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Missed Vani
When Arsen and his opa oma were joking with laughter in the living room, Johan was on the balcony of his room staring at the night sky.
The handsome thirty-five-year-old fell silent looking up at the night sky, as longing again and again always haunted him.
As hard as he tried, he tried to forget and cast the shadow of Vani, and emphasized to his heart that Vani would no longer be able to reach, but his heart still glorified the name of Vani. His love was still fixed on one name that was Stevani.
Johan looked at the photo that had been in his hand and he held it in his chest, looking at a photo that showed a beautiful face that was smiling beside him.
Johan recalled the day when his life felt so happy with Vani. Getting such a sincere love from him.
Every day Johan always feels happy and excited to live his days when Vani is his lover. A woman who always gives a beautiful smile that adorns her days. Since Vani's presence as well, Johan has always felt perfect as a man. Johan also remembered Amelia, if only Amelia was alive then maybe her feelings for Vani had disappeared because before Amelia died, Johan had thought to start everything.
Johan really became a lucky man when he had Vani in his life, but with his determination he actually broke the heart of Vani who always fought for their relationship.
It is vividly remembered in Johan's mind when he openly gave wounds to the woman he now loved so much, he said, the late woman he fought for when he foolishly accepted the match and betrayed Vani.
"Why? Why am I so stupid? Why God? Why do you make me so stupid. Uh...!" he said while hitting the wall very hard to make the back of his hand bleed due to the blow he continued to do.
Johan slumped to the floor, drowning his head on both knees. His heart hurts every time he remembers the woman he loves. Johan is eager to see Vani tell him that she still loves Johan so much, and Johan is eager to pour out his heart on Vani, but he has promised Vani and his wife that he will try to forget Vani, even though in fact it is very difficult.
Johan was eager to meet Vani to let go of his longing, but he himself was also unable to meet Vani, unable to look at the beautiful face he had made crying. Unable to see Vani, he will be reminded of all his folly.
In the same place, without Johan realizing that the woman who had given birth to him was not far behind him, he saw and heard everything his son said.
Renata could not hold back her tears from seeing her son's condition. Five years later, Renata thinks time has changed everything and it can make Johan forget everything, but it turns out everything is wrong. His son only pretended to be tough to cover up the real situation where his heart was still shackled in the memories of the past that ensnared him.
Renata only realized his stupidity, it's only natural that until now Johan has not brought a single woman to him, Renata always thinks that Johan is very choosy, but in fact, he is, his son still can not forget his former lover and that is why Johan is still alone. Until finally he introduced a woman who is similar to the late wife ga who he was forced to marry because of a mistake.
'Lord, I beg of you, give my son a chance to be happy, give happiness to my son I beg you!' renata said in his heart.