Soul Pain
Chapter 11

He knows that patients who are in treatment and supervision should not be left alone even for a moment. Why can he also be negligent and forget about it. Arriving at a hospital, Abi rushed Larisa into the ER. 

“How are things, Doc?” abi asked when the doctor who handled his little girl came out of the ER

“Her bleeding was stopped. I recommend that patients be treated for about two days. Is the patient experiencing a mental disorder?”

“Iya, I'm his personal doctor. He had met the person who caused him depression that triggered his emotions back,” explained Abi.

“Then immediately move the patient to the outpatient room to be safe before he regains consciousness,” Doctor's advice.

“Good, Doc. Thanks though.

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Ningsih's mother Abi immediately followed them to the Hospital. The girl is now resting under the influence of a sedative. Because Abi did not want to take the risk if Larisa later realized that she would come back hysterically and hurt her wrist that had just been treated

“Tante and Om just go home, let me take care of Larisa here,” said Abi

“But, Son Abi,” by Davira

“I beg you, let me be in charge of your daughter's condition. It's my fault for leaving her alone." Abi was downcast because he felt guilty.

Endra approached the young doctor and patted his shoulder gently. “There's nothing wrong here, Doc. Larisa is our responsibility as well. What happened to him was our mistake from the start. I hope, Doctor is able to restore our Larisa,” he said shed tears

“I promise, Om. Will cure Larisa.”

“Ya, already then we go home.”

“Be careful, Om. Again forgive me.”

Endra smiled as he exhaled. “Buk Ningsih, we say goodbye first.”

“Good, Sir, I am after this also coming home.”

“Thanks for following us here.”

“Larisa is also my responsibility, Sir.”

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Two days at the Hospital now Larisa has returned home. Abi faithfully accompanied and accompanied the girl. Because Larisa's emotions are not stable, sometimes he likes to be pensive, moody, suddenly back hysterically roaring and crying, even he will laugh by himself. 

If it has been recurrent and cannot be persuaded then the only way in which Abi took is to inject a sedative. Honestly, his heart ached when giving sedatives in high doses to the girl who had given a new color in her life. 

Regret continues to nest in Abi's chest when he sees Larisa's condition that has no spirit of life. Five days since I got home from the hospital, there was no change in the girl. The situation remains the same. Even his desire to kill himself grew stronger when he saw reporters and media coming to his house. They all asked for information about the video that was going berserk and beat Luna at the mall when it was viral. 

People who do not know about the real problems judge and blaspheme Larisa as well as their will without caring about the mental health condition of the girl. 

Endra and Davira chose not to give any information about their daughter's condition. Silence is the best option and lets the news hunters write as they please. 

His good name as an entrepreneur is no longer a priority for Endra. But the health of the princess is the most important. 

"I want to die, brother. I've put Mama and Papa to shame." The girl was crying and roaring in her room. 

"Better I die for Mama, Papa don't bear the shame because I'm crazy."

"Conscious, La! If you can recover, you can make both of your parents proud."

The girl shook her head. Because the way people think about depression is very short. He felt his life was meaningless. That is what prompted Larisa to end her life immediately. 

Abi was frustrated. He began to be confused and ran out of sense to calm this girl back. Because he didn't want to keep using sedatives to make Larisa stop torturing herself. 

"You want to die?" abi asked with a crimson face. "Then come on, come on, Brother." 

Abi pulls Larisa's hand out of the room and down the stairs. The girl looked confused but tears would not stop wetting her thin cheeks. 

"If you want to die, please end your life here. " Abi said in front of both Larisa's parents. 

"What the fuck is this, Abi?" Pekik Endra's. 

"Let him, Om. Let him kill himself in front of us. After that we'll all meet him in hell." For the first time Larisa saw the face of Abi who was so tense that she showed her neck veins. 

"It's a knife to end your life." Abi gave the sharp object into the grasp of Larisa who was still standing crying. 

"Let's stab yourself with that knife" Pekik Abi in front of his patient's face. 

Larisa's hands began to tremble between wanting to do as Abi ordered, but she also hesitated when she saw her parents crying and kneeling before her. 

"Or do you want to, Brother died first? Or your Mama? Papa you? To be able to accompany you in hell?" Threatening Abi

"Please son, don't do that." Davira feels like her world will end soon if the princess does. 

"You see! They still love you and wish you could heal, but why would you want to end your life? Why did you destroy their hopes? Do you think they'll be okay after you die?"  Abi was angry even he shook Larisa's shoulder.

This time the man was out of patience. Although he is a Psychologist who is required to be able to understand the state of the patient. However, he is also an ordinary man who has a sense of saturation to face Larisa who never changes. 

"Please kill them first if your will to die is so great. Because they'll suffer much more if they live but can't see you happy on this earth."

Abi turned and set his foot to leave Endar's house. Honestly, if Larisa continues like this, she can no longer. 

The girl immediately threw the knife in her grip onto the floor and ran after Abi and hugged the man from behind. "I'm sorry, brother. I'm a fool I'm just thinking to myself. Please don't be angry and don't leave." Larisa begged while crying on that wide back. 

Abi breathed a sigh of relief. Actually, he felt afraid and worried if Larisa really did the thing she said earlier. But thankfully God still gives his patients common sense to realize that desire is not the best way. 

Endra and Davira who were also anxious hope can now breathe a sigh of relief. The princess did not end her life. 

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