Soul Pain
Chapter 149

Abi was on his knees. “Ma, sorry I. I didn't mean to hurt Kyra. All out of control, Ma.”

“True Boni said, you are selfish. Feeling very hurt but you forget that here Kyra is the most injured. After he lost Larisa, now coupled with your attitude that made him lose Papa.”

“Gak, Ma, Kyra won't lose her Papa. I promise I'll try to control myself and learn to take Larisa.”

Unable to withstand the sadness, Davira also chose to leave the daughter-in-law. Abi turned to Papa-in-law. Wishing Endra could wisely understand the situation earlier, but in fact the old man also felt disappointed at his attitude. 

“Sorry, Bi. Papa needs time alone,” said Endra passed from there. 

Desperate, Abi prostrated himself on the floor. Regretting everything that has happened even he feels very guilty to the late wife who must have seen him from heaven. He also cried so much that Viona who listened also felt the pain of Abi's heart which was said to be sembilu.

Embrace the man. “Cry and after this try you must be strong.”

Sobbing Abi nodded her head at Viona's shoulder. “Please help me, Vi. Help me make Larisa's departure.

“Iya, I'll help you forget Larisa,” muttered Viona quietly.

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Although he is a soul specialist who already has a lot of experience. Not that Abi can be fine if his soul feels unbalanced. He was just an ordinary human being who could limp when one leg of the crutch had been broken. Now with a limp he tries to walk normally.

It was difficult but he kept trying for the princess who needed him. Viona, who promised to help, is faithfully at Abi's side. Become a story companion who is ready to listen at any time. While Boni and Kania chose to focus on caring for and giving affection to Kyra.

“Kyra.” Abi tried to get closer to the princess again. After the incident at that time. Kyra did not want to meet him, because she was still afraid if she later returned scolded and yelled at. Making Abi unable to hold back tears when feeling the pain of the niche when the child seemed to think of him as a stranger.

“Come, baby, hug Papa. Papa will not be angry again with Kyra,” persuaded Kania.

The little girl looked questionably at Kania and Boni.

“There are Papi and Mami here, you don't have to worry,” Boni explained.

Finally Kyra came down from Kania's lap and approached the Papa with hesitation. Until finally he hugged his father made Abi breathe a long breath because finally he can hold back the child who is very longed for.

“Sorry Papa, yes, sorry Papa for being rude to Kyra, sorry Papa for snapping Kyra, sorry Papa for being evil to Kyra,” isak Abi.

“Kyra sorry Papa, really. But promise, yes don't like it anymore,” replied Kyra along crying.

Abi kissed the princess's cheeks. “Papa promised, Papa won't do that again. From now on Papa will try to do better for Kyra.”

The boy hugged his father tightly.  “Kyra darling, Papa.”

“Papa is also dear, Kyra.”

Finally, there is no longer any distance between father and son. Both dissolve in the taste of haru and longing are melted into one. Together with Kyra, Abi began to live the day with full of struggle. 

Endra and Davira always accompany him as well as Boni and Kania who are always there when the little girl needs affection from them. While Viona who felt not considered by the family chose to go from there and live in an apartment.

Hope that makes him still feel at home living in Bali. Sure if one day Abi will definitely be able to forget Larisa and open the heart to her love that has never eroded by time.

However, every day he would visit the villa just to meet with Abi. Prove to the man that he will always be by his side. 

When the day off, they all gather in the villa to accompany Abi and Kyra spend time so that both of them feel not lonely even though Larisa is no longer there. They want to make Abi and Kyra feel that everything will stay the same.

“Oh, yes, Bon, from tomorrow I want to go back to work,” said Abi.

That made Boni develop a big smile. So did Endra and Davira. “Good then. It means you really want to continue living.”

“Hust! It's for Kyra. I don't want to keep losing. Soon I have to get up.”

“OK, then tomorrow morning we leave together.”

Abi nodded in agreement.

“I can come?” sela Viona who happened to be there too.

Makes Boni frown.

“Bby. You can help out there. Who knows you can work too,” replied Abi

Viona smiled happily. But not with Endra and Davira who seem to dislike the same with Kania. But they chose to be quiet because however Viona was here at Ningsih's request to continue to accompany Abi.

Very early in the morning Viona arrived at the Villa. He immediately went upstairs to meet Abi who was going to work.

“Bi, can I come in?” Viona asked in front of the room door.

Abi soon appeared from behind the door. “ Yes?”

“You want me to help you get ready?”

Abi smiled warmly. “No need, I've helped Kyra. Just wait under.”

That answer made Viona smile to cover up the disappointment. Abi closed the door and chose to go down to the dining table.

“Suit this tie what is this?” Abi asked the princess who was sitting on the edge of the bed.

“Yang in Papa's right hand,” Kyra replied.

“Why?”

“Because Mama will definitely pair it with that shirt, Papa, wear.”

Abi smiled knot.

“Sorry, if I ..” Kyra was down.

Abi approached his son and knelt down. “Papa not angry, really. Papa is happy that this little daughter of Papa can take care of Papa like Mama did.” Then on the doorstep the black mane of the child. “Still, yes, you can be strong for Papa.”

Kyra smiled widely and nodded.

“Sorry Papa is too weak. Papa should take care of Kyra, help Kyra get ready for school, prepare all Kyra needs, me-.”

“Kyra is not papa kok,” cut the girl immediately hugged her father very tightly and Abi also replied.

“Now Papa wear a tie first, yes.” Abi broke their embrace.

“You want me a stone?”

“Emang Kyra can?”

“Can dong. You know yesterday I studied with Mami Nia.” The little girl stood on the bed to reach her.

“Papa height, yes?” kekeh Abi's.

“Iya, Papa, nduk dikit,” pinta Kyra. 

“If Mama used to like to pinch a tie for Papa.”

“I'm a kid now, Pa. But later when it is big it will definitely grow high.”

Abi nodded. After the tie was neatly attached to his collar he lifted the child and carried him out of the room.

“Good Morning,” greet Endra and Davira.

“May, Pa,”Abi replied when she arrived at the dinner table.

“Morning also Oma, Opa,” Reply Kyra.

Soon Boni and Kania arrive. “Wah, it is neat aja lo,” said Boni.

“All thanks Kyra,” replied Abi.

Kania smiled proudly and walked over to the little girl. “Good work.”

“Thanks, Mami,” Reply Kyra.

“Sama-sama, dear. Now Mami tidied her hair, yes.”

“Oke.”

Kania helps Kyra braid her long hair. After that, they enjoyed the breakfast on the table.