
Johan takes Amanda into his arms after hearing all the stories from Manda. Johan did not expect Amanda to have a bad past life. Pity and annoyance enveloped Johan. Iba looked at his wife and was annoyed at people who had been rude to her.
"I'm sure he's alive, Jo. What exactly was the purpose of them doing this to me?" ask Amanda crying in Johan's arms.
Johan let go of his embrace, cupping Amanda's cheeks. Her fingers moved to wipe away the tear marks on Amanda's face. "Stop crying, I feel so claustrophobic watching you cry. Calm yourself, I am with you whenever you need," Johan said softly and unconsciously peeling Amanda's forehead.
Amanda who received unusual treatment from Johan immediately felt calm, her heartbreak seemed to disappear when she heard the words of Johan who said there would always be a time when Manda needed. Guilt is also present in Amanda's heart as she discusses Alan with the man who clearly bears her status as her husband.
"I'm sorry, Jo." Amanda looked at Johan with her hard-to-read look.
"No need to apologize, everyone has a past. You know everything about me and now I know everything about you. Doesn't that complete our relationship?" said Johan who immediately became wrong after saying that.
Johan let go of his embrace and sat back quietly keeping his distance from Amanda, gazing towards Alan's grave. "If you want, I can easily find out about Alan."
"Are you really going to help me?" ask Amanda again to not believe Johan's words.
Johan nodded. "I don't think your life will ever calm down before you know the truth of it all. That's why I'm gonna help you find out about Alan."
I also want to know how you react after knowing if Alan is already or really still alive, Nda. I also want to decide something for our relationship after seeing your reaction later. Inner Johan.
Amanda consciously hugged Johan, Johan did not mind it. In front of the tomb is clear the existence of the tomb of Amelia who is also there, the two embrace as if calming each other. Without them noticing if an eyeless figure from a distance smiled at the two, a figure that neither could see but might be able to be felt by their presence.
Amanda let go of her embrace and turned her head in various directions. "What's wrong?" ask Johan.
"I feel like someone is watching us" he replied.
"Those who have been lying quietly here must have been watching us" Johan said.
Amanda stood up. "I want to visit him" he said, glancing at the tomb bearing Alan's name and then starting to walk away from it, followed by Johan behind him.
Amanda's heart skipped a beat again, her body shook and sadness again enveloped her after standing right in a tomb bearing the name Amelia.
Amanda sat next to the tomb gently rubbing the gravestone with her tears flowing out without Manda noticing.
Johan who saw that wondered. Was his wife so crybaby that it was so easy to shed tears. Johan sat down next to Amanda.
"Mels. Here comes Amandaโmy wife. He's the one who's now replacing you looking after Arsenio. Your son really likes it" Johan said, introducing Amanda to Amelia's grave.
Amanda's tears just kept flowing. The sadness enveloped her that Manda herself did not understand why she was so sad to see Amelia's tomb.
"Hai Brother. How are you doing there?" The question came out of Amanda's mouth. Johan who was next to him continued to look at him with a difficult gaze to interpret, various questions present were opened to see the reaction of the Manda.
"I'm sorry for taking your place" Manda said, continuing to speak to Amelia's grave.
Johan let Amanda continue to talk to Amel's grave, but she also continued to pay attention to Amelia's actions as if she was talking so intimately to someone she had known for a long time.
Is it because they have similar faces, or what is it exactly? Why do I feel they both have a strong bond. Are they really twins? Johan wondered in his heart.
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Hi everybody. Sorry, brother, I'm up as it is and just got up again. I'm really busy right now, so it's hard to find time to write. May you understand and thank you always for your support. ๐๐๐ค๐ค