
Vani slowly opened her eyes. When his consciousness completely returned, Vani stared around the room that he realized was a hospital room.
"Thank God, you finally realized too" said Esi who was there.
"You brought me here?" vani asked quietly because his body still felt weak.
"No. I don't know who brought you here. Last time I called you, someone answered him and told me you were here. What's the matter, Van why is it like this? Did something happen?" Esi asked back to make Vani back in tears, when she recalled the painful reality that had befallen her.
Vani's cry broke out, Vani completely re-released all the cries of grief that were truly torturing his soul and body.
Although I don't know what happened yet. Seeing and hearing the cries of his best friend made Esi sad too. Esi can feel if at this time Vani is really down.
"Tell me. What was? Is this about Johan? Did he hurt you?" asked Esi with tears that had also slid out soaking her face.
"He didn't just hurt me. He really ruined my life. He destroyed me" Vani answered with sobs.
My God, what I was afraid of finally happened. I always felt that their relationship would not work.
"It hurts, it hurts. It hurts so bad" said Vani who is currently crying in Esi's arms.
"Pacify yourself, Van. I am here and will always be with you. Don't cry that son of a bitch. You don't deserve to cry because he doesn't deserve you" replied Esi who also cried also felt the sadness of Vani.
"not her. I do not cry for the traitor. I was sad, I cried because I was so broken. I was so stupid. I'm a very stupid woman. I hurt my family for her. I left my family and preferred him. Why am I so stupid?" Isak Vani releases their embrace and hits his own head.
"Don't be like this! Don't hurt yourself like this. You're innocent, Van. He's the wrong one." Esi tries to stop Vani's hand from hitting her own head.
"Do I not deserve to be your friend? Why didn't you tell me everything? Why are you holding all this by yourself? Why are you facing everything yourself? There I am, are we not always together. Don't mind everything yourself, Van. I always share my stories with you, do the same things I do. For your sadness and problems to me," said Esi again hugged Vani who kept sobbing crying.
"Listen to me. I can't justify what you've done
However, no parent has the heart to throw away his child.they are just angry, they do not hate you. Believe me it won't last long. No parent hates their child. No parent can survive without their child. Believe me they will forgive you. Every parent loves their child, Van. Even parents are willing to do anything for the happiness of their children. Believe me, they just need time to forgive you. You can go back to them if you're better. I will accompany you," said Esi again calm Vani.
"Either that. I have given them hurt and disappointment. Those who sincerely love and love me, I have disappointed and hurt them. Stupid me..."
"You know, Van, what do I like most about you?" tanya Esi gently rubbed Vani's back.
"I like you because you are an independent woman, who always acts mature.You are a wise woman, a strong woman.you are a woman who never looks weak. You are a woman who is not easily oppressed. That's what I like most about you. I even idolized you so much. I still remember clearly the beginning we met, at that time we both intend to continue studying in Jakarta, we met at the airport, had the same university destination, he said, and been friends from then until now. I became like this all because of you, remember what I used to be like? I'm clumsy, timid and careless," Esi smiled to answer his own question.
"I'm a huge admirer of yours. Beautiful woman independent and firm. That's you in my eyes" said Esi trying to comfort Vani with all the memories of their past. And it turned out that all was not in vain, proved Vani began to laugh on the sidelines of his cries.
"I really idolize you," said Esi again released his embrace, then cupped both cheeks Vani pinch the two's anxiety.
"You're right. I can't be bullied. Johan hurt me just as much as he bullied me." Vani said in doubt.
"This is what Vani I know. Vani is strong, Vani is strong. Although it's difficult, but try to forget and let go of him. You deserve to be happy even without her" Esi smiled as her finger wiped away the remaining tears on Vani's face.
"Friends are people who can always accept their friends for who they are. People who are always willing to accept the complaints of their friends when there is a problem. Friends are also the ones who save us from loneliness, and strengthen us when one of us is weak. Getting a friend who can understand each of our circumstances both happy and sad is one of the gifts given by God. I'm your best friend and vice versa, we will always be together to face everything," said Esi again slowly stop crying Vani.