
I'm still in place even though Bianca's out of this room. I should've arrested Bianca and apologized to her more. But the tongue feels confused to just hold Bianca's steps.
I just realized my biggest mistake was with Bianca.
I shouldn't treat Bianca badly like the comfort woman I've spent time with.
It's natural that if Bianca behaves like that, she must be very hurt by my words and treatment of her.
Disappointment and heartache darkened my eyes. I cannot accept this defeat by letting our relationship end just like that after what we've been through.
Imagining Bianca coming back with Dirga and living a happy life, it felt like there was a fire burning through my heart.
I could have had Bianca, but the pregnancy ruined everything.
A moment of silence, I rushed out of this room after realizing Bianca had completely disappeared from my sight.
I chased after Bianca who had just entered my room.
By the time I entered, Bianca had already brought a small box in her arms and was preparing to leave my room again.
"Bi, I'm really sorry." I immediately blocked Bianca's steps by standing in the doorway so she couldn't just walk out of my room.
"I'm sorry. Please step aside and let me out of here." His face without looking me in the eye.
"Bianca, I'm serious." I said a little upset.
"I never joke, Mom." Rigorously.
"Forget over what just happened, if necessary forget all that has happened between us." Bianca said so easily without thinking about how I feel right now who still can't accept our separation.
"So that you ask me to forget everything.?" I smiled wryly, Bianca's words infuriated me.
"You're even so easy to demean me, that I regret our closeness and want to forget everything." Bianca's voice trembled with teary eyes. He looked at me full of disappointment.
"Excuse me," Bianca slightly pushed me aside and she just walked out of my room with her head down.
I grabbed a vase of flowers on the nightstand and threw it.
"Br*ngs*k,,!!"
"Oh my goodness, Mr. Agam, are you okay.?" The woman I told to be my fake secretary suddenly approached and touched my hand. He just makes me more angry.
"Get out.!!!" Snapped me while brushed aside his hand.
"But Sir,,"
"Are you deaf.!!! Quickly get out of my sight.!!"
"I, yes sir, I'm going out."
I slammed the door as soon as the woman walked out of my room.
"Sh itt.!!"
Bianca's decision I can't take for granted. All this time I've been trying to attract Bianca's attention and slowly approach her in various ways, but in the end she stays back to Dirga.
If only Bianca hadn't gotten pregnant, I would have had Bianca with all the perfection that she had.
...*****...
It still doesn't feel like Mas Agam can treat me that low. Whether it's the original character or just because of a momentary emotion. But clearly his words and deeds managed to scratch a separate wound in my heart.
"Sorry Neng, you need a tissue." The online taxi driver puts a tissue in the back.
"Thank you," I watered down without daring to raise my face. He even knew that I was crying, but I kept my face down. Intentionally so that she wouldn't see me crying.
The ringing of my phone stopped me from wiping my tears. I took the phone from inside the bag and received a phone call from Mas Dirga.
"Hello Dek, you're fine, right.? Why isn't the chat in bales."
"Mas wants to eat your lunch. I'll order from here and send it to your office."
Mas Dirga spoke at length with a worried-looking tone.
"No, I'm on my way home. I stopped working today."
Dirga was a little surprised, he asked me why I could just stop working. While he knew that getting out of the company with a secretary like me could not just stop. Dirga also knew that I had not made a resignation letter.
"Let's just tell me at home." My answer is not to talk about this problem via phone. Besides, I have to be honest with Mas Dirga if Mas Agam is actually the leader in the company and I work as his secretary. Because so far Mas Dirga did not know about it.
"Yes, you're careful on the road."
"No need to cook lunch, I'll order it for you. Do not forget to drink milk as well as vitamins. It's busy this afternoon, there's an important meeting." Soft talk.
I'm just saying yes, because honestly I don't want to talk much in this kind of messed up mood.
"Tell me the twins, Papa misses them and Mama." He said as I left to turn off the phone.
I carved out a faint smile even though Mas Dirga did not look.
"Yes, I'll say it."
...*****...
Dirga Pov's
"Sir Dirga why smile for yourself.?" Reprimanded an OB who was cleaning my room. I looked at him and smiled more and more.
"Look at the results of my children's USG Bang." I answered while turning off the phone and putting it on the table. I just looked at the results of the USG that I intentionally capture on my phone, so that at any time I can see it while in the office.
"Well, Mr. Dirga's wife is pregnant.?" The 40-year-old OB stopped his activities and now walks towards me with an enthusiastic look.
She must have been surprised to learn that my wife was pregnant, because I told Bang Arman a lot about the condition of my household that had not been blessed with children.
"Yes Bang, pregnant with twins" I replied proud at once haru.
"Thank God, God does not sleep Mr. Dirga. Good people like Mr. Dirga should feel happiness with the presence of children."
"Congratulations Sir, may the pregnancy be healthy and smooth until the time to give birth. Greetings to his wife." Bang Arman reached out to shake me.
"Thank you Bang, maybe this is also thanks to the do'a of Bang Arman." I said while patting her shoulder after replying to Bang Arman's hand.
"Didn't say my do'a sir, but because of Mr. Dirga's kindness to my family." Replied Mr. Arman who looked moved.
"If it's my duty to help each other Bang." He answered and patted her on the shoulder again.