Soul Pain
Chapter 14
At the airport before parting ways, they hugged each other to provide strength. With a heavy heart the two parents let go of the child and his daughter-in-law with a wave of hands. And hope and prayer that will never break.
“In a time when people are happy after their child's marriage, why are we sad, Pah?” Davira asked with tears.
Endra stroked his wife's shoulders while staring at the back of his son and daughter-in-law who began to disappear behind the crowd. “Sabar, Mah. We will not be sad forever. Papa believes Abi can definitely bring that happiness back to us. Give him time.”
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Being on the clouds for about two hours finally Abi and Larisa arrived at the villa. They also went straight to the room to unwind.
“You Want to help move clothes to the closet?” ask Abi to Larisa.
The girl nodded weakly.
“Ya already, if so Brother to the room. Our room is next to each other so, if you need anything, you can directly call Brother.”
Larisa nodded.
As promised to Endra, Abi chose to separate the rooms with Larisa until she recovered and accepted their marriage. Let's just say for now that they're in the adjustment stage.
Before leaving Abi stroked his wife's cheeks and smiled warmly.
Since the incident at home yesterday Larisa is indeed calmer. However, he was more moody and pensive. Likes to lock yourself in the room, if you feel bored he will color or draw on the mattress. If you speak as necessary. Larisa seems to be losing her identity, she is still confused about herself. Want what? Must what? Hows it? Like someone who has no purpose in life.
Finished packing clothes in the closet, Abi chose to clean himself and change clothes. When he was about to get out of the room, he saw the face and prayer mat that became a wedding dowry for Larisa lying on the bed. Abi fondled how he gave it to his wife. When he was in need of an answer to his doubts, Abi rushed out of his room.
“La, Brother can enter?” Abi asked at his wife's doorstep.
Not long after, Larisa opened the door.
“We pray worshippers, yuk! Brother bawain mukenah and prayer mat for you.”
Larisa agrees.
“Still remember how wudhu?”
Wife nodded.
“We pray here only.”
They took turns to the bathroom to sanctify from the small hadas. Then Abi spread out two prayer mats. He waited for Larisa to wear her face and Abi asked her to stand behind him.
Abi began to fulfill his duties as husband and priest for Larisa. After the greeting he reached out his hand to be kissed by his wife. Though hesitant, Abi still tries. The girl apparently welcomed her hand and placed a forehead on the back of the hand. Abi responded by stroking the top of Larisa's head.
Want the heart to land a kiss on the forehead of the woman who has been legally his wife, but he undo. Afterwards they raised their hands asking for and pleading with the owner of the universe. Whether what prayers they offer in the heart, certainly things and good hopes for the healing of Larisa and the future of this household.
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Finished breakfast Abi invites Larisa to sit at the villa hall to enjoy the vast sea view from there. While chatting about his wife's activities here while he works later.
“Come here,” invite Abi with a hand gesture. Ask his wife to sit next to him.
Larisa complies.
Abi smiled and slipped the wife's hair behind her ear. “What do you feel here?”
“Quiet.”
“What do you think about jumping off this cliff?”
Larisa. “I've promised Brother not to do that.”
Abi smiled knot. “Sister only asked.” He breathed a long breath. “The view is beautiful, yes?”
Larisa nodded.
“Why, Brother, not at home?”
“La, Brother has to work. If we don't eat the same thing later? Cook keep asking Papa. You are now the responsibility of Brother here.”
His wife was silent.
“Kakak left in the morning at eight and came home at three in the afternoon. As long as you are not at home you can go back to tutoring here. Sister has registered you take cooking lessons, painting, playing music. That's if you want.”
“I want,” answer quickly.
Abi smiled happily. “Good if that is so. One more thing, every morning Brother can ask to make tea with you?”
“Why not Aunty?”
“Sister wants you. How?”
Larisa seemed to think for a moment after which she nodded her head in agreement.
“Still, yes. Well, later after you leave for work you will do yoga with the instructor here. Anyway Sister Ulfa will always accompany you. If you feel bored and do not want to do anything just say to him as long as Brother is not in the villa.”
His wife simply complied.
“Do you have any objections? If you don't like to say it, don't papa. Brother will not force, as comfortable as you are.”
“Whatever that is, Brother, suggest I do.”
Abi smiled with satisfaction and gave his thumbs up. “Mumpung today, Brother is still on holiday how about we go out?”
Larisa. “I'm more comfortable here.”
“OK, what do you want?”
“Tau know.”
“Kok don't know?”
“Just want to sit here while looking at the view.”
Abi close their bodies. “Sini nyender in chest, Sister.”
“Bby?”
“Certainly can dong.”
Larisa also entered in Abi's arms. He put his head on the chest of the field. I don't know what's on Larisa's mind, but she's enjoying the new atmosphere. Abi occasionally stroked his wife's head gently, they both looked at the same sea but with different feelings.
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This morning after the dawn prayer Abi invited Larisa to read the holy verse of the Quran. The girl looked stammered because it had not opened a book that became a guide and guide for Muslims. So did Abi, he sometimes felt something was wrong with his reading. However, he immediately opened youtube to recall the science that has begun to be forgotten.
“Tomorrow if every Friday we call ustad here you want to not? We learn to pay again. Shame we are smart in the science of the world but the science of the afterlife is forgotten,” asked Abi to his wife.
Larisa smiled and nodded in agreement.
“OK, Brother will find ustad or ustazah that can be called home. Yes, already Brother wants to get ready to go to work first in the room.”
The woman just nodded her head.
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