
Bianca pov's
I smiled thinly reading a chat from Mas Dirga. She left me a lot of messages, told me to have lunch on time, take vitamins and special milk for pregnant women. Mas Dirga also told me to rest after that.
After reading the chat, I put my phone back on the nightstand without intending to reply. Because Mas Dirga said that he was going to a meeting, so I thought there was no need to reply. Fear will only disturb the meeting.
Sighing heavily, I recalled what had just happened between me and Mas Agam a few hours ago. He must be hurt, I know he loves me. But I can't go against fate if we're not meant to be together.
My pregnancy, Mas Agam's match with Arumi, Mr. Airlangga's dislike for me after knowing I had a relationship with Mas Agam, all of that seemed to be a sign that we could not be together.
There will be many things to sacrifice if I stay with Mas Agam. And it will hurt a lot of people. Especially Arumi and Mas Agam's parents.
Then what will I get if I stay with Mas Agam on top of the pain we inflict on them.?
I'll just be haunted by guilt.
Not to mention the twins who will later live separately with their real father.
Not only Mas Agam who wants to live happily with the people he loves, I also want the same thing. But if this is the case, obviously we are very selfish if we decide to stay together.
The sound of the bell forced me to move out of the room. I rushed out of the room to open the door.
"You.?" Someone standing behind the door surprised me a little. I don't know where that woman knows that Mas Dirga lives here. It was impossible for Mas Dirga himself to tell the woman where he lived.
"Do you know who I am.? From your expression, it seems like you do know me." He said with a smile that seemed made up and it made me careless.
"I want to tell you what your husband's been doing behind your back." Add it with a smile that gets wider. That smile was clearly filled with satisfaction.
"You didn't bring me in.?" Although his voice was soft, but I was sick of hearing it. Unnatural and clearly made up.
"Of course, come in."
"It just so happens that I want to hear your version of the story, because I've heard the Mas Dirga version." I relaxed with a smile. I tried to be calm in front of the woman Mas Dirga said named Ziva.
Facing such a woman must be calm, there is no need to show anger or a little annoyance, because she will actually be more energetic to light a fire.
I let Ziva in and the woman followed me. We sat in the living room facing each other.
"Oh yeah.? What did Mas Dirga say about our relationship.?" Ask. Ziva's tone was gentle, but I could see the worry behind his eyes. He was surprised because I knew what was really going on.
"relationship.? Dirga didn't say you had a relationship." My answer.
"Do you believe.?" Tanya Ziva who seemed to be deliberately luring me.
"6 more years I've been in a relationship with Mas Dirga, where maybe I'm more trusting of strangers.!" I replied firmly and deliberately emphasizing the last sentence to make both of Ziva's eyes glare perfectly.
"With you coming to see me and saying everything, do you think I'll believe you.?" I smiled with a smile at Ziva.
"No, Ziva.! I'm more trusting of Mas Dirga's words." My firm even though I just want to provoke his anger and make him feel defeated because of failing to provoke.
I honestly don't believe 100 percent of what Mas Dirga said.
There must be something he's hiding from me to keep my feelings in check. Maybe Ziva's arrival could make me understand what really happened between the two of them.
"Oh yeah.? But maybe Mas Dirga didn't say that we both love a lot." Ziva said with pride because of love with the husband of others.
"So you guys love a lot.?" I pretended to be surprised and put on a sad face. Though I knew it myself from Mas Dirga's mouth last night.
"Geez, it's true that Mas Dirga covered that from you." This time Ziva smiled widely with sparkling eyes. Maybe he was too happy because he felt that it had hurt me and hurt me.
"Every time Mas Dirga came to see me, we were both always in love." Loud answer. Though I am not sure of Mas Dirga, I am much more uncertain of Ziva's words.
"Ah wait for Ziva, it seems like I forgot something. I forgot Mas Dirga once said that he only did it 2 times the same night. So which one is right.?" I relax. The look on Ziva's face instantly changed, apparently he couldn't hide his panic.
"So you don't believe my words.? You think I lied.?!" Ziva's tone was slightly elevated. For me Ziva's reaction was enough to prove who was telling the truth and who was lying.
"I didn't say you were lying. I just asked, which one is right."
"The color of your confession and Mas Dirga is different." I spoke as softly as possible, Ziva will definitely get inflamed because it does not work to make me burn. In fact, he is the one who began to have difficulty controlling emotions.
"Of course I'm right.! Dirga won't be able to tell the truth."
"We do it often, maybe more than 10 times.!" Exclaims. I chuckled a little at Ziva's words.
"Well, remember Ziva, who did it 3 to 10 times with whom.? Are you sure about Dirga.?" My bluff with a cynical smile, not caring about Ziva's reaction, might get more emotional because of my words.
"What do you mean.?!!" The impact did not accept.
I expected, Ziva would definitely be stirred by emotions. Actually that's my goal.
"Without me explaining, you know much more about Ziva.!" Ketusku.
"You're the only one who knows the truth of what you say."
Ziva seemed to be clenching both of his hands with a reddened face restraining anger.