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Regretting

Sadness, regret and disappointment enveloped Alan.

He stood on the edge of the abyss staring at the night sky while holding a photo in his hand, a wedding photo of him as the groom inside.

"Why can I be so stupid? If all that's not true, why is all that evidence so clear about you, Nda? Why didn't I give you a chance to explain, why didn't I try to find out the truth? I should have realized that my family never liked you. I'm sorry" he said, staring at the photo in his hand.

It is clear from the look in his eyes if he is enveloped by sadness and longing for his partner who is in the photo in his hand.

Her fingers moved gently rubbing the face of a smiling woman in a wedding dress that was so beautiful wrapped her body. a beautiful smile that he would never forget from the woman he once was and may still be in his heart.

The concern floated on the memory of the moment where the photo was taken. The happy day was real and ever happened, a beautiful day where he managed to justify his partner, the woman he loved even without the blessing of his parents.

"I promise I will always make you happy." The sentence that Alan used to say to Manda also became a lash for himself because Alan did not prove his words, because what happened was precisely Alan became the person who hurt Manda the most.

"I'm sorry, Nda. Forgive me for doubting your love" he said, limping down on the edge of the abyss.

A rider who had just crossed the road, backtracked when he thought someone was going to do something bad.

Yeah, that guy thinks Alan's going to kill himself that's why he's coming to Alan right away.

"The problem will never be solved if it's not resolved" said the man, distracting Alan.

"What do you mean?" alan asked annoyed.

"Everyone has problems, but not everyone can solve them. However, trying to solve the problem is something that must be tried. If you have a problem, try to solve it, not run away from it" the person said.

"I hurt my wife, I accuse her of doing something she never even did, I tricked her, I betrayed her and I ruined her life," alan admitted his mistake made the person who heard it slowly understand the problem Alan was facing.

"Go meet him, apologize and admit all your mistakes" he said.

"He won't forgive me, I've hurt him so much" Alan replied.

"You haven't done it yet, how do you know the result. Try to fight for him if you still love him" the man said.

Ten minutes into a story with a stranger, Alan gets excited to go after Amanda. The first thing he does is find out the address of Johan's family, because Alan knows Manda must be there.

Alan's destination was the Pramana residence. After finding out the whereabouts of Johan's family home, Alan finally finds it. He was already in front of the gate of the mansion, waiting for permission from the homeowner to enter there.

"Who?" johan asked as those in the living room were just about to disperse.

"No, you know, sir. The man's condition looks bad" said the waiter.

"Let him in!" decreed Johan.

"Jo, are you sure?" ask Renata.

"What if Manda–"

"Ma, I believe in my wife. He promised me and I believe he will not break his promise" Johan said.

Alan went inside the high gate, parked his car in a parking lot, then got out of his car, stepped into the door of the luxury house owned by the Johan family.

"Please come in, sir. Mr. Johan is already waiting for you inside!" said the waiter let Alan into the house, led him to Johan who was sitting in the living room with his parents. As his foot stepped, Alan's gaze turned to and fro hoping to find what he was looking for, but there was no sign of Amanda being there, and it made Alan even more agitated.

Through his gaze, Johan ordered the servant to go upstairs, making sure his wife and two children were not disturbed by Alan's presence which might make a scene there.

Renata, who understood his son's intentions, also left and Rizal thought it was much more up than his wife who exploded there.

Johan's gaze returned to the man who had a bad impression in the eyes of his family, the stupid man who had wasted Manda.

"What do you need to do here?" ask Johan.

"Before introducing me, I'm Alan, Amanda's husband," Alan said, introducing himself as Amanda's husband and it made Johan laugh to hear it.

"Husband?" he asked Alan who looked unhappy with the way Johan looked at him.

"Yes, I'm her husband" replied Alan loudly who responded with a mocking smile from Johan.

'Not a husband, but an ex-husband because Amanda is my wife, ' Johan said.

"Why are you looking at me like that? I'm right her husband" Alan said again offended by Johan's gaze.

"What kind of husband? The husband who pretended to be dead and followed your family's plan tricked Amanda? A husband who leaves his wife and is easily engaged to another woman? A husband who can't protect his wife and can't trust his wife? Is that the kind of husband you mean?" johan asks Alan who can't answer because everything Johan says is true. He's a very bad husband, a husband who's done so much wrong.

"You should be grateful to be given a companion as good as Amanda. A woman who has a soft heart, a woman who takes care of her love very well in a man even though the man has been declared dead. But you're a stupid guy, you trust your family more than you know if your family doesn't like Amanda. You know how bad your family's treatment is to Manda, but Amanda never once paid her back for respecting you, but you don't know her and her family very well, you cannot judge what is right and what is wrong. Now enjoy the fruit of your stupidity," Johan said, directly berating Alan.

"I admit I'm guilty, I'm such a stupid man, I'm such a bad husband for hurting him. I want to apologize to Amanda, please tell me where she is! If he's here, please let me meet him," Alan asked, revealing his frustrated face.

"I beg you!"