
Bianca Pov's
It's been almost 1 hour I tried to close my eyes, but still couldn't sleep. The more forced to sleep, the more restless I became.
Somehow I became like this, unable to sleep because I wanted to be embraced by Mas Dirga and inhaled deeply the aroma of his body that had felt so long ago did not refresh my sense of smell.
Several times moving the body to find a comfortable position even though still turned back to Mas Dirga, I still did not find a comfortable position to sleep.
Imagine being in the arms of Mas Dirga, it will be very comfortable and I can sleep well.
Mbak Nilam once told me, while pregnant with his first child, he always wanted to stick to Mas Akbar and could not go far in a long time.
I think I'm experiencing what Mama Nilam used to feel when she was pregnant.
"Why Deck.? How not to sleep.?" Mas Dirga's shady voice broke the silence. I turned around, just kept quiet and looked at her.
There's no way I'm asking Mas Dirga to hug me, it'll just make me even more ashamed of him.
After being sober for the past few weeks and asking to sleep far apart, I may now ask Mas Dirga to come closer to hug me. What will Mas Dirga think.
"It's the deck mall, tomorrow you have to go to the office. You better sleep, it's not good for the twins if you sleep late." Said Mas Dirga who was still staring fixedly at me.
I sighed softly, confused about how to talk to Mas Dirga about my desire to sleep in his arms.
I'm not sure I can sleep if my wish hasn't come true.
"Here, would you like to get the same sleep.?" Mas Dirga moved his head as an order for me to get closer to him. I think Mas Dirga is quite sensitive to what I want.
slowly but surely, I began to move closer. And had not reached the middle of the bed, Mas Dirga had already removed the distance by attaching his body to me.
"Twin wants to sleep near Papa huh.?" Tanya Mas Dirga while rubbing my stomach. She was talking to her 2 children who were still in my stomach.
"You're not angry if Mas hugs you.?" Mas Dirga now turned to ask me in his soft voice.
It seems Mas Dirga really knows what his two children want. He even offered to embrace me.
I nodded quickly, because I had wanted it since then.
I closed my eyes as Mas Dirga pulled me into his arms. Pasting my face on the chest of Mas Dirga's field, I inhaled deeply the scent of his body mixed with his masculine perfume.
"Don't think of anything, you should break the Deck." Mas Dirga said along with a gentle swab on my head. I nodded, then unhesitatingly returned his embrace.
It feels really calming. I, who was restless, now began to feel comfortable and calm. How minutes later, my consciousness began to wane and I slept in his arms so soundly that I opened my eyes in the morning. I woke up because my stomach was so nauseous.
"Hueekk, "" I closed my mouth with my palm and got out of bed. Mas Dirga who was still asleep until shocked to see me suddenly released from his arms.
"Sir, why are you.?" Dirga came down from the bed and followed me.
Standing in front of the closet, I opened it and immediately vomited out my entrails.
"Geez Dek," Mas Dirga stood beside Me and massaged the back of my neck.
Several times I vomited, I felt very weak and lost a lot of energy. Even my face looks pale as I stare from the mirror while rinsing and washing my face.
"Here let Mas carry," Without my consent, Mas Dirga immediately lifted my body after helping me wipe my face and lips from the remnants of water.
"You sit here first" he said, sitting me by the side of the bed.
"Pick up some warm water for you." After saying that, Mas Dirga immediately left the room and returned with drinking water.
"Drink the Deck first," Mas Dirga thrust the glass at me.
"Thank You." I received the drinking water from Mas Dirga's hand and immediately gulped it down.
Dirga was very quick and moved quickly to give me what I needed.
In this state of pregnancy, I really need the figure of Mas Dirga by my side.
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I took a shower and prepared to go to the office. Although I'm going to stop working, but that doesn't mean I'm going to quit today. The company has rules, I have to finish my job first before handing over the voter's letter. So when I quit my job, I didn't leave the rest of the job to the new secretary.
I went to the kitchen, while Mas Dirga had already gone to the kitchen because he took a shower and prepared first.
Some of the food was on the table for our breakfast.
"Here sits the Deck," Mas Dirga pulled a chair for me.
"So Mas to the front minimarket, buy milk pregnant women for you. Yesterday we did not stop buying because we want to rush to get home." His speech. I looked directly at the medium-sized glass filled with chocolate milk.
My feelings instantly warmed with all the attention that Mas Dirga gave me. I admit that Mas Dirga is indeed the most attentive of the many men I have ever known. That's why I used to accept his love because I was lulled with all the attention given to me. Attention is of course very sincere.
"Purchase 3 flavors, there are vanilla and strawberry as well. Later in the afternoon Mas make the vanilla for you." Said explained. I smiled at him, it felt so happy to get the attention of Mas Dirga.
After sitting on the chair, I immediately sipped the milk made by Mas Dirga.
"This is the sweetness of Mas," I said, placing the glass again in its place after taking a small sip. The taste is too sweet to make my stomach feel nauseous again.
"Sorry Dek, I think it's fitting. It was Cobain and it's sweet to your taste."
"Here let Mas add warm water again," Mas Dirga immediately grabbed the milk glass and went to the dispenser to add warm water.
I felt guilty for him after Mas Dirga apologized to me, but he was not wrong about it at all.