
Pov Agam
My focus was split, I couldn't concentrate on getting the job done. Ever since Bianca said that she was pregnant, my mind was in a state of chaos.
The hope of being able to live with Bianca will only be wishful thinking, because in fact Bianca also asked to end our relationship.
I'm not really sure if it's my son, because we just did it a few days ago and always use security. Even I didn't feel anything when Bianca said about her pregnancy. All I have in mind is to figure out how to keep Bianca with me, no matter if it's Dirga's son or mine.
A few hours passed, I just signed a few files without rechecking them. My mind was completely muddled and wanted to solve my problem with Bianca immediately.
I turned to Bianca, since she was busy with her laptop without staring at me in the slightest. I think Bianca's done enough to end our relationship, especially after Papa insulted Bianca.
Impatiently waiting for the break to arrive, I decided to go to Bianca's desk. We need to talk about this issue right away until we find a solution.
"We should talk Bi," I stood in front of his desk, the woman looked up at me. He seemed to take a deep breath and throw it away slowly.
"My work is still a lot of Mas, I have to finish it because in a few days I have to resign." Answer's calm. I didn't see the sadness in Bianca's eyes after she decided to end our relationship. It seemed like he was determined to end it all and return to Dirga.
"Don't think about Bi's first job, think about how I feel.!" I slightly snapped at him.
"You can't just end our relationship.! Since the beginning I was serious about you, I also said I would fight for you.!"
"No matter if I have to let go of everything, I just want to have you." I grabbed Bianca's hand, although she initially wanted to pull her hand out of my grasp, but I held her firmly.
"Mas, don't close your eyes about my pregnancy and Mr. Airlangga's words." Bianca sighed listlessly.
"Our relationship is too complicated to stay together." Bianca's eyes condense. It seems that none of this is easy for Bianca either. I could see the sadness in his eyes.
So far it's not just me who's been serious about this forbidden relationship, I know Bianca is also serious about staying with me.
But her current pregnancy was indeed beyond her power.
"Then what about me, Bi.? You're gonna let me get hurt for losing the one I love so much.?" I stared in frustration, there seemed to be no hope left to keep Bianca by my side.
"You've got Arumi, Mas." Lirih.
"I think Arumi is destined for you. She's a nice and funny girl, your life would definitely be much more colorful if you were with Arumi." Bianca carves a shady smile, a smile that just makes me hurt because I feel that Bianca is too easy to let go and let our relationship end just like that.
"Why don't you stay here, Bi.?"
"You can tell Dirga that they're my children. I will gladly accept them as my son."
"That's not true, Mom. Even if I love you and want us to live together, that doesn't mean I'm going to justify everything."
"It's enough Mr. Airlangga insulted me. I do not want in the future Mr. Airlangga will continue to insult and hate me because it has made his son prefer a cheap woman like me than his parents." Bianca's voice trembled, she pulled her hand roughly out of my grasp.
"We should end it all. Back to each of our lives."
"Don't leave my parents and everything Mas Agam has for a woman like me." Clear circles began to wet Bianca's cheeks. He quickly rubbed it.
"Biancas,! I'm even willing to lose all that for you.!!" I tightened my voice a little because I didn't know how to convince Bianca.
"But I can't.! I can't separate a child from his parents. I can't keep my children apart from their real fathers."
I smiled wryly at the reason Bianca had said over and over again.
"No need to make my parents an excuse.! I know actually you don't love me and just make me an outlet."
"If you insist on going back to Dirga, go.!!" Jerk me with the pain and warning that become one.
"You don't have to finish the job before resigning, from this moment on I fire you.!"
"In less than 1 hour, please get out of my room.!"
"Don't worry about the salary, I'll send it to your account. Including money to pay for your body because it satisfied me a few days ago.!" My firmness and passing from before Bianca. I chose to leave the room because I no longer wanted to see his face which would only make me sicker.
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Bianca Pov's
Mas Agam's words made me freeze on the spot. I could only cry silently while staring at Mas Agam's back which was getting further away. He left me in this room after firing and told me to get out of this room.
I did not expect Mas Agam would utter words that were far more painful than Mr. Airlangga's insults.
He made me like a pe la cur because of his words and actions that would pay me money.
I can understand Mas Agam's anger and disappointment in my decision, but that doesn't mean he can vent his anger by insulting me after what we've been through together.
"You make me. It's like being a momentary indulgence," I smiled bitterly. My heart broke again after hearing the insults from Mas Agam.