
Being in the workspace alone, I occasionally lyric towards the empty Mas Agam desk. Today he did not come to the office because he was attending his divorce hearing with Ms Karina. Mas Agam was so determined to divorce Mbak Karina, as well as Mbak Karina who was blatantly asking for divorce from Mas Agam.
According to the story of Mas Agam, their household has been tenuous since 1 year ago. Precisely after Sister Karina chose to have an affair with her former lover.
The marriage made them unable to love each other. Although initially Mas Agam tried to open his heart to Mbak Karina. Unfortunately after learning of Madam Karina's betrayal, Mas Agam plucked out the seeds of love in his recently sprouted heart. So for almost 1 year they both had a marriage without love.
Sometimes I don't think about a household like that. Somehow they can get married without love. But choosing to keep going even though in the end it ended with a separation.
Shaking the phone on the table ended my daydream. Smile on their reflex lips when they found the name Mas Agam on my phone screen.
Without thinking for a long time I lifted him up.
"Hello Mas," I greeted him enthusiastically. It seems like lately I'm getting sicker because I keep thinking about Mas Agam all the time. Even while being with Mas Dirga, the image of the charming face of Mas Agam appeared on the head.
"The trial is over. I'll come to the office now. What do you want to buy.?" The soft voice sounded charismatic. My heart beats to the point of imagining Mas Agam's expression when he talks like that.
I immediately asked Mas Agam to buy me my favorite drink.
"What food.? That drink I bought." His word.
I got more and more caught up in the little cares that Mas Agam gave me. Without me asking, Mas Agam has bought my favorite boba.
"The food is up to you. Actually Bia was still full, had eaten quite a lot of rest."
Mas Agam obeyed my words, then he cut off his phone call.
30 Minutes later, the door opened. Mas Agam came in with a paper bag in his hand. After closing the door and locking it, Mas Agam walked into my room.
"If you're hugging, don't take pride." Mas. Agam. He pulled out a chair to sit next to me.
I rebuked by hitting his hand slowly.
"Drink first, don't get too tense getting the job done." Mas Agam offered me a drink with a straw that he had set.
"Thank you," I immediately sipped it and placed it on the table.
"Not tense, just dizzy because there are many reports that I have to revise." My complaint.
"Don't worry, I'll help." Mas Agam gently rubbed my head shoots. But one of his hands took my drink and sipped it casually.
"Cock drunk.? That was Bia's ex, Mas."
"Just lip marks. You forgot we exchanged saliva a lot." Answer lightly.
Over 2 hours Mas Agam sat beside me, he really helped to finish my work.
I also asked about her divorce hearing with Ms. Karina. And now Mas Agam is officially widowed. The judge immediately decided they were divorced because during the trial, Ms Karina admitted she was pregnant with a child from the affair. He also said he had arranged their wedding. There is no reason for mediation. Because it is impossible for their marriage to be maintained with the state of Sister Karina who is pregnant with children from other boys.
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"Sorry Dek, today Mas did not go home because suddenly had to go out of town, visit the headquarters. It's probably 2 days when I can just go home."
"So Mas went home just to get some clothes."
I heard Mas Dirga's voice from across the street. He promised 3 times he would pick me up when I got home from work, but there was always a reason to cancel my pick-up.
After 2 days ago canceled it on the grounds there was a problem in the office but it turns out I instead caught him going with the woman, now using the excuse of going out of town.
"It's okay, be careful the way Mas. Sorry I can't handle your needs." Ogre me.
"It's sudden, baby, no problem." Sahutan Mas Dirga just became the last wind. I immediately disconnected the phone call.
"Why.?" Mas Agam's heavy voice jolted me from the daydream full of anger.
"Is the offer still valid.?" I asked. 30 minutes ago Mas Agam offered me to go home together. But I refused because I chose to be picked up by Mas Dirga. My husband suddenly went out of town.
Either really a business, or just a false reason to spend time with his affair.
"I told you what, don't expect Dirga to pick you up.!" Mas Agam's tone was high and firm. His expression was upset, and I had no idea what made him look like that.
"Let's go home," Mas Agam took my hand, we got out of the room and got into the elevator to get down to the basement.
"Until you wait for Dirga to be honest.?"
"What evidence did you get isn't enough.?"
"There's a good chance he'll be honest with you, but he'll probably be honest once he's settled to stay with his affair."
"If that happens, the pain will be much greater than you are feeling right now." Mas Agam spoke firmly without expression. But his eyes are very sharp.
I just took a deep breath. I know my silence will make my relationship and Mas Dirga even more directionless. And that must have made me feel careless to live my days because I had to pretend not to know the lies Mas Dirga behind me.
Even every day I harbor disappointment and anger at Mas Dirga for not being able to forget it.