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Tombs
One place that Amanda is currently in is a place inhabited by many people, but people who are different in the world with her, but, where else if not the burial place of the dead.
Amanda made Alan's tomb her destination. A very reluctant and rare place to go.
This is the second time after Alan was declared dead, Amanda came to the tomb. Not without reason if all this time he very rarely visited the tomb, only he did not want to believe anything else to believe him if Alan was dead. His heart could never let go and accept that fact.
Although everyone said Alan was dead, but Amanda who did not see the body of her husband clearly would not be able to accept it. Although in front of many people Amanda said her husband had died, but deep in her heart Amanda did not believe if her husband had died.
Amanda stepped back down one by one the tombs until she arrived in front of her husband's grave.
Drop by drop her tears fell back and flowed soaked her face when she saw the tomb bearing her husband's name. Amanda fell into a slump, sitting near her husband's grave. "I miss you so much, Mom." His cry grew even more so as he remembered everything that had happened.
"Are you really gone, Mom? Is it true everything they say if you're dead? Why are you so willing to leave me, Mas?" she said sobbing in tears hugging Nisan Alan. His tears spilled down his face flowing down to the tombstone. Her heart was so painful and bitter, her chest felt so tight every time she tried to accept the fact that her husband was gone.
"If you're really gone, why am I so hard to accept? I'm still pretty sure if you're still in the same world as me, I can't believe all this, Mom! never once could I have tried it," the voice that had been heard crying began to sound hoarse, his eyes getting swollen due to the slow crying.
"You know, Mas. Today I met someone exactly like you and I'm pretty sure it was you. I couldn't have mistaken you because I was the one who recognized you the most. If it's real, why would you ignore me? Why would you do all this to me? Is this how you get away from me?"
Without Amanda realizing, someone who was also in the same area was seen staring at her. The desolate tomb was only the two of them there and the man clearly knew a figure who was crying as he pleased. "Manda. He's also here" muttered Johan, who was also there visiting Amelia's grave.
"She's the woman I told you about, Mel. Look at him looking a lot like you. I have to go to him, he needs me right now" said Johan smilingly rubbing Amelia's headstone and leaving.
Johan's footsteps led him to walk up to Amanda, looking with pity at her who looked so sad. The woman he knew almost a year ago always looks strong with a smile that is always decorated on his face, now the woman actually looks so weak and sad.
"Amanda, are you okay?" her question surprised Amanda who immediately raised her head, looking at Johan who was right next to her.
Can Johan see clearly if Amanda really is down, her eyes slightly swollen as a result of prolonged crying, she said, her beautiful face really looked sad today and it made Johan feel uneasy in his heart seeing the state of Manda.
"Are you okay?" repeated asking.