
Bianca Pov's
"It's up to you to believe it or not.!"
"One thing you should remember Bianca.! Dirga loves me, that's why she secretly met me and had a relationship with me behind your back.!" Ziva spoke confidently.
Presumably he is not satisfied to heat up because so far I am still relaxed listening to all the narration. Maybe he wished I was crying and instantly released Mas Dirga for him.
"You misunderstood Ziva, Mas Dirga came to you out of pity for you and your new son in staying away his father."
"Aren't you Mas Dirga's ex-girlfriend.? You should understand the nature of Mas Dirga who is easy to pity and likes to give help to anyone in need. Indiscriminately and without any feelings other than pity and sincere help.!" I emphasized every word to awaken Ziva.
Although I'm sure that Ziva actually knew about it, but he closed his eyes to make me jealous and hurt.
"I hope you can realize that Ziva does not fantasize about having Mas Dirga.!" I was determined when I saw Ziva was about to deny my words.
"You.!!" Snapped Ziva who immediately stood up and was about to slap me.
"There's a cctv, I can report you." I spoke calmly without shifting. Ziva lowered his hand again and did not slap me. I lied about a cctv that wasn't in the house.
"Based on barren women.!!" Hardcore cynical.
"You should be self-conscious.! You don't deserve to be Mas Dirga's wife because you can't give her offspring.!"
"Mas Dirga should divorce your useless rich wife.!" Snapped Ziva who kept spitting insults at me.
I just smiled faintly in response to all of Ziva's insults. It felt like I wanted to slap her mouth so easily spitting out insults for someone she didn't even know before. Somehow one could easily insult. Or maybe only people like Ziva would insult someone.
About me not getting pregnant, it is beyond my control. If he knows how I cried so hard to breathe while praying to be given the confidence of having a child. How I fought hard and had to deal with the doctor every month for 2 years of marriage.
I'm sure no woman would want to be like me, not to go to the gift of a child even though she's been married for years.
"Then do you think you are more worthy of being Mas Dirga's wife.?" I smiled wryly but was still calm to her. I don't want to waste my energy on a woman like Ziva. I also chose to keep quiet about my pregnancy, rather just in case of an emotionally easy person like Ziva.
I'm afraid she'll do something to find out I'm pregnant.
"Of course.! Because I'm currently pregnant with Mas Dirga's child.!" Exclaims.
I immediately froze up. I looked into Ziva's eyes to look for lies in his eyes. But unfortunately I could not distinguish the lies and truth from Ziva's confession through the look in his eyes.
"As long as there's no evidence, I assume you're lying." I said with a little worry. Suddenly I felt a mess, afraid that Ziva's words were the reality.
"Geez, I should have told you this all along.!" Cynical muttering. Ziva reached into his bag and instantly my body felt stiff as he pulled out the testpack from inside his bag.
The woman threw the testpack until it fell into my lap.
I slowly took Ziva's testpack on my lap. I closed my eyes for a moment before I finally saw the testpack which clearly showed line two.
"If Mas Dirga does not love me, where maybe he got pregnant with me.!"
"I came here to ask you to release Mas Dirga. She'll be happy living with me and her son." Said Ziva who seemed to be smiling with satisfaction.
Not wanting to believe just like Ziva said, I immediately thought to prove it myself.
"Ziva, are you sure this testpack has you.?"
"I can't believe it's just a testpack you've prepared from home."
"How about you retest here so I can trust. I happen to have a stock testpack that I just bought a few days ago."
I stood up and returned the testpack to Ziva. The woman looked stifled, her eyes unfocused.
"You think I'm gonna lie about this pregnancy.?!" Keto.
"I'm really pregnant with Mas Dirga's son.! That's why I came here so you would release Mas Dirga for me." Ziva looked in annoyance. He spoke out loud, much like a person caught lying but insisted on denying it.
"Ziva, if you're really pregnant, you should be willing to retest in front of me."
"I promise I will give Mas Dirga to you if you are really pregnant. But on condition, you have a pregnancy test here.!"
"Come, I'll take you to the bathroom. I'll also get you a new testpack." I said with a smile on Ziva. I also raised my hand to hold Ziva despite just pretending. And that second Ziva immediately brushed off my hand that had not even had time to hold his wrist.
"Basic fucking woman.!! Just watch out for you.!!" Ziva shouted loudly right in front of my face and until he pointed his index finger at my face.
The woman looked very angry, then rushed away by slamming my door shut.
Ziva is really terrible. He was too reckless to do anything to get me to let go of Mas Dirga.
It seems like Ziva is so obsessed with having Mas Dirga.
I think he has bad memories with his partner. And when he was reunited with Mas Dirga who he knew was very good and attentive, Ziva so thought to have Mas Dirga completely.
I sat back on the sofa and leaned back with my eyes closed.
Ziva is too horrible. He is like a man who will do and justify any means to get what he wants.
"Whatever happens, Mama will make sure you're okay until you're born into this world." I rubbed my flat stomach with a warm feeling of happiness.