
Hurriedly entering the house again after delivering tea and food to the terrace, I avoided eye contact with Mas Agam. Although I had a few seconds of looking at it, I finally took my eyes off.
The interaction between me and Mas Agam lately is getting more and more frequent. Maybe that's what makes my heart beat faster when I see him.
Continue cooking and arranging food on the dining table after completion. I left the kitchen because I heard Mas Dirga's cell phone ringing. His cell phone was just put on the family room sofa. I hurriedly picked it up and intended to give the phone to Mas Dirga. But for a moment I thought about checking his phone which had never been reached from my checking.
Maybe because I trusted Mas Dirga too much, so I never thought to open the contents of his phone since marriage.
"This woman," Staring at the phone screen with a bitter smile, apparently the cheating woman Mas Dirga contacted him. Mas Dirga does not save the number because on the screen only the phone number and profile photo of the green application with a photo of a woman and a child.
I hurriedly picked up but deliberately did not make a sound because I wanted to know what the woman said across the street.
"Hallo Mas's. Rayyan has a high fever, I took her to the ER earlier. Can you come here.? I'm really scared and confused."
Pressing the red button, I disconnected the call because I could no longer bear to hear what he was saying. Chest feels tight, breath feels at the end. Don't ask me again how my heart is right now. Despite trying to behave in the bodo period, in fact my heart is not strong enough to accept reality for the sake of reality which increasingly shows Mas Dirga's affair.
With trembling hands, I opened the green app and deleted her call history. I put Mas Dirga's phone in its original place in the same position.
"Don't blame me for stopping being loyal, you started Mas.!!" Both of my hands are clenched.
Our marriage has fallen apart as a result of Mas Dirga behind me. Let me destroy all our marriages without a remnant. If he can hurt me, then I can destroy his feelings.!
No matter what with pride and honor, in fact the pride and honor I have been guarding all this time is meaningless. Can't even guarantee the integrity of my household.
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"Are you sure you don't want to take a walk on the Dek.?" For the second time Mas Dirga asked me that question.
"Yesterday we did not take the road. Tomorrow I work again, "Dirga tried to persuade me. But I still refuse.
"I want to be at home." Getting out of the chair and cleaning the dishes at the dining table, I tried to avoid face-to-face with Mas Dirga and chose to do the dishes.
"You don't want to go to the hotel anymore.?" I was shocked when suddenly Mas Dirga hugged me from behind.
"There are many new hotels with mountain views. Last stayed at a Bandung hotel 7 months ago right.?" Ask ensures.
Since we were married, we often went to stay from one hotel to another. Of course to fill Mas Dirga holidays and quality time both.
Some luxury hotels in Jakarta, Bandung and other cities we have visited.
In such a way, we can console ourselves for the shortcomings in the household that until now had not been gifted a child.
A moment of thought, I finally agreed to Mas Dirga's invitation. That way Mas Dirga will not come to the hospital to meet the woman and the little boy who is either Mas Dirga's child or not.
As long as Mas Dirga still obeys my words, I can make him rarely meet the woman.
If necessary, I break their relationship secretly.
If I am not happy, then Mas Dirga and the woman also do not deserve to be happy.
"We buy snacks first." Mas Dirga deflecting car in minimarket.
"Let's buy it, you wait here."
"You want what nitip.?" Ask gently. I mentioned drinks and some light snacks, after which Mas Dirga rushed down from the car.
As soon as Mas Dirga got into the mini market, I glanced at his phone that he left in the car.
I wanted to see if she could call Mas Dirga or send him a message.
Opening the chat app, I saw the call history because there was no chat from the woman.
But apparently in the call history is also not there.
That means Mas Dirga does not know that he was asked to go to the hospital. If you know, we will definitely stop going to the hotel. Because Mas Dirga would have preferred to go see the woman and the child.
Just about to return the phone to its original place, a call went to Mas Dirga's phone. I wanted to lift it, but then Mas Dirga came out of the minimarket. Immediately I put the phone down by letting the phone keep ringing.
"Who's phone is Dek,?" Dirga stuck his head out after opening the car.
His right hand gave me a bag of groceries, while his left hand immediately picked up the phone.
"I don't know, there's no name." I replied indifferently and chose to take a drink from inside the grocery bag.
"Just Deck, I picked up the phone first." Mas Dirga immediately closed the car door, even I have not had time to respond to his words. I just watched him from inside the car.
Mas Dirga shifted away from the car and spoke something. Unfortunately I can't hear what he's saying.
In less than 3 minutes Dirga was back. Sit in front of the wheel and start driving.
"The office guy Mas.?" My toot.
"Not Deck, wrong connect." Dirga answered without looking at me.
I want to laugh in front of him right now. But it's not time yet. Because I still want to pretend to be stupid and pretend not to know what's going on behind my back.
All the way we had a casual chat as usual. I still respond to Mas Dirga's words despite having to endure the frustration.
"You want to try a private pool not Dek.?" The next day we arrived at the hotel.
"The room's top, it's like it's exciting." He said as he grabbed my waist.
"Yes, yes" Only a short answer came out of my lips.
Arriving at the reception, Mas Dirga immediately booked the hotel room he offered me earlier.
He is royal, not thinking twice about spending a lot of money every time we go or vacation. But who would have thought that behind his attitude admired by the many wives out there, he could break my heart and break it to pieces.