
3 Days in Mas Dirga's stay out of town, tonight he's going home. I had offered to pick him up, but Mas Dirga forbade me from going home by myself in a taxi because I didn't want to make me drive at night.
It's actually hard to believe what Mas Dirga said, given what he's been doing behind my back. He could have prevented me from picking him up because that woman was going to pick him up at the airport.
But let's just say I'm stupid and don't know anything.
I'll give Mas Dirga a chance to have fun behind my back, but if the time comes, don't expect me to be quiet after what Mas Dirga has done to me all this time.
Hearing the sound of the door opening, I rushed from the room. Although it saves the disappointment of Mas Dirga, but I still play a good role as a wife. Dress pretty and fragrant, wear nice clothes and according to the taste of Mas Dirga, of course with lingerie.
Mas Dirga's smile seemed glittering when he saw me coming out of the room. He simply put down the suitcase and paper bag before finally approaching and pulling me into his arms. Clutching tightly, I don't know how many times the kiss landed on the tip of my head.
"But you're really kangen Dek," he said after being satisfied to kiss the tip of my head.
"Me too," Responding with a smile, it was hard to smile in the midst of a disappointed heart. Dirga may not be able to see if behind the smile it holds a disappointment that I have never felt before.
"Tomorrow Mas all you invite if you want to go out of town again, let there sleep can be embraced." Mas Dirga then chuckled a little, he pinched my nose squash.
"The roommate's the same office, why don't you hug him." I tried to chimed in Mas Dirga's words with jokes, even though he was actually lazy to talk to.
"Mas is still normal Deck. Sleeping in the room with him was forced, what else hit him." Mas Dirga released her embrace, she took out 3 paper bags and thrust them at me.
"This is a gift for you, mostly just a special food from there." His word.
I sat on the sofa after receiving the paper bag. Do not go out of town, every time you come home from the office, Mas Dirga must buy something for me. Sometimes I get confused with Mas Dirga, his great attitude and attention is enough to prove that he loves me so much, but why he can share it with other women.
Taking out one by one the contents in the paper bag, I arranged it on the table. Meanwhile, Mas Dirga sat next to me while telling me about his activities while out of town.
I just responded appropriately, not as enthusiastically as usual while talking to Mas Dirga.
"Mas, whose toy is this.?" I was shocked when I took out the contents of the last paper bag. The boy's toy in my hand, instantly reminded me of the figure of the boy who was bribed by Mas Dirga. Not wrong, Mas Dirga must have bought this toy for him. Just so he's.
I became more and more curious as to who the child really was. What if it turns out that the child is Mas Dirga's biological child.?
"It's got Rehan Dek, he bought it for his nephew. Must be to the same tuker paper bag got Mas time on the plane." Quickly Mas Dirga took it from my hand and put the toy back into the paper bag.
"Tomorrow afternoon Mas Anterin to his house, all of you will take the office file." He said without looking me in the eye. Even Mas Dirga was impressed to avoid coming face to face with me.
"Oh, who do I think Mas buyin is," I smiled wryly. It's so bad to pretend to be stupid like this. Dirga must have laughed with satisfaction because he felt that I was very easy to lie.
"Pengen anyway buy too, but later wait there baby here," Mas Dirga rubbed my stomach, long enough and made me silent. At that time I felt chaotic with sadness and anger that could not be contained anymore, until reflexes brushed off the hands of Mas Dirga from my stomach.
What I did certainly made Mas Dirga shocked. He looked confusedly at me.
"Sir, why are you.?" Mas Dirga's voice was very softly filled with anxiety.
"I'm hard to have my son.! No need to talk about children.!!" For the first time I snapped at Mas Dirga. I lost control because I was too fed up with the charade. And after a long time, Mas Dirga again talked about the child and it makes me sensitive because until this moment never given confidence to get pregnant.
"Darling, what are you talking about." With anxiety from the look in his eyes, Mas Dirga pulled me in a fistful.
"Sorry, for whatever reason I didn't mean it that way. Sorry if my words offended you." Mas Dirga's tone was full of guilt. I know he didn't mean to offend me, it's just that the current situation is different.
I could only cry, sobbing soundlessly with the pain in my chest so tight.
Is it possible because I have not given a child to him, Mas Dirga to the heart of playing with other women. There are even children in the midst of them who are either Mas Dirga's children or not.
Pushing slowly on Mas Dirga's chest, I broke away from his embrace.
"Sorry, I'm going to sleep.. Tea, let me prepare it at the dinner table." While wiping away the tears, I got up from the sofa. Dirga certainly didn't let me just walk away, she held my hand.
"You why Dek.? Same story if there's a problem, don't be like this." Petanya.
"Don't you feel at home in this house because it's quiet.?"
"Do we need to move to the old house.?"
Dirga looked too drunk to see me behave like that.
"No need, I'm happy to stay here."
"I just feel cape, want to rest. Sorry I can't talk tonight." I pulled my hand from Mas Dirga's grasp and went to the room.
I had to calm down by avoiding interaction with Mas Dirga, because he had made my mood messy.