
I could not sleep almost all night. My head is in pain and my body is a little hot. Although I have been taking medicine, but this morning my condition is still not fit.
I just sent a message to Mas Agam for permission not to enter the office this morning.
There was no way I could force myself to go to the office in a limp state and the head felt about to break.
I put the phone on the nightstand and was about to get out of the room to drink some warm water. But suddenly my phone rang and I saw the name Mas Agam on my phone screen.
"Baby, are you okay.? Do I need to take you to the doctor.?" The thrill is as soon as the call is connected. Mas Agam's voice sounded anxious. I carved out a thin smile, my mood suddenly warmed after hearing Mas Agam's voice.
"No need, Bia's just not feeling well."
"Can't Bia not come in today.?" I'm not feeling good. Because today there is an important meeting, supposedly as Mas Agam's secretary, I accompanied him during the meeting.
"No problem Bi. But I'm worried about you,"
"Not sure you need to see a doctor.?" Ask ensures. It's obvious that Mas Agam is very worried about me. And it makes me feel more sincerity Mas Agam me.
"Surely, Bia just need to take medicine and rest." I tried to convince Mas Agam so he wouldn't worry about me too much. Do not let his work be interrupted just because he thinks about my situation.
"Yes, let me know if you need anything. I'll be home early to be with you."
Hearing that, I felt very happy because Mas Agam made me his priority by choosing to go home early. While I know the work of Mas Agam today is very much. He even had to meet with clients after the meeting.
"Don't worry Mas, just finish Mas Agam's job. Don't let my condition interfere with your work. My condition isn't that bad, so don't worry."
Although he had convinced Mas Agam, but still the man insisted to go home early to be able to meet me.
Because if he came home according to working hours, it would definitely not be able to meet me at home because Mas Dirga must have gone home too.
"Be careful leaving Mas," said after Mas Agam saying goodbye to get ready for the office.
"Hm."
"I love you Baby," Deep Mas Agam's voice made my cheeks blush. Fortunately, it was only through phone calls. If you meet face to face, surely at this time I do not dare to lift my face to look at Mas Agam.
"I love you too." I answered slowly because I was ashamed.
We ended the call. I went out of the room to go to the kitchen, as in addition to having to drink warm water, I had to have breakfast and take medicine so that my condition improved.
It seems like this household problem that made my health suddenly decline.
To be honest, this issue really bothers my mind. That's why I had trouble sleeping last night.
I was a little surprised to see Mas Dirga standing in front of my room with her back to the door. He almost passed from there.
"Mas, what are you doing.?" I panic. If Mas Dirga had been standing here since then, he would have listened to me when he received a phone call from Mas Agam.
Dirga looked over, the corner of her lips lifted. He carved a very thin smile before finally speaking to me.
"Have you woken up Deck.?" Ask without answering my question first. It was obvious that Mas Dirga was trying to divert the conversation. I became more and more convinced that he was listening to me.
"You're not ready yet.?"
"You've bought breakfast. Do you want to eat first or take a shower first.?" With a shady look and a soft voice, Mas Dirga was trying to show her concern for me.
It seems like he wants to make me melt into him again. But it is too late, because now my heart is more inclined to Mas Agam.
"You sick Dek.? Why did you just say the same, Mom.?"
"We're going to the doctor now, right.?" He asked who had now prevented my steps by standing in front of me.
"I'm fine, you don't have to pretend to be anxious." I shifted and passed Mas Dirga.
"Mas don't pretend to be Dek." Dirga's blocking my wrist.
"You're hot." He said after coming into contact with me.
"Come to the doctor now, your face is also a little pale." Persuaded it. I brushed aside Mas Dirga's hand.
"Mas, Please.!" My touch that felt tired faced with Mas Dirga.
"I'm fine. Let me alone.!" I ignored Mas Dirga after saying that.
Going to the kitchen to get bread, fruit and warm water and medicine, I went back into the room. Mas Dirga just stood up and looked at me resignedly without saying anything.
I know he's hurt by my attitude. Unfortunately, I was much more hurt by his lies.
Had he not been in a relationship with that woman, now our relationship would have been fine and harmonious. Nor do I need to seek comfort and happiness elsewhere. But the rice has become porridge, everything has happened. Then there is no need to regret.
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Dirga POVs
Waiting at the door of Bianca's room, I wish she'd come out of the room.
Because since the last time out of the room this morning, Bianca continued to confine herself inside until now almost 12 pm.
I, who was worried about Bianca's condition, chose not to go to the office. Fortunately, James gave me permission. Maybe because yesterday I managed to solve the problem at the headquarters.
"Dec, open the door, baby," After a few hours, I ventured to talk and knocked on Bianca's door.
I've been holding back for fear of making Bianca even more angry with me.
"By noon, you have to have lunch."
"Will you bring the food to the room.?" It was me who never got an answer from him.
Bianca opened the door. His face looked fresher, not as pale as it had been this morning.
"Mas, please don't act like we're okay. I don't want any more attention from you." Bianca's tone was so pleading. Likewise with the look of his eyes that look reluctant to receive attention from me again.
Oh my God, it's really tight to hear Bianca talk to me like that.
"You really can't forgive Mas and give Dek a chance.?"
"Mas doesn't want to split with you. You're the only woman I love Dek. From 6 years ago to this day." I knelt before Bianca. My tears are back. Ever since Bianca asked for a divorce, I've been so fragile like this.
"Don't stay in the Deck, please."
For whatever reason, losing Bianca never crossed my mind all this time.
I'm really sorry I made a mistake with him.