
"Why are you again Dek.?" I'm aghast. Instantly closed the window curtain that I was sibak to peek at the courtyard of Mas Agam's house.
"Come, that's Mas, I heard someone yelling at the package."
"But there's no one outside, I think I'm wrong." I immediately moved from there so that Mas Dirga did not feel suspicious.
"Maybe courier to the house next door." Responded.
"Well, let's go to sleep." Dirga grabbed me by my waist and led me into the room.
My feelings are anxious and unsettled at the moment. How not, until this moment Mas Agam has not returned home.
You thought he was going straight home when he came out of our room this afternoon. But until this moment, Mas Agam's car has not been parked in front of his house. Even his house is dark.
Where did Mas Agam actually go.? Why didn't he come home.? What might have something to do with me.?
It seems impossible if Mas Agam chose not to go home just because he was jealous or upset after knowing I was picked up by Mas Dirga.
...*****...
Last night I did not sleep because I thought about Mas Agam. What's more, the successive messages I sent him didn't get any response, he hasn't even read until this second.
After washing my face, I rushed out of the room. Leaving Mas Dirga who was still asleep.
I hurriedly opened the door of the house just to confirm the existence of Mas Agam's car. Unfortunately I have to swallow disappointed because Mas Agam has not returned home.
"Why did I become like this.?" Staring glaring with my hands on the door, I was confused by my own feelings.
Confused because I just realized that my feelings for Mas Agam are not just an outlet for my disappointment in Mas Dirga.
It was a feeling that just came on its own, although I tried several times to avoid it, but the heart could not deny.
No matter if it is wrong, in fact the feeling is indeed there for Mas Agam.
I went to make breakfast. More than 30 minutes in the kitchen. A hand suddenly coiled up in my stomach from behind as I was arranging the food on the table.
"It's the weekend Deck, the clock's ready for breakfast." Mas Dirga's voice sounded hoarse and heavy in my ears. He put his chin on my shoulder and hugged me tighter.
"What time do you wake up.?" Ask.
"It wasn't long ago, maybe 1 hour ago." I exuded Mas Dirga's embrace by releasing both hands that were coiled in my stomach.
"Let's have breakfast, I'm laper." Carving a thin smile, I hurriedly occupied one of the seats, after Mas Dirga who was directly sitting next to me.
"Where do you want this day Deck.? Let's go, mumpung Mas again free. The office was finished yesterday." Soft talk.
Until now nothing has changed from the way Mas Dirga spoke and treated me. Only time is reduced because it has been divided with other women.
And maybe his love is divided.
"To the mall, Mas, I want to buy work clothes, shoes and bags." I answered while pouring food on Mas Dirga's plate.
Whether it's a fake smile or not, I don't care about it.
...*****...
"Tumben you can shop this much Dek.?" Mas Dirga stared in surprise as I picked up many bags and highils, as this was the first time I had bought such a large amount of items at a time. Usually I only buy at most 2 bags and 2 highils at a time. But this time there were a total of 5 bags and 4 pairs of shoes that I chose.
"Old bags and shoes have started to break. Anyway now I go to the office every day, so I gotta change bags and shoes." Carving a smile, I do not want to make Mas Dirga suspicious if in fact I am trying to drain the contents of the atm even though I know my groceries will not spend his savings. But at least I was also part of the savings of Mas Dirga, before later the savings were drained to please his affair.
"Mas mind if I buy this much.?" Tanyaku later. I know the answer, but I want to be sure. Who knows, Mas Dirga has already begun to count on me.
"Not at all. Who do you think you've been working for if not for you." He answered while chuckling and pulling my nose.
"It's just a wonder because you're not usually rich." Sluggishly.
I only responded with a faint smile, although I actually wanted to say bullshit in response to Mas Dirga's sweet words.
He said his money worked for me. But he hid another woman behind me. And going out and going out with that woman must definitely cost money.!
...*****...
We arrived home at 2pm. Dirga immediately brought my things into the house. I who was about to follow into the house, immediately stopped my steps when I saw Mas Agama's car entering the hall of his house. There was a feeling of relief when he saw Mas Agam who finally went home. But on the other hand, I am also worried about his condition.
"Dec, the groceries are put on the sofa. Go to the bathroom first.!!" I was aghast and immediately turned my head inside the house when I heard Mas Dirga's cry.
Seeing Mas Dirga who rushed inside, made me dare to approach Mas Agam.
The man got out of his car, along with me stopping in front of him.
"Mas Agam from anywhere.?" I asked who couldn't hide my anxiety.
The tall, sturdy man seemed to carve a thin smile at me.
"From Papa's house."
"Why come here.?" Mas Agam asked as he glanced at the door of my house that opened. I know what's on Mas Agam's mind. He certainly did not want it until Mas Dirga suddenly came out and caught us both.
"Why isn't my chat in reply.?" I still look anxiously at Mas Agam.
"No chance to scrape hp."
"Don't worry, I'm fine." Mas Agam gently rubbed my cheeks, making my heart beat with cheeks that might meet red.
"Here we go in, we can talk later." Say it with a shady look.
"Or do you want Dirga to know.? I don't mind, I'll be happy." Ledeknya with a smile.
I slightly throbbed, then nodded and obeyed Mas Agam's words by entering the house. Although I actually wanted to chat for longer, even I wanted to squander into his arms.