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Where He Might Like Me
Manda wakes up earlier than Johan. Manda did not know if last night Johan had touched it even though it was just a kiss on the forehead, if Manda knew, maybe both of them would be wrong. Manda who was just about to get off the bed turned her head when she realized that Johan was also awake. "I'm sorry I woke you up" he said.
Johan smiled, speaking in his heart. 'Good morning my wife.' It's only in the heart that Johan doesn't want Manda to be the ilfil to him if she finds out Johan is putting a taste in her, breaking the agreement they've made not to bring feelings into their relationship.
"I didn't wake up because of you" replied Johan smiling. "Let's pray together, we've never prayed together!" invite Johan to make Manda look surprised at him.
Johan came down from the bed to Manda who was still standing still looking at him. "the hunt! I'll clean up in the next room, you get ready. We pray together" Johan said again with a smile that he almost always shows Manda.
"What's wrong with her? Is he delirious? Does he know what he's saying?" manda muttered after Johan came out of the room.
Manda tries to ignore Johan's attitude and enters the bathroom. Ten minutes later when Manda came out of the bathroom, Manda was surprised by the presence of Johan who was neat with his prayer clothes. "Why see me like that? I know I'm handsome" said Johan, smiling again.
Oh my God, what's wrong with him? What's wrong with me? Why has my heart been beating so much faster lately? Manda said in his heart.
"Why do you daydream every time I talk. What's up?" johan asked closer to Manda who actually stepped back to see him. "Did I scare you?" ask Johan again.
"No. It's not like that. I just feel weird about your unusual attitude" Manda replied honestly.
"alright. I-i understand. But, from now on you have to get used to my attitude," said Johan again back to his original position where he had held a prayer mat for them.
Renata could not help her tears dripping out seeing something so moving and soothing to her heart. Amanda's existence in their family really makes Renata feel if her son's suffering is over. Renata is there with Neisha and Arsen because Neisha wakes up and searches for Amanda's whereabouts, hearing Neisha's cries, Arsenio also awakens and they intend to meet Manda in her room.
'Thank you, God. Thank you for all of this, Renata said in her heart.
"Oma, I'm glad to see Papa and Mama praying together" Arsenio looked at Renata. "Oma crying?" he asked Renata, who was still holding Neisha, who had stopped crying when he saw Manda, even though Manda and Johan, who were praying, turned her back.
"No, Oma just felt good to see this. Just like you," said Renata again in a soft voice, then closed again the door to Johan and Manda's room which was initially slightly open.
Manda kissed Johan's hand after she finished her prayer and something shocking happened again when Johan replied by gently rubbing Manda's head and then peeping at her. 'I wish you all the best, ' Johan said.
"Jo" said Manda in response to what had just happened.
The two look at meet. Johan's gaze was full of gentleness with Manda's eyes filled with confusion.
"Sorry, I got carried away!" johan said smiling awkwardly became misbehaved.
Johan, embarrassed by his behavior and afraid that Manda might think badly of him, rushed out of the room. In contrast to Amanda who was still silent in her place thinking about all the peculiarities of Johan's attitude to her. "What's wrong with her? Is she Me–" Manda shook her head. "Geez, what am I thinking, where might he like me," he said again trying to get rid of the existing mind.