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Everyone Feel Guilty

"Pa, if only I hadn't been present in Johan's life. Then none of this will happen. I'm the cause of it all" said Amelia.

Renata who heard that seemed to be shunned. If it wasn't for that, Johan wouldn't be like this. The beginning of Johan's destruction is when he does not approve of Johan and Vani's relationship, especially after he forces Johan to marry Vani.

God easily distorts a person's feelings and heart, as Amelia and Renata do. Guilt enveloped both. Renata who previously still blamed Vani for what happened, now only admitted and realized that it was all his work. All the recompense of his actions. He was the cause of his son's destruction.

Renata continued to look at Johan who was lying neatly in bed.

"Pa. Look that!" point at Renata when he sees Johan's hand move slightly.

What Renata had seen, was not seen by Amelia or Rizal. Whether it was just Renata's feelings or indeed all that happened. Renata clasped Johan's hand, kissing him repeatedly with a bursting cry.

"Ma, we have to be strong to be able to strengthen Johan. We have to be able to face all this, everything that happens there will definitely be a silver lining. Believe that God will listen to our prayers! Believe me Johan will soon realize," said Rizal, trying to calm Renata who was still crying. Even Renata also looks very weak, because it has been almost a week now he rarely touches food if not forced by Rio, only sadness that always covers him

"As a mother, I am not there when my son needs friends, I am not there when my son needs support, I am not in the bad days he goes through. I'm such a bad mother, I can't give happiness to my son. I was a really bad mom to her! I'm completely useless as a mother. I want my son to be conscious. I'm sorry, Jo. Please don't torture my mother this way. Mama please be aware," said Renata, interrupted by sobs.

Rizal who heard that felt his heart full. Mistakes are not only in his wife, they are in her. If only he could have been a wiser and more responsible man, then none of this would have happened.

Perih felt Renata, even he felt much more pain. Not only did Renata feel like a failure, he as the head of the family also felt really bad. He felt that if he was unreliable for his son, his wealth, cleverness, power and all that he had were completely useless when he failed to give happiness to his son.

"I want my son, I want my son Johan to wake up and scold me! I'm so happy if she wakes up and scolds me, I want her so much" Renata cried as she pleased, patting her chest that felt so claustrophobic.

O Lord, give your miracle to my son, awake him from his long slumber. I really can't see it like this, I beg you! Please don't punish my son for our mistakes. His inner.

Still with tears flowing profusely soaking his old face, Renata again crawled closer to Johan's bed still lying unconscious. His hand clasped Johan tightly again, and repeatedly kissed his son's hand. His heart ached and hurt at the condition of his son, there was no word he could express how he was broken and injured at this time.

"Why, Jo? Why, son? Lately you disappeared without any news making mama worry about you so much. You always avoid whenever we want to meet. When you are so anxious and miss you, you always ignore us. You have absolutely no intention of contacting your mother, you have absolutely no intention of seeing your mother. If it wasn't the person who called my mom to tell me this was all happening, maybe we wouldn't have met. Why did they have to contact you with such bad news for you, was this all your plan? Is this how you avenge all your mistakes for being such a useless mother? Is this how you punish your mother?" said Renata more and more, even his voice almost inaudibly covered with his cry while continuing to kiss Johan's hand.

"What do you want, baby? You want Vani back? Mama's gonna kowtow at his feet to get him back to you if that's what you want. Mama will apologize to him. Mama will do whatever you realize. Mama please..."

The sound of knocking on the door from someone diverts Rizal and Amelia, but not for Renata who still kisses and stares sadly at her son.

Rizal stares in surprise but is also happy with the arrival of someone he really hopes for, but he cannot force him to respect Vani's status. Vani is the person that Rizal really hopes for, he is very sure if the presence of Vani will definitely make Johan's situation better.

"Vani" said Rizal who can be heard clearly by Renata when he heard the name that he also began to expect to make Johan aware.