Soul Pain
Chapter 142

Making sure Kyra is asleep Larisa and Abi alternately give kisses to the princess. Then they got out of bed and out of there.

“We go to room?” Abi asked as the wife closed the door.

A nod from his wife made Abi immediately lift Larisa's body into a sling. Arriving in their room, he laid Larisa on the bed with her who fell on the body of the wife.

“Kak, before going to bed I want to send a message first,” said Larisa.

“Titip order?” Abi doesn't understand.

“I want to send a message to Mama Ningsih, tell her that I have kept my promise to her. I also want to leave Mama and Papa, please take care of them, yes. Lastly Kyra, Big Brother, must be a strong Papa and able to make her live a happy life without a lack of affection.”

Abi laughing. “Just want to sleep doang use titip order all. I want to go far.”

“I didn't go far. I'll stay here.” Larisa pointed at Dada and Abi's head. “There is in the heart and also in the mind, Brother.”

Abi stroked his wife's head. “Iya, huh. Big brother promised to deliver your message with Mama Ningsih and Big Brother promised to take care of Mama and Papa and Kyra our daughter.”

Larisa smile. She kissed Abi's lips very gently and then said, “Good night my husband. Thank you for everything, I love you until the end.”

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“Abi, Abi, wake.” The voice of someone who just kept calling him made Abi feel disturbed from his deep sleep. Her eyes opened and her mother stood at the side. “What's up, Ma?” tanyakanya.

Ningsih who seemed to have cried was unable to answer the question of the son.

“Mama cry? Why?” Abi immediately set his foot on the floor.

“Papa.” Kyra immediately slid into his arms.

“What is this? Where's Larisa?” He was still confused not to understand the situation that had happened. What's more, realizing the wife wasn't on the side.

Suddenly the doctor came in. “Sorry before, Sir. We've been trying to wake you up from earlier, but it's like you slept so soundly. Until we moved Ms. Larisa, you didn't know.”

“Moving? Where is Larisa moved?”

“Just five o'clock in the morning your wife breathes out her last.” 

The doctor's explanation is like a gun firing a sharp puluru right into his heart. Instantly his legs felt weak, Abi was unable to stand firmly. He still did not believe, just now it felt to embrace the warm body of the wife, immediately he now received the news that Larisa was gone.

His head shook slowly, and Abi laughed. “Could not. We had just accompanied Kyra to sleep in her room and .. and Larisa had a soft kiss on my lips. Even it still feels left here.” Abi's fingers try to feel his lips that can still feel the soft and warm pangutan his wife.

“Abi, Larisa really is gone,” explains Ningsih.”

“Gak, Ma! Larisa just sent me a message, Mama, same to me. Said he'd kept the same promise, Mama.”

The words of the son made Ningsih unable to stem the tears. He immediately clutched tightly Abi.” Yes, Larisa has indeed kept the same promise, Mama. He was willing to sacrifice his life for you. And now Larisa has left us all.”

Endra and Davira who had just arrived in the room immediately embraced Erat the granddaughter.

With a wail of tears on Abi's cheek then got up from the floor. Approaching the Doctor who was still standing there. “Doctor lied right?! My wife is alive, it's just a dream. Ma, Pa, it's just a dream, Larisa's alive and she's waiting for us in Bali. Trust me the same."

Endra could not say anything to see his beloved daughter-in-law so devastated. Can only give a hug to strengthen each other. 

Davira shook her head and stroked her daughter-in-law's cheek while holding her granddaughter. “It was just a dream, Abi. Larisa invites you to part ways in a dream, so that you are not too sick if you take it off.”

“Before the corpse of Mother Larisa we are a cafeteria, please family see her for the last time,” said Doctor. 

“Good, Doc. In a moment we will meet Larisa's body, ” replied Endra.

The doctor left the family mourning.

Abi who still could not accept the departure of his wife only cried on the floor of the hospital ceramics. Hugged his knees and buried his face there.

Kyra continued to cry on the lap of the Oma. The little girl also felt the loss as the Papa felt.

An hour passed, a husband who had just been abandoned by his wife was easing his cries. Ningsih tried to approach the child. “We meet Larisa?”

“I still hope it's just a nightmare, Ma.” Abi said with tears on his cheeks.

“Gak, darling. This is real and you should be able to sincerely release Larisa.”

“But I can't, Ma. Just now we slept together and warm body still felt in this body.”

Ningsih shook her head and rubbed Abi's wet cheeks. “You must be strong, Abi. Look Kyra, she needs you. Now remove these tears and take her to see her Mama for the last time.”

“Am I strong, Ma?”

“Hust! Larisa must also leave a message for you, right?”

Abi nodded. He recalled his wife's last message and tears fell.  He tried to get up from his seat and approached the princess.

“Kyra,” greet Abi with vibrating voice.

“Mama, Pa,” cry Kyra.

The son and father clenched each other Erat shed their sense of loss and tried to strengthen the broken heart. Then Abi uncovers a hug rubbing her daughter's cheek and lifts Kyra into a sling. “We See Mama, yes?”

Kyra nodded even though she couldn't.

Arrived where Larisa's body was laid. Abi stared at the stiff body that had been covered in white cloth. With heavy steps he tried to approach the body of the wife who could no longer hug and caress him. 

So did Endra and Davira as well as Ningsih, they were equally incapable, but the grip of each other's hands seemed to give the strength to see the child or daughter-in-law for the last time.

Abi put a few kisses on the face of the wife who already felt cold. Lastly he gave a soft kiss on Larisa's lips which still looked a little red. “You're going why don't you say Big Brother anyway, baby? Why do we have to part in a dream? Why not let Brother take you off?”

There was no reply from Larisa, only a slight smile seemed to dwell on her lips. It was as if she was gone bringing peace and love from her husband, children and family.

“Mama.” The voice of the princess made Abi wake up from her crying. He raised the child to reach his mother's face.

“Kyra want to say what's the same, Mama?” ask Davira.

“Mama must not hurt anymore, huh? Kyra will not cry anymore if Mama is already in her paradise Allah.”

The little girl seemed to have the strength to be able to let go of the mother. He no longer shed tears like that. Finally Kyra gave a warm kiss on the cheek of the Mama and then smiled broadly. “Kyra will take care of Papa, Oma, Opa and Eyang. Mama can go quietly.”