Neighbor's Blanket

Neighbor's Blanket
Chapter 62


Dirga POVs


I nodded in understanding when Bianca asked me not to complicate the divorce proceedings that she would soon register in court.


This is not my wish, agreeing to Bianca's request is certainly not an easy thing to do. Let alone parting, imagine that I could not.


But given Bianca's increasingly unwillingness to give me a chance to defend our household, I thought maybe this breakup would be best for Bianca.


Because if forcing Bianca to stay will only make her sad, there is no choice but to let Bianca happy with her choice.


"You know Deck, huh,? Since we first started dating more than 6 years ago, I promised myself that I would keep you happy all my life." I carved a smile behind a sliced heart. It hurts so much to try to let go.


"But what Mas did a few months ago, made Mas renege on that promise." I looked at Bianca guiltily. Moreover, seeing the sad face of Bianca that I had broken her heart. I feel like I'm the worst husband in the world.


Making the wife happy is the duty and duty of the husband, but I make her sad and hurt.


I completely failed to be a good husband to Bianca until she finally made the same mistake as me.


It is not Bianca's fault that she is now in a relationship with Agam, but it is my fault that she has broken her heart and cannot take good care of her wife until she prefers another man.


"Sep apart from you I never imagined before Deck. It felt so heavy and tormented waiting for that day to come," My voice choked, I immediately threw my eyes away in the other direction as I almost cried in front of Bianca.


Setting my breath first, I looked back at Bianca after successfully holding back my tears from spilling.


"But Mas realized, you will not go if Mas can keep and make you happy."


"Mas himself has brought about the destruction of our household."


"If indeed parting makes you happier, sincere Dek." I was silent after saying all that.


I regret having said that last sentence to Bianca.


Sincere.? Of course it's a lie.


How could I ever sincerely release Bianca when this heart never turned away from her.


Bianca has been quiet ever since. He looked at me with a difficult look to understand.


I knew he was digesting word by word that came out of my mouth.


"But before we get divorced, please grant Mas's request one last time." I clasped Bianca's hand and stared inside.


"Splitting from you alone will be very painful Deck, especially if separated in bad circumstances like this."


"Mas wants to have some good memories for the last time before we part."


Right now Banca must have seen me carving out a thin smile, but I was trying to hide the destruction of my heart in front of Bianca.


"What kind of beautiful memories.? Get to the point." Bianca said flatly, slowly she pulled her hand out of my grasp.


Repeatedly received rejection from Bianca, making me realize too big a wound that I had inflicted on his heart.


"For the next 1 week, Mas wants us to take on the role of husband and wife as before." My words immediately got a response from Bianca. He seemed to disagree with hearing it. Seen from both of his eyes that were immediately perfectly rounded.


"Sir, please just this time." My love.


"Mas will not ask for rights, just go back to sleep one room and do activities and interactions as usual."


"Breakfast and have dinner together, go and go home to work together. Then go both ways on the weekend like we do."


"That's all, I promise I won't ask for more."


"Mas also doesn't mind if you refuse physical contact. Even if I just hold hands."


Bianca seemed silent as long as I expressed a wish for the last time.


I hope Bianca will grant my wish.


To be honest all I have is great hope behind my will this time. Hoping that for 1 week we would go back to sleep in one room and do activities together, Bianca would change her mind not to end our marriage. Although I believe the possibility is very small, because it seems like Bianca's heart is almost filled by Agam.


"Daddy, How.? You don't mind, do you.??" I broke Bianca's daydream. He looks confused. It seemed like it was a very difficult decision for him to give an answer.


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Bianca PoVs


"Alright, I don't mind as long as Mas can hold the greeting."


"Only 1 week and do not do husband and wife as Mas said before."


After thinking long enough, I decided to grant Mas Dirga's request. To be honest I was reluctant to do this, but somehow it was hard to resist. Especially when looking at the sad face of Mas Dirga that is so heartbreaking.


Maybe there is no harm in us leaving a good impression before parting, considering our relationship was also started in a very good way.


Mas Dirga carved a wide smile with sparkling eyes. She looked very happy after I agreed to her wish.


It didn't seem like there was any harm in doing the usual activities before we were actually divorced.


I also admit to being wrong in this regard for replying to Mas Dirga in the same way.


"There are many Decks," Mas Dirga shed tears and immediately hugged me tightly, but a second later she let go of her embrace with a panicked look on her face.


"Ma, I'm sorry Dek, I didn't mean it." Said scared. Maybe Mas Dirga was afraid I was thinking things out because he hugged me. I was prepared not to make physical contact.


"No papa Mas," I shifted a little and wrapped my body with a blanket and then leaned on the sofa. The rain is getting heavier, the air inside the house is getting colder.


"You want to sleep on the deck.? Let's go to the room. We can sleep one more room starting this." Mas Dirga invited me with a shady look. I hesitated a little, but tomorrow morning I have to go to the office, no way to stay up and sleep on the couch.


Lying on the side of the bed, I deliberately made a considerable distance with Mas Dirga. The gentleman only carved a faint smile when he saw me lying far enough away from him. He made no comment, but continued to stare at me with a sideways sleep.


I chose to turn my back on Mas Dirga after pulling the blanket to the neck.


To be honest there was a feeling of compassion for her after repeatedly pleading earnestly with me. But given that he destroyed my trust and hope first, that pity will not change the decision I made.