Goddess sitting on the bed.

"Mother," said Risda.

"What are you sick with, Da? Why can this be so," asked Dewi worried as she put tears in front of Risda.

"When did you come?" Asked Risda who was without answering the question from the previous Goddess.

"At 1 hour ago, we were taking you to the hospital, Da. Let's go,"

"No need, Bun. Risda's not papa, just tired,"

"Fatigue? Why tired?"

Dewi was surprised to hear Risda's words, Risda herself could not be honest with her mother because she did not want to make her mother was worried about her. Moreover, he had been put in place like a maid by Lasmi, and he did not want if he had to decide his school just for the sake of it.

"Fatigue playing with friends," replied Risda while forcing herself to smile.

"Yes Bun, sorry Risda yes. Risda won't be tired anymore,"

Dewi then rubbed Risda's head slowly, Risda closed her eyes because of the dizziness. Dewi was about to take her to the hospital to find out her condition, but Risda continued to refuse that.

For Risda it is better if he wants to die, then just die rather than having to know about the condition of his own body. It would make him suffer, and there were too many bans for him.

It can be seen from both eyes that Risda is holding a deep pain, he also felt that his heart felt very painful let alone used to move. Therefore, Risda seemed to just stand still without moving because if she moved then she would feel pain.

"Let's go to the hospital" said the Goddess once again.

"No need, Risda doesn't have a papa, Bun. Just sleepy,"

"You've been sleeping, Da. Cook still sleepy anyway? You really aren't papa, are you? Don't lie to Mother."

"Really, Bun. Risda is not papa,"

"A Mother can feel the lies of her child, Mother does not like if Risda lies. What's that sick? Why is your face so sad?"

"It's just a wonder that Mother, Risda just woke up was already rumored. Risda was just tired," Risda reasoned again.

So many lies that he has done, even he hides everything himself without wanting anyone to know about his life. He did not want others to worry about him, and instead Risda felt like a burden to the people around him.

Risda is a liar, no matter what he says is not true about the condition of his body. Risda was never honest about her feelings and also her own heart, even she lied to everyone with a smile and a sentence is fine.

Whatever happened to him, he always said it was okay to everyone and even put on a fake smile. Whatever happens to him, other people should not know it, so he keeps his own secret without even telling the people around him, even though it is a close friend.

"Risda belom eat right? What's Risda gonna buy?" Ask the Goddess who remembered what Sandi said about Risda who had not eaten.

"Risda's very nauseous, Bun. Risda doesn't want to eat," Risda said as she shook her head slowly.

"But Risda must eat, let the spit be healed,"

"Not like to eat. I'll throw up again,"

Risda still refused to eat, but the Goddess continued to force her to eat so that her stomach was filled. Akhinya Risda could not refuse anymore and Dewi also put the mush marrow of his mouth, and not long after Risda was regurgitated again.

"Risda said it, Bun. Risda doesn't want to eat anymore" Risda said after vomiting until her throat hurt.

"Did Risda not want to heal?" The question was thrown from the mouth of the Goddess while staring at Risda.

"Mother..."

"Let's eat a little, let the stomach have its contents, Da. The nausea is withheld first, let the porridge come in,"

"Where's it going, Bun? Go in a little bit already back, even out all,"

"Let's not vomit, please,"

"Difficult."

Either, Risda did not understand the words of his mother at all, how could vomiting be held back? Yeah, no can. Risda only sighed violently, and then she returned to her body because she could not afford to continue leaning.

*****

Risda was sleeping on her stomach in her mattress, the figure of a man sitting next to her while massaging her legs and hands. Risda's face looks like she is holding back the pain, even she wants to scream because of the pain.

Not only the pain of a massage he felt, but the heat created from his body that made him feel even more tormented. The man also wrote something on his hands and feet using something so cold, Risda could not see what it was like.

"Something purposely made him sick like this" said the man who was none other than his shaman uncle.

"How do you mean?" Ask the curious Goddess.

"There was a dislike for Risda, so she sent black magic to hurt Risda. If left to continue, then he will be more tormented later," explained the uncle.

Risda herself who heard that only heard it indifferently, she did not believe what a shaman said even though the shaman was her own uncle. His uncle was named Pandi, a person who was able to play magic in his large family.

Risda also justu other minded. He once thwarted the relationship between his mother and the sister of Lasmi. Maybe that makes Lasmi not like him, because Risda does not want her mother to marry the man.

Not without reason he refused the relationship, but because Risda understood the attitude of the man. Whatever Risda asks will be directly followed by the man as a medium to approach his mother, and Risda tested it himself by asking for strange and expensive things.

From there he could find out that the man was not sincere with his mother, because the man lied to Risda a lot. He should be honest if he does not have money, but what he says is even more complicated.

Not only Lasmi who is crazy for money, but the man is also so. They only want his mother Risda as his asset, because his mother is working and has a decent salary for them.

Even this time, Risda was sick for almost 1 full month. During that time he did not enter any food so that his body weight was reduced drastically. Despite trying to be healed by Pandi, but there is no change at all to him.

"Oh Allah, I am resigned to whatever happens. Servant leave everything to You, life and death only You know. If it is destined to heal, then heal, if it is destined to die then make it easy," said Risda lirih while holding his chest where his heart is located.

Risda was not able to if pain like this continues, even almost a month he did not get off his bed. Risda felt her whole body ache, even as if the pain was growing day by day.

So many things have been done for Risda, even when examined in the hospital they did not find any disease experienced by Risda. Until one quiet night, in his sleep Risda saw someone who came into his dream.

Risda didn't recognize who it was, never even saw it anywhere. He smiled at her, a smile so beautiful to see.

"Who are you?" Ask Risda.

"Rise up from your bed, and try to slow down. Don't let your pain get in the way of your footsteps" said someone in Risda's dream.

A few seconds later, Risda opened her eyes wide, and her heart was beating with a bang after waking up abruptly. Risda was staring at the wall clock, and the time still showed at 2 am.

Risda tried to rise from her sleep like what someone said in her dream. Risda then slowly stepped on the ground, but a miracle came to approach her, and the pain she felt was slowly lessened than before.