
Amelia cries, Amelia wants to try strong, but other memories appear, making Amelia more sad and afraid to imagine bad things in the future.
The flashback
That night, after talking to Johan. Amelia who was sad chose to leave the house. On the road Amelia saw many abandoned little children, it made her motherly feeling made her feel claustrophobic looking at it. For the first time the caring was present in her heart, Amelia pulled over her car and gave money to a small child on the road foraging by begging, busking or other things.
"Sir, where are your parents?" amel asked the little girl who might be four years old.
The little girl who was there with her brother who was much bigger than her was just staring at Amel. The brother replied. "Mom died, I don't know where."
Tight in Amel's heart, Amel added some money to give the two children before leaving.
In the car, Amelia's tears flowed out. Amelia drove her car while rubbing her stomach, until in a park that looked lonely because of the night, Amelia stopped there.
Amelia remembered her childhood. Amelia, an orphan adopted by her adoptive parents, was initially very happy, but the happiness disappeared after her adoptive parents had a child of their own seed. Amelia's life becomes bad, Amelia is only used as an outlet for the emotional target of her adoptive family. After adulthood, Amelia was made a pawn to approach the son of another wealthy family, as happened to Johan.
Early to know Johan, actually starting from his adoptive parents. Johan's family fortune makes his adoptive parents wish Amelia to be the daughter-in-law of the Johan family. Besides being beneficial to them, also take off their burden, Amelia.
Amelia refused when she saw Johan in her criterion. Although initially all intentions were wrong, but slowly the feeling was present for Johan especially after Amelia became pregnant.
"Darling, nothing bad will happen to you. Mama will make sure the happiness and sincere affection you will get from papa and everyone," said Amelia promised her new life in her stomach.
"Amel, you can't be stressed. Remember your pregnancy" said Renata rubbing Amelia's back.
Amelia turned around to hug her in-laws. "Ma, what about my son if Johan–"
"We pray that Johan will recover soon. Don't think about anything bad" Renata said, not wanting to hear Amelia's predictable words.
"Ma, Mum. I'm sorry, I'm mint sorry for my mistakes all along. I promise to be a good daughter-in-law to you, but please love my son sincerely" Amelia said, leaving both parents confused to hear.
"Whatchu mean? We will love our grandchildren." Rizal was annoyed by Amelia's words.
"I'm just afraid that my mistakes make people hate my son, please don't involve him in my mistakes. I promise I will change" said Amelia again increasingly make both parents Johan feel confused.
"That's not gonna happen. Now try to calm down. We better pray for the recovery of Johan," said Rizal again more firmly.
Lord... Please don't take Johan away from my son. I don't want my son to lose his father. I don't want my son to lack affection, I beg you...
Amelia said in her heart.