
While packing my things, I occasionally glanced towards Mas Agam. The man seemed to be deliberately busying himself with a focus on his laptop screen. At least he hasn't turned his head towards me since the last time he gave a sharp look. I can understand his disappointment of not ending our relationship, but why should he behave like this to me. Even with the ease of throwing out words that could scratch my heart.
I can still accept the insults of Mr. Airlangga, but it is difficult to accept the words of Mas Agam that hurt. Also with his treatment that made me really feel like a pe la cur.
After what we had passed, even Mas Agam also realized that we actually love each other, but he firmly humbled me.
Before leaving my desk, I first gave my work files to the new secretary and explained what work he had to do after this.
"Okay, Mom, I get it." He said after I explained it to him.
I immediately told him, the family from my room who only use the walls and glass doors as a barrier.
With a flogging feeling, I walked over to Mas Agam. Whatever happens between us, I still have to say good to him even if he fires me just like that.
"Excuse me, sir," Call me as soon as you stand in front of his desk.
"Hmmm.!" Mas Agam cleared his throat without staring at me.
"You can get out of here if you've packed your things. Make sure nothing is left behind.!" Firmly full of emphasis.
I closed my eyes for a moment, taking a deep breath to fill the oxygen in my chest that felt very tight and full after hearing his words.
"Don't worry sir, I've brought all my belongings." My answer. I stared at the little box in my arms.
"I want to say thank you and thank you."
"I have received the money. But it looks like I'll have to give you back some of your money because self-esteem isn't that expensive." Speaking firmly with emphasis, I tried to strengthen my heart not to cry in front of Mas Agam.
At that time Mas Agam stopped his fingers that had been moving on the keyboard.
Mas Agam also began to lift his face and now our eyes meet. He stared flat, I tried to carve a thin smile at him. I just wanted to show that I was fine after she consciously bought my body.
"Or do you expect us to do it 4 or 5 more times after sending me that much money.?" I'm widening my smile.
Let's just say I really became a pe la cur who was negotiating with customers who had already used me. Because indirectly the actions of Mas Agam make me a pe you as a real lust. I would never have done that if I had no feelings for him.
"How Sir.? Let me give you the money back, or we,,"
"Bianca," Cut it fast. His eyes turned soft.
"Yes,,? Why.?" I placed the box on the table and brought my body close to the palm of my hand on the table. The distance of our faces was quite close, I could see the regret from the look of her sad eyes.
"Do you want to do it now.?"
"Originally ask your new secretary to step out of this room for a bit." I glanced at the sexy woman who was staring at us. No matter what he would think of me, I just wanted to show Mas Agam the real pe la cur when he was bought.
"Bianca, I didn't mean it that way." Mas Agam looked anxious, he pushed slowly on my shoulder to get away from him.
"Then what was it like?" I smiled wryly and drew closer to him, not caring even if he pushed me away.
"Don't you just pay me.?"
"The money is too much Mr. Agam, that's why I offered myself so that the money you spent for me is not in vain." Mas Agam evaded by pushing his chair back. He then moved from his seat and forced my hand.
"We're talking somewhere else." Her request. I quickly followed Mas Agam's steps without having time to take the box containing my belongings.
I chose to shut up and follow where Mas Agam took me. He opened the meeting room and invited me inside.
The door he accidentally locked and re-attached me to the glass wall facing the back yard of the office.
"So you want to be here.?" Ask pleasantries. I knew Mas Agam wouldn't do anything to me after I insinuated about the money he transferred to me and now I'm offering myself.
Mas Agam must have been slapped with my words if he realized that his actions and words had demeaned me.
"Sorry Bi," Lirih Mas Agam with his head bowed. I shifted away when I saw the movement of Mas Agam who was about to grab my hand.
"Why.? Is it now that Mas Agam has realized that the deeds and sayings of Mas have hurt and demeaned my pride.?!"
"The insult of Mr. Airlangga is nothing even compared to your treatment Mas.!!" I smiled wryly, holding myself back from crying.
"It's low that I'm in your eyes.?! Don't you know for yourself how I feel.?!"
"I know you have a hard time accepting this decision, but don't turn a blind eye to my pregnancy and the blessing of your parents."
"Me and you are different, that is in Mr. Airlangga's eyes. And this pregnancy is like a clue that we can't unite."
"As for the money, I will give back what is not my right.!" Firmly I and choose to pass from before Mas Agam. The man just stayed in place with a pushy look as I passed.
I am truly sorry, sorry for giving what I should not have given to Mas Agam.
Though I was completely in love with her, even ending this relationship should also be against my own heart. But Mas Agam closed his eyes and made no attempt to understand my current state.
In the situation that I am pregnant and Mr. Airlangga clearly does not like me, Mas Agam still had time to think to continue our relationship.