Neighbor's Blanket
Chapter 57

Dirga POVs

I gasped to see Bianca squirming. My reflex was to pull my hand from Bianca's cheek and stand a little away from the side of the bed, I was afraid she would get angry if I saw me touch her. Because the last time I touched her, Bianca brushed aside rudely and refused to be touched.

I carved out a smile as Bianca opened her eyes and stared at me.

"Why are you Mas.?!" Bianca greeted me with a thorny question. He got up to change his position by sitting on the edge of the bed while curling the origin of his long hair and pinning it.

Seeing Bianca's strict attitude when welcoming me home, I felt that Bianca was serious about her words to file for divorce with me. It seems that I can only wait for that time to come, although I still want to try to get an apology from Bianca so that she paused to end our marriage.

"Why sleep here Dek.?" I asked who chose to pretend not to know that actually Bianca really wanted to separate rooms with me.

"From now on we'll split up the rooms. Don't worry, just for the next few days because after that I'll be out of this house." His answer was full of emphasis without looking at me. Bianca moved on and made me follow in her footsteps. The pain I must be feeling right now over Bianca's decision. But I'm powerless because this is all my fault.

"Sir, please speak carefully." My love.

"As sorry, Mas's really sorry Deck.

We can still fix everything, right.?" I asked expectantly. I can't let our house end just like that. I never intended to destroy my own home.

"Fixed.? Who ruined it.?" Bianca turned around and looked at me sharply. I could see the destruction in his eyes. I was really stupid to have scratched the wound in Bianca's heart.

"You made our marriage like this. You've been playing with fire and burning our happiness with nothing left." Bianca's eyes glazed over, her choked voice making me even more frustrated. Somehow I could have done this atrocity to a gentle woman like Bianca.

"Sir, please give Mas a chance. We don't want to destroy our homes." I knelt in front of Bianca.

"She Temen Mas, she was alone in this town with her son after her husband died. She just wanted to help him without having any relationship. Sorry if I wasn't honest with you." I went back to explain to Bianca what really happened. Even so, I dare not admit that I spent the night with Ziva. I don't want to make Bianca sicker with my filing. Although I'm sure Bianca has thought that far between me and Ziva, but I refuse to clarify.

"Then it would be better if you stayed the same. Poor thing, don't let him and his son be alone here." Although the speech was slow, but Bianca emphasized her sentence with a tone of satire.

"Sir, for whatever sake Mas does not have a special relationship with him. I'm wrong for secretly helping her without your knowledge." I stared at you softly.

"Surely have no relationship.?! Then find us both. Let me ask you directly and hear the real answer.!" He exclaimed with sharp eyes.

At that time I couldn't answer. How could I have met Bianca with Ziva. The woman will certainly make things worse with exaggerated confessions.

Moreover, Ziva blatantly told me that I wanted to make my household with Bianca destroyed.

"Why Mas.? You're afraid to meet me with that woman.?!" Bianca carved a wry smile.

"No need to dodge and seek justification. Without you answering honestly though, I already know the extent of your relationship with him.!" It was hard and just passed from before me.

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Bianca POVs

Last night I locked myself in the guest room since dinner.

I came out of the bathroom this morning. I accidentally woke up at noon and just came out of the room at 8 to avoid meeting face to face with Mas Dirga longer. I don't want to talk about our problems anymore. Moreover, I have contacted the lawyer to take care of my divorce and Mas Dirga. So there's nothing to talk about this anymore.

"Have you woken up Deck.?" From the direction of the kitchen Mas Dirga greeted me. He smiled as if there were no problems between us.

"Mas didn't dare knock on your door, so wait for you to get up."

"Let's have breakfast, I'll buy some food." Child enthusiastic. I just sighed without giving any answer, but I approached her by going to the kitchen. Of course not to eat the food that Mas Dirga bought, I prefer to make my own food.

"Sir," Mas Dirga held my hand as I took out the groceries from the refrigerator.

"You can be angry with me, but the food is not wrong." Mata Mas Dirga glanced at the food on the dining table. I looked there and saw a lot of food on the table.

"If you don't want to eat one table, you can eat in the living room." Soft talk.

Dirga took the groceries from my hand and put them back in the refrigerator. I didn't stop him. I think Mas Dirga's words are true.

"You eat here, let me go ahead." Mas Dirga carved a smile even though I did not respond to his words.

After taking her food, she asked me to sit down.

I just kept quiet until Mas Dirga passed from the kitchen while carrying his food.

Until Mas Dirga's back was gone from the sight of the eyes, I was still silent in place.

It feels hard to believe that a man as good as Mas Dirga did all this behind my back. But the truth is like that.

Mas Dirga did not even accept my request to meet the woman.

To be honest, my feelings for Mas Dirga were difficult to fade after everything I knew. But I am also reluctant to maintain this marriage because I am too disappointed and hurt for all the actions behind me.

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"Let's just Deck," Suddenly Mas Dirga appeared and took over the dirty dishes from my hands.

Mas Dirga took him to the sink and washed the dishes we both ate.

I know Mas Dirga is trying to bring things back to the way they were.

"Whatever you do now will not change anything. I've got a lawyer to take care of our divorce." My firm. I saw Mas Dirga stop his activities. He put the plate in the sink and turned to look at me.

"Mas understands Deck." The answer is accompanied by a thin smile. I know Mas Dirga just forced a smile. While the look in his eyes clearly showed the destruction within.

But he created that destruction himself.