
I walked over to Mas Dirga's car parked in front of the office. The man stood beside the car and looked straight at me with a deep look.
"Sorry kind of late Deck, it's jammed." He said even though I didn't bother about it at all.
I nodded my head in response.
"Let's get on the deck," With a smile that was perfect, Mas Dirga opened the car door for me.
Rushing up, I only carved out a thin smile back then. Although Mas Dirga treated me with tenderness and care, but it can not be denied my feelings are no longer the same as before when receiving the form of attention from him.
If I used to feel very happy and feel like the luckiest wife because I have a caring husband and always treat me gently, this time no longer. Because all the attention and tenderness that Mas Dirga has is not just for me.
"Do you want to eat something Deck.?"
"How about a quick stop by the cafe.?" It was right after getting in the car.
Mas Dirga seemed to be trying to turn things around to be like before, or maybe it was pure to create sweet memories before parting ways.
I refused with a head.
"Just go home, my stomach's a little uncomfortable." I answered while rendering the body in the car seat.
My mind has been in turmoil since Arumi's arrival. The condition of my stomach that slightly nausea seems to be due to me thinking too much about the continuation of my relationship with Mas Agam.
"You sick.?Or come to the moon.?" Dirga looked over with an anxious expression.
I reflexively shook my head, but then was surprised after remembering my monthly guest schedule.
"Oh my goodness,,!" My hasty peek took the phone in the bag to open the menstrual calendar app.
Now it's the 12th, if I don't get my last menstrual period wrong the 5th of last month.it means I've been late for 1 week.
"Daddy.? You why.? Someone's left in the office.?" Mas Dirga's questions I can still hear, but because I was busy opening the application to make sure, I did not respond to his words.
My hands were shaking looking at the menstrual calendar on my phone. There was a sudden feeling of happiness that enveloped me, for some reason I was so sure that I was pregnant right now. Because all this time I always menstruate regularly.
"Dek, what are you doing.? Don't worry me." Ask Mas Dirga again. This time I turned my head, and only realized that the car was no longer moving because Mas Dirga pulled over his car.
"Mas, can you stop by the pharmacy for a minute.?" I asked with a vibrating voice. My feelings are really mixed, but I have not confirmed my guess.
"What do you want to buy Dek.? If you want to buy medicine, you should go directly to the doctor." He said he still thinks I'm sick and wants to buy medicine at the pharmacy.
"Don't buy medicine, I just want to buy something." My answer was to get approval from Mas Dirga. He drove back to his car and stopped at a nearby pharmacy.
"Just wait here, I'll just be a minute." Prevent me from seeing Mas Dirga take off the seatbelt and open the door.
"But Deck,,,"
"For 5 minutes, not for me." Firmly I then rush out and into the pharmacy.
"Thank you Tea," I said after receiving a small package containing a digital testpack and change.
It wasn't until 5 minutes, I was back in the car. Dirga looked curious. I put the testpack in my bag.
"What did you buy Dek.?" Ask.
All the way home, my heart kept beating. I can't wait to dip that testpack in my urine. More than 3 years waiting, of course I can't wait to do this pregnancy test.
In the beginning of marriage until the age of 1 year marriage, almost every month I do a test even though there is no date of arrival of monthly guests. She hopes and wants to have children soon.
Now that 2 years have passed, I will do another test for the first time.
As soon as Mas Dirga parked the car in the carport, I immediately got off without saying anything and rushed to open the door of the house.
"Wait for the Deck, why the hurry.?" Dirga was chasing my steps.
"What's actually going on.? Don't worry like this." Mas Dirga held my wrist and stared anxiously.
"Let me tell you, now I'm going to the bathroom first," I commented smiling and hurriedly walked into the house. Dirga was heard calling out to me, but I went straight into the room and locked her up.
I put a small glass of urine on the sink. My hands trembled as I pulled out the pregnancy test kit from her container.
Several times doing a pregnancy test, only this time I feel very nervous to the point of shaking.
"Hopefully this is real," I murmured softly, hoping it wasn't just my feelings.
Slowly I began to dip the tip of the testpack into the glass. After a few seconds, I took and closed the end of the testpack.
Heart rate is racing fast, I stared fixed pregnancy test in my hand.
It feels very long to wait for the image of the heart to appear on this pregnancy test kit.
"Mas,,,!!!" I reflexively screamed, my eyes perfectly rounded looking at the picture of the heart on the pregnancy test kit in my hand. I unconsciously shed tears because I was so happy and moved.
"Sir,,!! Open the door, baby, you why.?!!" Mas Dirga's screams made me realize that I was still in the bathroom with the door locked.
I hurried out of the bathroom and opened the door. Dirga looked very panicked when she saw me come out crying. He reflexively hugged me.
"What's up.? Don't scare me," he said. Instead of stopping, my crying broke even more. I hugged Mas Dirga back and buried his face in his chest. While the pregnancy test I still hold.
This is what Mas Dirga and I had hoped for during our 3-year marriage. She would be happy to know I was pregnant with her child.
Yes, of course this is Mas Dirga's son. Because me and Mas Agam just did 9 days ago, even he wears security.
Mas Dirga let go of her embrace after my crying subsided. He cupped my face and wiped the tears on my cheek.
"Are you okay." The question is full of gentleness.
I nodded my head, slowly thrusting the pregnancy test kit at Mas Dirga.
"Sir, this, ,?" Tanya Mas Dirga while accepting it. She looked at me confused when she saw me giving her a testpack.
Mas Dirga stared at the testpack for a while, until finally he looked back at me with sparkling eyes.
"Sir, this is really.?" Mas Dirga's voice trembled. Her tears were unstoppable.
I could only nod small because it was hard to speak. I still don't believe in all this.
Dirga hugged me again, this time her tears broke.