Soul Pain
Chapter 44

“So, Mama, already know that, Abi sister has the same feeling I?” ask Larisa.

“He said it, before bringing you to move here," explained Davira.

“Why, Mama, didn't say from the beginning?”

“It's not a right, Mama.”

Larisa is silent.

“Mama stay in the room first want to clean clothes. Mama is sure that this Mama's daughter has healed and you can return like the old Larisa. Do not let you lose a valuable person just because of the pain in the past.”

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Endra and Davira were happy. They will return to Jakarta.

“You are at home only. This time no need to drag,” Endra said to Abi.

“Good, Pa. Sorry if yesterday my attitude was less pleasant.”

“Papa also apologizes and Papa understands why you behave like that.”

After that they embraced. Endra also hugged the princess. Last Davira. “Remember always order Mama.”

“Good, Ma,” Reply Larisa.

They let go of the two men only until home. After that go back in. Since yesterday, Abi has locked himself in his room. It also takes time to be alone and understood. 

“Kak,” call Larisa.

“Kakak already replied to an email from Viona yesterday and said that it was the last help. From now on, we won't be in touch again. If you still do not believe please see the list of blocks in this hp.” Abi gave his cell phone to his wife. 

Larisa received it and it turns out that due to being slammed yesterday, half the phone screen was cracked. “Sorry, if my attitude last night was excessive.”

“So I have forgiven you. After you put it on, put it in the room. Brother wants a break first.” Abi breezed from the middle room towards his room.

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At night Larisa had prepared dinner at the table, but Abi never came. From this afternoon until now he did not see the lover coming out of his room. Larisa's getting worried.

“Bik, I ate in Brother Abi's room only. Aunt can't you eat alone?”

“No papa, Ma'am. Want Aunt help you bring the food?”

“No need. I can do it myself kok.”

Larisa carries a tray of rice and water for Abi to eat. “Kak?” his call was in front of Abi's room.

“Sign in,” replied Abi.

The man's voice was not as usual. Larisa went in and put a tray on the nightstand and she sat down on the edge of the bed. Abi was still in the blanket. “Eat first, yuk, Brother! I brought food here.”

“Tarok aja, later if hungry Brother eats,” replied Abi with a hoarse voice.

The woman began to worry that she was directly putting her hand on the man's forehead. “Kakak, fever? How can you not tell me?”

“Papa's not hot. Tomorrow also enjoy.”

Larisa immediately ran to her room to order fever medicine through an online application on her mobile phone. Then he went back to Abi's room. “Sit first, yuk, Brother. Eat dikit.”

Abi tried to sit on a mattress with a pillow arranged by his wife.

“I bribe, yes,” persuade Larisa.

Abi nodded weakly. 

Only half the food made it into his stomach, after which Abi felt nausea. “Udah, La.”

“Little more, yes. Brother, from lunch have not eaten loh.”

“Abi shakes. “Silver, nausea. If forced fear will vomit.”

Suddenly Auntie came to deliver the medicine that Larisa ordered earlier.

“Drink medicine first, let the heat go down.” Larisa puts the medicine in Abi's mouth and helps her drink.

“Still, La.  You can go back to the room. Brother, want to continue to rest,” Abi said lying down his body.

He came out of the room back to the kitchen to put the dirty dishes and fill his stomach because he had not had time to eat dinner. Plan to eat both, uh even Abinya fever. 

After eating Larisa went to her room to clean up and change clothes. After that he went back into Abi's room, he saw the man shivering with cold. Immediately taken a blanket in his room to increase the thickness of the blanket so that the lover feels warm. The AC in the room was turned off. 

Abi's heat never went down, Larisa decided to compress it. He sat down beside Abi putting a compress on the man's forehead. Every few minutes he was replaced until he was sure that the body temperature of the man next to him had dropped. His eyes also began to feel heavy finally he decided to sleep with his girlfriend tonight.

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“What? Already departed?” Larisa is shocked when she realizes that Abi was not there when she woke up. He rushed out of the room to look for it, said the man's aunt had just left for the clinic half an hour ago.

“Kok I'm not built, yes?” larisa Gumam.

The woman went back to her room to pick up her cell phone and contacted Abi. “Kok not lifted anyway?”

Repeatedly contacted but still unanswered, Larisa decided to wash her must first. After that he went to Abi's room to make up the bed that was still a mess.

“This is her phone Abi,” murmured Larisa. Looks like Abi accidentally left his phone in the villa. “Maybe he forgot to bring mobile.”

📞Hallo, good morning with Abista Doctor Clinic, can you help?

Answer the receptionist across there.

📞I Larisa, Can you connect with Doctor Abi?

📞Oh, Sister Larisa. Well wait a minute

Larisa waited for almost five minutes and Abi finally answered her call.

📞What's up, La?

Ask Abi

📞Sister, forgot to bring your phone?

📞Gak. Brother purposely left so you don't suspect

📞I mean, Brother?

📞So I don't want you to continue thinking that, Brother is still in touch with Viona or other friends.

The girl was silent at the end of the phone.

📞Someone you want to talk about? Otherwise, he hangs up the phone. And more patients.

📞I was just asking about it.

📞Oh, yes already. Da.

Their call was ended by Abi. Larisa regrets that she feels so guilty.

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Without realizing it, his attitude made Abi feel suspicious. Is this attitude too much? Larisa also contacted her best friend to meet at the villa because she needed someone to tell her stories.

📞Oke, I'll be there at lunchtime

Kania

📞True, yes

📞Iya, it's already. I'll see you later

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“Yes, it is clear that Abi is angry. Suspicious of course, but don't overdo it,” said Kania. After Larisa told her the problem and poured out all the turmoil of her heart she began to comment.

“Emang wrong? I'm just afraid of losing Brother Abi,” explained Larisa.

“Lo afraid of losing Kak Abi or lo still traumatized by infidelity?”

Larisa was silent.

“Gue knows you've been betrayed and hurt by men, but don't you think all men are just as jerks. There are also good and trustworthy men. He will not betray his loved ones.” 

“Keep me wrong?”

“Obviously you are wrong. Especially until he slammed his cell phone, Abi. Don't get used to it, Sa. Later you can turn into a tempramental person. I know, you still need time to re-believe with someone, but if you yourself do not try to want to until when like that?”

Larisa breathed a deep breath and threw her back onto the sofa. “Do not know why, Nia. When I found out Abi lied my emotions went up and I couldn't help it.”

“Each one tried. If you cannot control your emotions, you should go first to calm down. Don't solve the problem right then. Calm yourself first, after feeling better, ask for an explanation.”

“Continue now how should I?”

“Yes, sorry!”

“How?”

“So sorry you don't know how.”

“I mean that is there no other way but I'm sorry just use the words?”

Kania ber O ria's. “Lo replace the destroyed Kak Abi phone. Say as a sign of apology for being childish.”

Larisa also sneered because she was insinuated by her best friend.

“Terus?”

“Do not know me. Just search on google. Udah, ah, I unplug, yes.” Kania got up from her seat.

“Highly fast behind it.” Larisa takes her best friend out of the house.

“Gue must return to hotel, Sa.”

“Iya, huh. Thank you for wanting my curses.”

“It’s okay. Anyway you inget my message earlier.”

“Iya. TTDJ.”

Kania gave her thumbs up through the car window.