Soul Pain
Chapter 42
"Just from tomorrow I'll take lunch to the clinic. All nemenin , Brother, eat,” explained Larisa while they were sitting in the living room enjoying dinner.
“Oke, it's up to you. Sister will even be very happy if every day can be accompanied by meals at the clinic.”
“So I don't want to, Brother, meet again the same woman earlier.”
“La, not that easy dong. Brother promised to help him.”
“Easy really, just tell me if I don't like.”
Because Abi doesn't want his wife's trust in him to go away. So, as much as possible he will obey what Larisa said. Now he has to find the right reason to avoid Viona.
“Now can we talk?” ask Abi.
Larisa nodded.
“Try to explain or describe what you feel?”
Larisa took a deep breath and exhaled it. “I tuh, afraid that later, Brother cheating. Anyway I don't want to be hurt anymore, I don't want to be disappointed again and I don't want to be betrayed again.”
“Now Brother wants to ask. How can you accept or sincerely release Bayu after recovering from depression?”
“Yes, right Abah said our lives are already cringed. There is a way, so I surrender to Allah.”
“Keep, why are you so afraid of getting hurt again? Doesn't mean that if you are sincere in living life, it's a sign that you are ready to be happy and also ready to get sick.”
“But, Brother .. “
“La, in a relationship, we won't always be happy forever. There will be times when we will also be hurt, disappointed and sad. The question is not only about betrayal, but about many things. So, you should be able to accept that pain and afterwards try to treat it better.”
“It feels very difficult.”
“Try to explain where the difficulty lies!”
“People hard. Even for me to decide college again also feels difficult because I am afraid to open up to new people.”
Abi approached the wife and gently stroked her head. “La, Brother once taught you how to control your emotions and self when negative thoughts arise. Why don't you try doing it again now.”
The girl just kept quiet and bowed.
“Don't let those bad thoughts rule you. We will never know if someone has good intentions or not. But you can't be suspicious either, dear.”
“OK, maybe for that I can handle. I'll try to open myself up to someone else. Bad thoughts about them. But what about, Brother?”
“Means?”
“Can I believe completely the same, Brother if I will not betray me? Honestly, that's what I'm most afraid of. If for the pain and disappointment for some other reason, maybe I can take it. But if to be betrayed again I really can't.”
“What should Brother do to make you sure?”
“Sway Viona and other lady friends.”
“Keep, what about your sister's co-worker in the clinic?”
“Be professional, talk if it is a work-related thing.”
“But, Brother also asked for one thing. You can't think negatively as long as you're not home. For example now, you still guess what is not going on about Brother and viona.”
“Iya. Sisters say she comes every week. Brother, why don't you ever talk to me?”
It doesn't really matter to Abi. But yes, he has to give up. In this case, we cannot demand that people like Larisa understand our situation. It is precisely we who must understand him, must give up must also be able to survive if it still wants to be beside him.
The fingers of Larisa and sprinkled some kisses there. “Sister, sorry, yes.”
Eventually, Larisa lowered her ego.
“You should start choosing a major and a list of lectures. If you are busy, Big Brother negative thoughts will be diverted by itself.”
“OK, but I want to study first before determining what majors.”
“You take tutoring what? Let Brother find the best teacher.”
“No need, I may need how many books just to remember the old lesson.”
“Pas Kakur holiday we go to the bookstore to buy the books you need.”
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Larisa decided to go to college soon. He has also determined the department and faculty where he continued S2 later. The woman was also noble busy digging back the sciences that had long been buried in her memory. He doesn't want to go to college and look like a fool.
If for his phobias maybe in others it has begun to be overcome. Because Kania likes to invite Larisa to meet with her campus friends or office friends. However, not Abi, he would always come to the clinic every lunch hour. At work, he would always check his girlfriend's phone.
“Excessive very jealous, Neng,” goda Abi.
“Biarina. If you don't like us breaking up,” threatens Larisa.
“He deh. It's up to you. If Brother mah happy.”
“Kok is?”
“Feel owned hehehe .. “
Larisa sneering. “Eatnight yuk.”
“Oke.”
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Last night Endra and Davira just arrived in Bali. This morning they were chatting in the middle room discussing the princess' desire to go to college again.
“So when do you register?” ask Davira to her daughter.
“Maybe about one month away. Kania said now people want to take the final semester exam, if the current list will not be processed,” replied Larisa.
“Yakin, are you ready?” ask Endra.
“The more I get here the more I'm ready. Especially later I will be on the same campus as Kania.”
“What do you think, Bi,” asked Endra.
“Indeed I'm the one who sent Larisa back to college, Pa. The longer he's in the villa the higher the parapet he's created for new people in his life.”
“If that is indeed said Abi, Papa equally Mama agrees. About the cost, let Papa take responsibility.”
“No need, Pa. I can afford to support and finance, Larisa,” explained Abi.
Endra realizes that now the princess is no longer his responsibility. Although he insisted on taking over, he was afraid that his son-in-law would be offended. “Sorry, Bi, Papa forgot.”
“It’s okay Pa.”
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Later that night Larisa was busy watching TV in the living room with her Mama and Papa, while Abi from earlier did not return from the room. He also wants to know what the lover is doing why he has not returned too.
“Ma, Pa, I saw Kak abi first, yes,” permission to stand from the sofa.
“Iya, dear,” Davira replied.
Arriving in front of Abi's room, he heard the man talking to someone. Looks like over the phone.
📞Iya really sorry lately really busy. There is no time to help.
Larisa listened to Abi's conversation, although she did not know who the interlocutor was.
📞Tomorrow I sent by email about what you requested yesterday.
📞Oke, good night. Adios.
Abi ended the call and he immediately came out of the room. Opening the door, the wife was standing there. Larisa immediately pushed him and grabbed the phone that was in his hand.
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Who's Abi calling, huh?
Does anyone know?
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