Soul Pain
Chapter 41

"I mean that too. That's why I don't want to rush to make a decision. Honestly sometimes I still like to feel afraid if going alone, let alone away from Abi,” said Larisa.

Kania sneering. “Bucin lo.”

“Not, not that! I mean, I think I find it hard to trust a new person. I am afraid I will be betrayed again like friends on campus first. They know about Bayu who benefits me, they also know how Bayu really is. But why they never said or ingetin me. They are supportive of what Bayu is doing, as if I am a fool. Even they also use me through bayu.”

Kania stroked his best friend's back. “Make that a lesson, Sa. Not everyone is bad. Maybe that was when it was unlucky. Meet the bad guys. But so yourself, Larisa is always good with everyone, but don't think that everyone has good intentions with us. Bottom line be careful.”

Larisa nodded.

“Do not until you change. Don't want to help anymore, always prejudiced by everyone, do not want to be friends. That can't be, yeah, Sa.”

“Iya. Thanks, yeah. You want to cry my curhatan.”

“Gue is happy to now be there next to lo.”

“It's afternoon, we're back, yuk.”

“Yuk!”

...🐮🐮🐮🐮...

Two people who are drunk in love are enjoying their days with happiness. From morning until noon they will be busy with their respective activities. Occasionally will ask news over the phone to release the feeling of longing. His name is also a person who is kasmaran, if you can anyway want to always be close.

The night is a time for them to share about each other. There are only things that are the subject of discussion. There is no boredom that hit because both of them seem to find new things from each other. It makes them miss each other even more.

“Bik, please enter the cuisine to rantang, yes. Somewhat a lot, because I want to have lunch with Kak Abi at the clinic,” said Larisa finished cooking.

“Good, Mbak.”

“Still, yes, Bik. I want to take a shower first.”

Larisa today wants to accompany her boyfriend to lunch at the clinic, because behind Abi is very busy because of the blending of patients who come. As a result of him who introduced Abi as his personal doctor on the youtube channel. Making suaminya it was also famous among the audience who are mostly also the sufferers of mental disorders. 

Larisa departs of course with a private driver. Up there he saw that the patients were starting to get quiet. Maybe they're looking for lunch too because it's time.

“Wait a minute, yes, Ma'am. Doctor Abi is having guests,” is obviously one nurse.

“Who?” ask Larisa.

“Says he was a college friend first.”

“Oh, frequent here?”

The sister nodded. “Almost every week.”

Larisa frowned. “Ngapain?”

“Sorry, Ma'am. If that's the case we don't know.”

“Cowok or girl?”

“Chick.”

Larisa nodded.”Thanks, Sus.”

“Iya, Ma'am. If so we permit lunch first, later if the guest has come out please enter.”

The girl nodded. He waited in the waiting chair. Fifteen minutes later the guest did not leave. Larisa starts to get upset, she just goes in without knocking on the door first.

“Loh, why not the driver who came?” asked Abi in shock.

The man came out of his desk and went straight to his wife. “Know this friend Brother one campus first.”

“Hi Me, Viona. Then I go home, yeah, Bi. Sorry to interrupt lunch time.”

“Oke, later if anyone wants to ask again, can come here or call aja.”

“OK. Thanks, yeah. I'm pamit.”

Abi drove his guest to the front door. Larisa immediately threw herself on the sofa and put on a jutek face.

“Kok is mungunganya?” abi asked to approach his wife.

“That people don't know what, it's lunch hour is still at home here linger. Is his stomach hungry? I've been waiting for a quarter of an hour outside tau gak.” Larisa's voice sounded high. To make Abi shocked because only this time the wife was so angry.

“She's Brother's friend, baby. Again stack the S3 thesis. So, yes, Brother help as much as possible.”

“Unfortunately there is no other doctor she can go to?”

“Can't know, La. If you go to another doctor, not necessarily they want to share their experience for free.”

Larisa grunts annoyed. “It turns out, Brother, the guy is so nice. Even to the extent of willing to hold hunger to help him.”

Abi grabs his wife's hand and is immediately brushed aside by Larisa. “Not that. Usually Mr. Driver has come to lunch, but he did not come, so Brother help Viona while waiting.”

“Reason, Brother, aja. If the stomach person is hungry will call why the food does not come.”

Abi breathed a long breath. It seems that the wife is experiencing the name Pistanthrophobia or the fear of trusting others. Caused by the result of serious disappointment. It looks like Abi has to be patient again.

He cupped the woman's face and looked her in the eyes. “You believe the same Brother right?”

“Tau know.”

“Why?”

“I don't like, Brother, close to others let alone women.”

“Reason? Brother's working, baby. So, you can not limit dong with whom you meet and interact.”

“Yes, anyway I don't like it! If, Brother, work and interact professionally with other women it’s okay, I understand. But if I was like that, I can't understand. You two are in one room and you're kind of familiar. Even when I came his face immediately changed and he just did not want to ask my name.”

Abi directly devoured his wife's lips to relieve Larisa's explosive emotions. Then he ended by sticking their eyebrows together. “Hey, Dengerin Sister. What you fear will not happen. If you can't trust anyone else, don't papa. Just trust your brother if our relationship will not be anything that can damage it.”

“But-”

“Ssuuttt .. You should be able to control that trust again, Okay. Don't let this affect you.”

“Mean, Brother?”

Abi stroked his wife's head. “Without you knowing, you are having a phobia of trust in someone. Brother can not be sure how bad, but later at home we do therapy so that the symptoms do not get worse. You can, cooperation with Brother, to cure the phobia?”

Eventually, Larisa calmed down. He tried to control himself and they ate lunch together. After eating Abi drove his wife to the parking lot, before parting they embraced first.

“Just from now on, Brother, you have to keep the distance from girls,” Larisa said.

Abi just nodded and smiled a smile. “At home don't think of anything. Remember, you must keep thinking positively so that the phobia is not getting worse. Wait for Brother at home.”

The woman nodded in agreement and immediately got into the car.