Soul Pain
Chapter 16

The days went by while Larisa was still the same. It was as if he was standing in place, making no progress. However, it also did not suffer any setbacks. Abi still patiently sowing and accompanying his wife. Although now the burden has increased since opening his own practice, but he is trying to stay sane.

Do not let him also follow the stress caused by Larisa problems and patients who are being treated. Sister Ulfa and Ustad Abah also helped her. Abi has support from all sides except for her mother. However, he believes that Ningsing is taking time to accept his decision and Abi gives as much time to his mother.

📞How is Larisa's condition?

Davira asked the daughter-in-law over the phone.

📞There's still no progress, Mah.

There was a long sound across there by Abi

📞If you want to come here then come. But if it feels unable to see Larisa and it will only hurt your feelings, you should not.

📞How are you doing, son?

It was Endra's turn to ask.

📞I'm good, Pah.

📞Sorry we can't be there to help you.

📞It's okay. I understand, you guys need some time too. Me and Larisa here also need time. So be patient and keep praying.

📞That's for sure, son. Never break our prayers for you. Take care of your health there, do not think too much about Larisa also think about yourself and your health.

📞Good, Pah. Thanks though.

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Four months later ...

“La, today I want to have lunch from your cooking,” said Abi. Larisa is putting a tie around her neck. 

“What, Brother, sure?”

“Yakin, from now on you have to send lunch to the clinic every day.”

“Good.”

Abi has done everything and the changes to Larisa are starting to appear. Routines such as making tea in the morning and putting on a tie have continued since that day. Every night before going to bed Abi always accompanied Larisa and gave positive suggestions such as prayer and hope for a better tomorrow. Although it is a hypnoparenting that parents do to their children. However, Abi believes and believes that it can also be applied to Larisa.

“Kakak departs, yes,” says Abi.

Larisa nodded and smiled letting go of Abi.

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“What are you cooking, Ma'am?” ask chef Dina

“I don't know.” Larisa is confused. He was afraid that his cooking would not be liked Abi.

“Bake fish cooking only, Neng. Abi really likes grilled fish,” Sister Ulfa's advice

“Sayurne?” ask the chef

“Capcay only, make it easy,” Sister Ulfa replied.

Larisa agreed. He began to follow the instructions of chef Dina. So far Abi has never tasted the results of his cooking. Then suddenly the man asked to be delivered lunch. Makes Larisa afraid if later Abi does not like because it tastes bad.

The finished cooking results are put into the bushel and delivered by a private driver to the Abi clinic. The woman was waiting for a call from her personal doctor. He seemed anxious in case his cooking did not match what was expected. 

Until the afternoon Abi did not go home even though the clock has shown five o'clock. Larisa herself is afraid to contact Abi because she does not want to interfere with her work time. One more he also thought maybe Abi was disappointed with the food. 

Larisa decides to go to Abi's room. Prepare a change of clothes and bring it to his own room. I don't know it has become a habit of the man every time he comes home from work. He's gonna take a bath in the bathroom in his wife's room. Then Larisa chose to cleanse herself to refresh her mind. 

"Why just got home, Bi?" ask Sister Ulfa. 

"There are patients who have relapsed and should be treated. I took care of it first in the RSJ" explained Abi. 

Sister Ulfa smiled knot. "Come to meet your wife. He's been worried all day about his cooking."

"really?"

Sister Ulfa nodded. "Even he didn't move out of the kitchen. Afraid that the food wasn't good he'd cook again."

Abi's lips smiled blooming. "I didn't tell you on purpose."

"Okay, be careful on the road."

Abi rushes to Larisa's room, without permission he goes in and finds the wife dressed. 

"I'm sorry you didn't knock on the door first" Pinta Abi closed her eyes. 

Larisa who was shocked immediately put on the towel back then went into the bathroom. 

Abi was waiting for him in front of the room while looking at the sea in front of him. It's not good to wait inside. 

"Sister, call Larisa embarrassed."

Then Abi turned around. He handed me the bouquet of flowers he had bought on his way home.

"Thank you, the cooking is great."

Larisa received the flower and looked at Abi seriously. "Sister, it must be a lie."

"Make what? If you don't believe me ask the sisters in the clinic."

Larisa was still doubtful. 

"Look, tomorrow you drive yourself to the clinic and we eat together there, how?"

"But … "

"But what?"

"I dare not go out of the house."

"Come, La. Until when will you lock yourself up here. You have to look at the outside world, so that your feelings are better. Also only to the doang clinic, after that you can go home again."

"OK on."

"That's dong." Abi was happy and then poked his wife's nose. 

"The tree is beautiful and fragrant" Larisa said. 

"Son will love you flowers every day if you can cook yourself without a chef again."

Larisa shook her head quickly. 

"Why?"

"I'm not sure yet."

Abi laughed and took Larisa into his arms. "Yes, gapapa. Just study until you are sure you can cook for yourself."

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As promised yesterday, Larisa cooked early today because she was going to the clinic to deliver Abi's lunch. After cooking, he took a shower and changed his clothes. 

"The makeup is that," Sister Ulfa said. A simple looking appearance that only wears ordinary house clothes. 

"Continue?"

"Dandan little let Abinya more happy to see who delivers beautiful food," seduced Sister Ulfa. 

"Steep, Sus, I'm just gonna drop off some food."

"Yes no papa or dan once in a while. Are you not bored with his appearance? That pretty dress up can make our mood good, you know."

"OK on." Larisa returns to her room to change clothes. He was confused which clothes to wear. 

"Suster," call Larisa. 

"What's up, Neng?" 

"I'm confused what to wear. You can contact your mom via VC. I'd like to ask Mama's advice."

Sister Ulfa followed Larisa's request. 

📱What's up, baby?

📱I want to go to the clinic, Abi Kak but confused about what clothes to wear. Sisters Ulfa said to be grooming.