
A sense of happiness, haru, and excitement is felt by Johan when welcoming the presence of his baby. Although it looks indifferent to Amelia, but in fact Johan is very much waiting for the presence of their son.
His son becomes a new spirit for Johan to live his life is almost destroyed, destroyed by his sadness and regret.
After his meeting with Vani yesterday, his heart felt calmer and more peaceful even though he could not be denied also if he still always missed Vani. The presence of his son became the bidder when Johan felt sad and missed, Vani. Only by remembering that he will soon become a father can make him happy again
"Where are you going, Jo?" renata asked Johan who looked neatly out of his room.
"There's business outside!" replied Johan who had started to want to speak even though his attitude was now a little cold from before
"You didn't take Amelia?" asked Rizal who was ignored by Johan, who had passed by them out of the house and had entered his car.
As he had wanted before. Johan, who has been able to walk on his own even though he has not fully recovered, intends to do what he wants to do lately. Go buy all the needs of his son, give all the best for his son in starting from decorating a room that is beside his own room in his apartment.
Thirty minutes later. Johan arrived at the largest shopping center there, he walked into the shopping center looking for the most complete and best baby equipment store there.
The figure of Johan who is handsome with his casual appearance, but still looks neat makes every woman who sees of course will be fascinated by him. Not only one or two women who try to get his attention, even many people who cross paths with him try to give a smile and improve their appearance hoping if Johan is interested, he said, but at all it will not be seen in the eyes of Johan whose heart has been filled with one name, Vani.
Seeing Johan enter the baby supply store, they do not give up because they realize that Johan may have been tied to another woman, but instead they are even more amazed by the figure of Johan who looks very excited to choose every item he wants.
"Truly the perfect man," so the women who saw him.
After being satisfied with the selected item. Johan paid for everything, which could not be said a little because everything Johan bought was very much in preparation for the birth of his son. In fact, it could be said that the goods Johan bought more than the goods that had been prepared by Amelia and her parents.
"Please deliver to this address, yes Mba!" said Johan gave his address to the cashier of the store, who nodded in admiration looking at Johan who did not respond at all.
From behind Johan, a woman approaches him. Then asked a question that had been very eager to be asked, in addition to being curious, he approached Johan also because he wanted to seek the attention of Johan.
"What is all this preparation for the birth of your child, sir?" tanyakanya.
"Yes, this is all for my son!" johan replied very loudly suppressing the word 'My son.'
From the way Johan answered the woman's question, making everyone can see if Johan is very happy and very much looking forward to the presence of his son and of course they think that Johan also loves his wife very much. Evidently from the way he prepared everything himself with great enthusiasm.
"It's lucky that the woman became his wife!" muttered the shopkeeper looked at Johan who had already stepped out from there.
"True, I was very envious and curious about the woman who became his wife!" another woman's.
An hour later. Johan arrived at his residence which had not been visited by him for a long time after the disaster he had just experienced. The apartment that holds so many beautiful memories between himself and Vani, the woman he still loves so much until this moment.
The waiter who served there looked happily and compassionately at his employer who had just entered the apartment.
"Welcome, Mr. Johan," said all the servants to welcome Johan.
"Thank you." replied Johan flatly, passing everyone who was there.
Johan began to walk around every corner of his apartment to his room. Throughout his footsteps that continue to step, his heart also again feels pain when staring at the photos of his togetherness with Vani who is still beautifully displayed on every wall of the house he passes.
"If I could re-enjoy a time when we were always the same as we used to be, but it would be impossible!" johan said inwardly trying to throw away her memory of Vani.
Entering his room, Johan's chest became more painful when he again saw a photo that was much larger than the photo he had previously seen mounted on the wall just above the head of the bed.
Johan was silent looking around his room trying to find Vani's whereabouts or traces of Vani's whereabouts, but still he did not find it, making Johan re-conscious if everything was really over. Vani is no longer reachable, and Vani can only be loved in silence, in his heart.
"I always wish you happiness, Van. Even if I am not with you, I will ensure your happiness. I will be your protector and always be your adore" Johan said in a photo.
Even though his heart felt very heavy to do so. Johan ultimately decided to slowly take down every photo and memory of Vani in his room. Not intended to forget Vani, just that he wanted to love his own heart, so as not to always feel sad when he saw it. Trying to live a better life brings her love to Vani which is enough she keeps tight in her heart.
"May you always be happy, dear!" said Johan rubbed Vani's face in the photo, then kissed it long enough, before finally bringing out the picture frames from his room.
Johan shouted to the servant who was close enough to him and often helped him there.
"Bi, please keep these photos. Please also lower all the photos of Vani in this house," Johan asked after the art was in front of him.
"Everything, Sir?" tanya Art answered a nod by Johan.
"After that, please clean my room Bi. Please remove all traces of Vani here!" johan said again looking a little quivering as she said it.
Removing Vani's tracks in his life was one of the hardest things for Johan. How can he live without the presence of Johan, but considering all is best for all Johan convinced himself to strongly do it.
"Alright, sir!" answer art obediently.