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The wedding that was supposed to be held royally was forced to cancel when Amanda or Johan opposed it.
Both do not want to hold a lively wedding what else is attended by many people, they just want a closed marriage.
"You ready?" rizal asked his son.
"Ready prepared," replied Johan flatly.
"Johan, I hope you don't make the same mistake again, this is your second marriage, lest this second marriage fail as before. Although this marriage is not because of love, but papa hopes this marriage will be the beginning of your happiness to age happily together," said Rizal gave input to his son.
"Between me and the woman, I didn't have any relationship, I married her because I had to and also because Arsen liked her so much. I also married her only as a serial marriage," Johan replied.
"Jo try to accept his presence in your life, lest you regret it as before. Remember Jo, didn't you promise to change?" said Rizal again.
"I'm not going to cover up what happened to that woman, I'm going to be frank with her if I won't be able to love her or accept her as my wife, I don't want her to wish me," johan's reply surprised Rizal.
"You're going to do the same thing as Amelia?" tanyanya could not believe it.
"No. I'll be nice to her, it's just that I can't give her love" replied Johan.
"Why should you marry her if you don't want to try to accept her and love her? Marriage is not a trial, Jo. When did you understand all that?" ask the father annoyed.
"I've already told you why, I'll talk about all this later to him and let him decide. That woman also seems to dislike me, maybe we can be a good partner to look after the kids!" johan replied casually.
"You sure? What if she loves you?"
"If he loves me later, I hope I can repay him, because if he doesn't, he will be hurt. I don't want to make her fall in love with me, but I'll try to accept her as a mother to Arsen" said Johan, who is still muddy with her stance.
"It looks like it's time to go down, the show's about to start." Johan walked out first.
There are no magnificent or festive wedding decorations there, just a living room that is arranged a little more different than usual where the wedding ceremony will be held.
Johan sat in front of the ruler without regard to the circumstances surrounding him. He who had previously felt nothing and did not give any reaction to his marriage which was only counting the minutes left in that title, was now stiffened, his body trembling violently, and his, his heart was pounding when he saw the figure that was right behind his parents.
The figure of a woman who has fully occupied her heart, her eyes glazed over to the woman who is so beautiful in the Muslim dress. Johan who could not help the turmoil in his heart, stood up and moved away from the location of his wedding, making everyone who was there wonder what really happened.
"What's this?" ask penghulu.
"It's okay, he's just groggy, he'll be right back" Renata replied, then stood up to Johan.
Amanda who had just entered the room of course saw everything that happened, just like those who were confused, she also felt the same way.
Everyone wondered where Johan was? The man was currently behind their house. Trying to calm his heart that again felt so tight when he saw a figure that he so longed to be in his home.
"Johan" said Renata, touching Johan's shoulder.
"Why did Mom invite him? Why did Mama tell him all this?" asked Johan in a high tone to his mother.
"Jo, I'm sorry Mama. But Mama thinks Vani and her family are our relatives, so there's no harm in her inviting them" Renata said. If from the beginning he knew the marriage would be in a closed title, of course he would not invite Vani.
"Ma, I can't do all this, what's in front of him, how could I possibly marry another woman in front of the woman who still occupies my heart, how could it be, Mah?" johan said involuntarily dripping her tears.